I Love College

Kairi

I sat in the hallway outside the bathroom door where I fell asleep the night before. Feeling a heavy weight on my shoulder, I saw Sora's messy spikes leaning on me. He was awake, but it was obvious that he was in deep thought, so I decided to pretend I was asleep a little longer.

Probably thinking about the night before.

I confessed to him, and what does he do? He runs out to puke in the bathroom. I mean, I know it was because he drank too much, but it still bothers me. I told him not to get drunk anyway. I tried to remind him throughout the night but—

KSKSKSKSKS

Kairi, stop being such a baby and let's get drunk." Sora said to me as we walked to this so called party. The word party couldn't describe this get together. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders as we entered. A wave of smell went up my nostrils. Alcohol.

"I'm not holding your hair back if you get too drunk again." I giggled at him though I was dead serious. I hated doing that, no matter how cute he was. I playfully punched his cheek and said, "I actually want to talk to you later so don't get too hammered, alright?"

"Yes ma'am." And he saluted at me. Those little things that he did made my heart flutter. He was too adorable sometimes, and I couldn't resist it. I stood on my tip toes and kissed him on the cheek. He pulled my hand and took me to the nearest seating area. To the others on the outside, Sora and I were practically boyfriend and girlfriend. That was not the case. He and I were just really close friends, that's all. Not that I wouldn't mind being more, it's just that I honestly want him to want me too.

"Sora, there's everyone." I pointed in the corner where our eight friends hung out.

"Hey guys!" Axel and Roxas shouted at us as we came into our direction. They were already drinking their amazingly colored drinks. Next to Roxas was one of my good friends, Namine. She sat, staring at the red plastic cup in her hand. The expression on her face said everything. She thought hard about drinking whatever was in the cup. Near Axel, was Larxene. I didn't like her much, but obviously Axel liked her as he allowed her to give him multiple hickeys.

Sora and I took a seat next to Riku, who I knew didn't like parties. Sora sat in the large armchair while I sat between his legs. Xion was seated next to Riku, a pissy look on her face. But—sometimes I wonder if that is just her face or something.

"Riku, why do you look so bored?" Sora's deep voice chuckled behind me. Riku's blank stare turned to the brunette behind me.

"Probably because I am." He said, flipping his hair in a feminine manner. Just like something I would do. "Besides, I hate parties you know that." I always wondered why he hated parties. I giggled a bit at Riku.

"Then why did you come?" Xion spoke up in a slightly stern voice. Xion was always a bit strict with him, but Riku never paid that any mind.

"Terra said it would be a get together with a few old friends from high school," He ran a hand through her hair. "Besides, don't you want me here?" Xion blushed heavily while Riku chuckled at her newly reddened face.

"Since Sora and Kairi are here, let's get them something to drink!" Roxas suddenly jumped up, grabbing Sora's arm. This action caused him to jump over me so he didn't trip. I watched as the blond dragged Sora to the other side of the room. I knew right then and there they were going to have a 'girl moment' and talk about us girls over here.

"Just don't drink it." I said to Namine who look pretty disgusted at the contents of the cup. She looked up at me, down at the cup, and then sighed, setting the cup onto the table in front of her.

"So, are you going to do it?" Namine mused, leaning forward. I don't know if anyone else could tell (they probably did) that I liked Sora as much as I did. It was obvious that I liked him, but Namine knew how much I did.

"Yeah, I told him not to get too hammered. I want him somewhat sober so he remembers." I laughed, twisting a piece of my auburn hair between my fingers.

"You better keep a good eye on him, right?" She laughed.

"What about you and Roxas?" I winked at her, causing her to blush.

"Nothing! He just dragged me here, claiming that I need to loosen up—"

"You do." I interjected.

"—and that is so not true. Other than that, we are just friends!" I saw right through that lie. I gave her a face telling her that it was obvious she was lying. "Okay—I know. I like him a lot. What's not to like about him? He is so cute. And sweet."

And there she went into daydream land.

Axel started the party, shouting many things into the microphones, and the party commenced. As I saw Sora taking shots throughout the night, I would walk up and remind him to not get that drunk. What saddened me the most was that he never asked me to dance. Eventually, I was ready to confess my feelings and I ran up to Sora in a fit of giggles and called his name.

"Sora!"

"Hey you." What he did now I did not expect. He took my face and pulled me into a kiss. I knew I had to act cool, and not flustered, but it was hard. I liked him a lot.

"Sora," I pulled away, a little bit out of breath. "I wanna talk to you." I laced my fingers with his and pulled him to a spare room down the hall. There were many halls winding around, and I wanted to find I room I knew no one would bother us in.

"What is it my Kairi bear?" Sora said to me, and I had to resist the urge to giggle at the dumb nickname. I took his hands and intertwined our fingers, staring at our shoes.

"I want to tell you something I have been waiting to tell you for a long time." I stared into his eyes at this point. I wanted to get my point across. "You know plenty of guys have been chasing after me and I really want you… to be the one chasing me ya know," I sighed. I don't really know if it was the alcohol or if he honestly felt that way too, but he attacked me. Knocking me back onto the bed, he kissed me forcefully.

"Kairi, I definitely feel the same way." He kissed my jaw line and behind my ear. Normally I would have been ecstatic to hear that, but he didn't listen to me and got drunk anyway. It was hard to be irritated when everything he was doing was making very excited right now. In more ways than one.

"Sora…" I moaned. I tried to push him away so we could have a conversation and not do anything we regretted. "Please stop…" I felt us both being to give into whatever emotion was overcoming us. And before I knew it, he jumped up from me and dashed out the room.

"Sora? " I called after him, confused. The fact that he got nauseous while kissing me was a bit of a turn off. He was slamming open doors, trying to find a bathroom. As I followed him, I saw Hayner practically making out with a dumb college freshman, and it looked like he was enjoying it. Riku and Xion had retreated to some back room and I only saw a flicker of what I thought was an argument. And I passed Olette in the hallway calling Hayner's name. Sora ran into a bathroom and slammed the door and all I heard was the sound of throwing up. Turning around and sliding down the wall outside the bathroom, I pulled my knees to my chest.

"And I just confessed to him too… damn it."

KSKSKSKSKS

I woke up to Sora's head resting lightly on my shoulder and he stared thoughtfully out at the space of hung-over collage kids. A figure moved towards us, stumbling awkwardly in a dazed state. It was Roxas and his eye was a dark purple and was swollen. He stopped for a moment and I stared at his feet thinking…

Why did it turn out like this?

Olette

Going to that stupid party was something I didn't plan. I didn't even really care. Hayner just convinced me to go so we could see all of our friends.

And look what happened!

He ditched me to make out with some stupid freshman!

"Oh my gosh." I sighed, leaning against the window of the coffee store. I needed a little pick me up. "I am so pissed."

OHOHOHOHOH

"Hayner!" I groaned as he pulled me through the door. I wasn't even dressed to party, I thought as I was blinded by the bright dancing lights. My sneakers pounded upon the floor as I struggled against his grip.

"Don't you want to see all of our friends, Ollie!" Hayner yelled over the music, pulling me through the room. I honestly did, but this was so last minute. Besides, I had other things to do. I made a date with myself to go to the gym.

"I do! But you didn't even let me get ready! Look how I'm dressed!" I pointed out my sweats and tank top.

"You look great! Now let's party!" I groaned as he dragged me to get something to drink. I scanned the crowd for other people to talk to. Hayner promised me that we would hang out, but I knew what that meant. Either constant annoying flirting that wasn't even appropriate, or being ignored all together by him [like how he just grabbed my ass]. I just wanted to be able to hang out normally.

But that word wasn't in Hayner's vocabulary.

"If you're not drunk ladies and gentlemen get ready to get fucked up!" I heard Axel scream across the speakers. I huffed and put my hands on my hips as I looked back to find Hayner missing. He is the idiot who dragged me here, so he should at least hang out with me! The music was blasting into my ear and I cringed at the smell of the alcohol.

I pushed through the crowd of people dancing ever so closely and ran a hand through my hair. Where was that stupid ass blond? It wasn't hard to find a blond. I could point out Namine just fine.

Walking around the corner by the front door, I looked inside coat closets and behind a useless wall. The only thing I found was a couple making out like crazy. Made me vomit a little in my mouth. Just a little.

Pushing through the crowd once again, I was started to get majorly pissed. I don't think you understand how irritated I was. Sure—I enjoy my share of parties, don't get me wrong. I was a party animal, but when I get dragged here against my will and I have no way of getting home and the person who brought me here disappeared, I think you would be angry too. I had friends here, like Kairi and Sora, but I didn't want to get involved with whatever they were doing. They seemed pretty happy.

Walking into the kitchen, I leaned against the island counter on the other side of the sink. I wanted to cry, but I didn't. That would be dumb. Placing on hand on my forehead, covering my eyes, I sighed, squeezing my eyes closed.

"Why are you all alone, Ollie?" At first I thought it was Hayner, since he calls me Ollie, but I was relieved and disappointed to learn that it was the other blond boy. Roxas.

"I can't find Hayner anywhere!" I yelled, feeling like I wanted to pull my hair out. "We came here together and now I can't find him!"

"I saw him walking around earlier." He mumbled, gesturing toward some rooms with the red cup in his hands. I resisted the urge to hug my childhood friend.

"Thanks Roku! I knew I could count on you!" I walked briskly toward the rooms. "How am I going to find him?" I though aloud. I could pretty much open every door and look, so that's what I decided to do. The first door I flung open, there was no one in there. I passed many doors, not finding him in one. I passed an open door to see Riku and Xion having a heated argument. Sora sped past me in the hall as I yelled Hayner's name one too many times. He seemed sick. Kairi passed me not long after that, running after the poor boy. I heard more than one door slam after that, so I decided to head into the direction of the slamming door.

I placed my hand onto the next door that I found just to learn that it was locked. I had looked in every room so far besides the bathroom, and I knew that Sora was there. Shaking the handle, it wouldn't budge, but I could hear shuffling inside. I shook the handle again over and over until something heavy slammed against it, causing me to jump back. The handle shook some more and I walked forward a little, confused. The next thing that I knew, the door slammed open, hitting the wall next to it. But what shocked me the most was NOT the door almost hitting me in the face. No, it was the fact the reason the door was opened was Hayner pressed up against the door, looking at me wide eyed, and some dumb ass freshman named Yuffie was pressing herself against his body. Yuffie flipped around, looking at me, and then turned back.

"Well, now that I finally have you still…" She giggled before smashing her lips against his. I was flaming with so much anger that I swear if I punched a wall there would be a hole in it. I stormed down the hallway, only hearing Hayner yelling my name. But I didn't care. He could disappear from existence and I wouldn't care.

I had wiped the tears from my eyes and I started to walk for the door. The brisk night air made me want to even cry more as I pulled out my cell to call a taxi. Good thing I had some spare money. On the corner, I saw Namine standing alone crossing her arms in frustration.

"Bad night for you, too?" I said.

"You have no idea."

"Mind sharing a taxi?" I sniffled at the blond.

OHOHOHOHOH

Hayner is the dumbest boy I have ever met in my entire life.

And he just broke my heart.

Namine

My thin arms stretched across the white, fluffy comforter of my twin sized bed as I gradually woke up. Blinking the sleep from my eyes, I rolled out of bed and stretched even wider before grabbing my sketch pad and sitting in the window seat of the dorm I shared with Kairi. I looked to her bed and seeing that it was empty, I assumed she stayed with Sora after the party.

Which reminded me…

I am so… at Roxas right now.

NRNRNRNRNR

The boy in question snaked his arm around me and poked my cheek giving me little butterflies in my stomach.

"Namine—come on this will be fun!" he gave me a crooked grin that made me flush lightly.

"I don't know Roxas. You know me and parties. Can't I go back and study?" I knew of at least three classes that I was having tests in and I could easily have been studying for them.

"Nope! You need to lighten up!" he reached for my hand and I blushed before he turned down a crowded hallway, "Now come on." He yanked me into the dorm and I could see the redheaded Axel setting up a sound system.

"Hey guys! Namine—I see you came!" he looked up from a handful of cords and flashed a devious grin in my direction. I waved back politely before I pulled myself towards the red heads unbearable girlfriend who handed me a red plastic cup with some red, indecipherable liquid that resembled fruit punch but the smell of alcohol in the room told me otherwise. Roxas walked over to the bar and grabbed a cup of some drink as well. After a while, Xion and Riku showed up as Roxas was talking to Axel and his setting up.

"Hey guys!" Axel and Roxas shouted and I snapped up to see my best friend and her way-too-obvious crush, Sora, walk towards our group at the couch. Roxas came quickly over to my side.

"I'll be right back Nami," his breath lingered in my ear like a nonexistent kiss as he rushed away from my flushing face, "Since Sora and Kairi are here, let's get them something to drink!" He pulled him away quickly to the corner near the bar.

"Just don't drink it," I snapped up from my gaze at the cup, then returned my eyes back, sighing and placing it on the table lightly.

"So, are you going to do it?" I leaned towards her, knowing that she was fully intending on ask the boy out as soon as possible.

"Yeah, I told him not to get too hammered. I want him somewhat sober so he remembers," she chuckled nervously look around the dorm and twirling her auburn hair in her fingers.

"You better keep a good eye on him," I chuckled, "Or someone will snatch him up."

"What about you and Roxas?" she winked at me, and I could feel my face heat up.

"Nothing! He just dragged me, claiming that I need to loosen up—," she interrupted me.

"You do."

"—and that is so not true. Other than that, we are just friends!" her eyes looked right through my lie. She pursed her lips and gave me a condescending look, "Okay—I know. I like him a lot. What's not to like about him? He is so cute… and sweet… and…"

My mind drifted off and eventually so did Kairi after Sora, who had left Roxas. The blonde bed head was making his way back to the couch I sat alone on.

"Hey Roxas," I smiled, attempting to hide any trace of the previous conversation.

"What were you and Kairi talking about?" he smirked and my heart patter.

"N-nothing!" I chocked out and he chuckled, poking my nose.

"You are too cute sometimes, you know that?"

"You are not half bad yourself," I quickly covered my mouth wide eyed then looked forward at the red plastic cup on the table in front of me. There was a small silence and before he spoke again gesturing at the cup in front of me.

"Are you going to drink that?" quickly I shook my head in disgust and he reached for it taking a swift swig.

"How can you drink that?" I scrunched my nose at a whiff of the alcohol in the air.

"I think it taste good," he smirked that amazing smirk that I love before nodding to the dance floor, "Would you look at that?"

"Hm?" I followed his gaze and saw Kairi pulling a very drunk Sora from the floor, "Think something is finally going to happen between them?"

"I hope so. Jeez, when you like someone, you have to go after them. Not be like Sora and all dumb. Seems like Kairi got the hint," he said chuckling before falling into a deep silence.

"Roxas, you get me some water?" I looked around seeing nothing that resembled water.

"Sure," he placed his cup down and wandered towards the kitchen. As Roxas disappeared into the crowd, I felt a little worried that he had left me alone. No one I knew was in sight but several party goers thrashing to the music. My eyes slowly drifted around the scene but soon a large figure was blocking my view.

"Hey sweet cheeks," the figure said, "What are you doing here by your lonesome?"

"Waiting for something to drink…" he pulled himself to sit beside me and I recoiled from the arm.

"Well why not have what I'm having," he leaned towards me with the cup in his hand, "It's quite delicious… like you."

"I'm okay…" I pushed myself deeper into the couch as he leaned forward and traced my jaw line with one thick index finger. His breath smelled of alcohol and made me gag and I felt my face scrunch up.

"Oh come on baby," he chuckled huffing his gross breath at me and placed his hand on my thigh and I cringed, "So what do you say, my pretty lady?"

"She says no," a dark voice snarled from behind the large man's imposing figure. I was handed a cold of ice water as the man pulled away from me.

"Who asked you?" his presence lighted as he stood.

"Just leave her alone, okay," Roxas' voice lighted as he attempted to move closer to me with a concerned look in his eyes.

"I think the pretty lady can decide if she wants to go out with me or not," he stepped back and gestured to me. I flinched.

"She's taken, okay!" my eyes snapped up to Roxas who seemed to be darkened in anger.

"That's not what some people said," the guy scoffed in Roxas' face.

"Just back off," Roxas seemed to be tottering on the edge of his anger.

"Fine. I wouldn't want to get with a blond slut with an asshole as a bodyguard anyway," I saw his eyes snap and saw his fist flying towards the jerk's face.

"Roxas!" I screamed out loud, but Axel yelled too and leapt in Roxas' direction. Before he could grab him one of the guy's friends jumped forward and then he too let his fist fly. Roxas' eye connected with the guy's fist and he was down like a rock. Axel pulled him from the group of guys who had begun to congregate and towered over them making them all shy away and fade into the crowd.

"Namine, scoot…" he nodded his head and I scrambled away still speechless. My mouth hung agape as Axel attempted to wake him up, and Roxas was not a budging even a bit.

"Oh Axel…" I hit his shoulder lightly, "Oh Axel… Roxas… why are you…? Why did you?" Axel took a stringy arm and lifted me and I could feel the tears forming.

"You go back to your dorm kid. I'll get him home, got it memorized?" he tussled my hair and pushed me towards the door.

I pulled out my phone and began to dial for a taxi as I walked down the hallways of the unfamiliar dorm.

NRNRNRNRNR

Why you stupid boy…?

Xion

I awoke to the feeling of my hair being moved on my face. It tickled. Scrunching up my nose, I looked up to meet the eyes of the man holding me; Riku. I could still feel the tear stains on my cheeks as I looked at Riku. He had me in his arms and was staring at the ceiling, looking like he was in thought.

"Riku…" I mumbled, remembering the events of the night before.

XRXRXRXRXR

"You know I don't do parties. It's just not my thing." I heard Riku say as he sat there at the table stirring his dinner. "Besides, I know how your parties get."

I stood in the other room, waiting for the right time to walk into the conversation. I giggled quietly to myself as I pictured how Terra's face must be. He must be trying really hard to get Riku to go to whatever party he was throwing, I'm guessing.

"Swear on what? Pigs flying?" I laughed silently with Riku. "I dunno. Xion doesn't exactly seem like the kind of girl who—,"I decided it was time to intervene.

"What kind of girl don't I seem like?" I placed a kiss on his cheek as I entered the room.

"Terra's throwing a party." He told me as he put his phone on speaker. "Right, Terra?"

"It's just a small get together, that's all." He chuckled. "Xion tell him to get his butt over here now." I smiled, knowing that I could probably get Riku to agree.

"Riku," I sang into his ear, "Let's go and see Terra."

"Terra," He started, and I smiled darkly, knowing I won. "There better be food."

"See you here." He hung up the phone. I stood up and grabbed my purse and phone before walking to get my shoes on near the door. I was ready for this.

"Xion, I don't really want to go to this stupid thing. It's going to be a party and you know—"

"Riku are you coming or what?" I told him as I stood by the door, turning the knob. Man, was he slow. "Let's go."

He picked up his jacket and keys and followed me out the door. Terra's dorm wasn't that far. Riku and I shared an apartment that was two blocks from his dorm, so we just walked to his place. I smiled with excitement. I met some of Riku's friends, but not all of them. Riku doesn't open up about his friends most of the time. I was about to burst with the smile that I had on my face. As we neared the dorm, Riku started chuckling to himself, and I shot his a confused look. Was he going insane? He just shrugged and knocked on the door.

"Riku my man." Terra pulled him into a one armed hug. He pointed to the assortment of liquor that he had. "Thirsty?"

"You need this much alcohol for a 'few friends'?" Riku said with an all knowing look on his face.

"Well there might be a few more than that coming." He chuckled, rubbing the back of his head.

"Terra, you know I really don't like parties, right?" I laced my arm through his as he spoke.

"Dude, your gonna get to see Sora and Roxas and all of them. How long has it been since you have seen Sora?" Terra wrapped his arm around Riku's neck and Riku released me as they walked together. I just walked behind them, looking at the surroundings. "Besides, Xion looks like she wants to have a little fun. So get her a drink, chill out, and have fun. All right?" Boy, Terra knew me well. I really did want to have a tad bit of a bigger social life.

"I'm going to kick your ass, I hope you know that." I heard Riku say as I looked at the now empty dorm. I knew it would be filled soon, so I was just looking around at where everything was.

"Yeah…" I turned by attention back to Riku as I heard a door slam and saw that Terra was gone.

"Xion can we leave?" Riku pleaded, and I smiled at him. He wasn't getting out of this that easy. He needed to get out and have fun.

"Nope, you heard the man—get me a drink!" I laughed, sitting down on a loveseat.

"You're funny." He sat down next to me we watched the party unfold.

Axel was the first to show up, but that was probably because he was Terra's roommate. He was just wearing an open, red, plaid, button down shirt and boxers. Behind him was Larxene, his girlfriend. Her hair was a mess, as was her skirt. It all suggested they were sleeping or doing the naughty. After the first wave of guests arrived, Riku's close friends Roxas and Namine arrived. Axel soon began setting up the sound system.

"Hey looked who showed up." Axel said, catching my attention. I saw that Riku's friends Sora and Kairi were shuffling in and Axel and Roxas stood. "Hey guys!" They said in unison.

"Riku, why do you look so bored?" Sora chuckled as he sat down and Kairi sat between him and the seat he was on.

"Probably because I am." Riku replied, flipping his hair out his eyes and giving him a condescending look. "Besides I hate parties you know that." I was getting a bit annoyed with him saying that. It was like he wasn't even trying to enjoy himself, even for me.

"Then did you come?" I said, irritated. He chuckled and ran a hand through my hair.

"Terra said it would be a get together with a few old friends from high school." I grew even more irritated. He was acting like he didn't know Terra. It was obvious more people were coming. "Besides, don't you want me to be here?" I blushed at his words.

"I'm getting a drink." I said, trying to find something to do once everyone started to disperse. "Come with me."

"Don't drink too much."

I rolled my eyes. "What are you? My father?" I pulled him past the dance floor to the bar. When I got there, I decided I didn't want anything. I was growing increasingly annoyed with Riku's attitude.

"What's with the attitude?" Riku asked me. It seemed he tried to pull it off in a joking manner.

"I'm sorry. What was that Mr. I-hate-parties? Why can't you loosen up a little?" I glared. He was ruining my time, not doing anything. It wasn't my idea of fun to sit around at a party.

"I was kidding, chill. I know you wanted to meet some of my old friends though it looks like everybody is going their own thing." He reached out to me, but I turned away. I sighed inwardly and decided I would try one more thing.

"That's not it, Riku." I took some steps towards the dance floor. "Dance with me?"

"I really don't dance." And he blew it.

"Of course you don't! You don't do anything!" I stormed back to him. "You frustrate me, Riku!"

"What's up with you Xion? You were so happy about this party and now that we are here, all you can do is—"

"Ugh." I rolled by eyes at him before stomping off to the nearest room; Axel's room. It was a nice room, but things were a bit messy. Larxene's stuff was piled in the back corner, and some was scattered on the floor.

"Xion can you please slow down and tell me why the hell your mood is so—"

"I'm so fucking tired, Riku, of the same routine over and over. You don't like this. You don't like that!" It was like that with everything and I could barely stand it sometimes. This was one of those times.

"Xion we have been dating three years and you are just now noticing I'm not the 'social' type?" No shit. That's what I trying to help you get over.

"I'm just saying that if you tried to open up to different things we could—"

"Xion, stop bullshitting around the problem. What is up with you lately?"

"Nothing." I got quiet. I didn't know what else I could do. There was so much else I wanted to tell him but after this I just couldn't. "I'm just tired."

"Tired? You are gonna say tired?" His voice got louder. "You have been acting like this for two months. BS you're tired!"

"You know what, Riku?" Tears started welling in my eyes. I hated the change in my feelings right now. I thought blaming Riku for his behavior would help me forget the main issue I needed to tell him but it wasn't helping. "I can't—I'm going home. Don't bother following!" I pushed past him and ran out the front door.

I didn't want to run, but I walked as fast as my small feet could carry me. I wiped the tears that streamed off my face with my sleeve as I rushed down the two blocks back to the apartment. As I tore through the front door, I pulled out my keys and rushed up the stairs till I got the door. I could hear Riku calling after me. When I got to our door, I unlocked it, and slammed it behind me, locking all the locks. I collapsed on the floor in a fit of sobs.

"Xion!"

"Riku leave me alone!" I called, not wanting to face him.

"Please let me in!" I could hear him unlocking the locks, but he couldn't unlock the chain lock. The door was cracked open as far as it could get.

"No! Stay out!" I didn't know what I was saying.

"Xion," I heard him growl and I slammed the door, but instead of re-locking it, I unlocked the chain lock and went to sit on the couch as he came in. "Xion will you tell me what's wrong?"

"I can't, I just—" I sobbed more as he came near me. "Riku, I'm so sorry!" My emotions were running around like crazy.

"Why are you sorry? Come here." He said as he pulled me into his arms. "Xion…"

"I have something I need to tell you…" I started, forcing some courage out.

"Breath and calm down." I was choking on my sobs at this point. "Don't tell me anything until you calm down." He rubbed my back and I tried to control my crying.

"I'm calm." I said, shrugging out of his grip to face him. I gave him a determined look as I was about to speak. "I'm sorry for blaming you all night about your behavior. I was so mixed up in my head with my thoughts and feelings and I was running from what I had to tell you." I started.

"What is it, Xion? Just tell me." He said, placing his hands on my shoulders. I bit my lip and looked up at him with watery eyes.

"I think—no, I'm pretty sure that—" I took in a deep breath. "That I'm pregnant." I looked at him with sad, but hopeful eyes. I couldn't really understand his expression so I couldn't guess what was going through his head.

"I—"

"No! Don't! I knew it'd be a bad idea telling you!" I said, sobbing. "I was just afraid of you rejecting me or something stupid and, and-!" I stood, sobbing and he stood along with me, wrapping me in his arms and leading me to the bedroom. We laid down in the bed and he held me close as I cried.

He didn't answer me.

XRXRXRXRXR

I felt his fingers brush my forehead and bangs and I tried to take a breathe in but then a sob fell from lips. Never was I more frightened to open my eyes.

Larxene

Feeling Axel's long arms curl around me, I lifted my eyelids opened slightly but I couldn't bring myself to move away from him. I could feel a headache looming just waiting for me to make the wrong move as I awoke, so I slammed my eyes shut and turned to curl away from the light of the rising sun.

ALALALALAL

We awoke a similar way yesterday but neither of us was hungover so getting up was no problem. It was around two when we finally pulled ourselves out of bed and towards the living room where we found Riku and Xion chilling on the couch. When we shuffled back to his room, I grabbed any clothes I had left at his place for the last few months of sleeping there and began pulling up a leather strapless dress when he chuckled buckling his pants from the bed.

"You ready to party?" I walked over to him sitting on his lap.

"Who do you think you're talking to?" my lips crashed to his in a smoldering kiss and I pushed for more.

He went to push the dress up my legs but I slapped his hand away and continued getting ready. Once we were fully dressed we walked into the room of slowly filling people. Axel had set up a speaker system and began to pump music with the bass vibrating the floorboards. It seemed to be my duty to get as many drinks out as possible so I handed Axel a beer and got myself something fruity. When I turned around I saw a certain blonde couple making their way towards the couches. I sat down and Naminé was forced to sit beside me. Handing her a drink I watched her face change from the slight fear to uneasiness. After they arrived, Sora and Kairi made their way through and joined us in our cramped circle. There were a few laughs and a few drinks before they began to dispel and I went on my own search for the man I called my date.

While I searched, I noted all the little situations going on around me as I pushed trhough the crowd of people. Kairi and Sora were snuggled up close on the dance floor and he looked to be making a bold move I never imagined a baby like him would make. He reached toward her and pulled her in for a kiss that made me blush, making Kairi smile and drag him off towards the rooms. I wouldn't doubt that they were going to have sex with the glint of mischievousness in the redhead's eyes.

As I pushed toward the seating area again, I saw Namine with a large brute of a blond glowering over. She looked more uncomfortable than when I handed her the drink and the guy didn't seem to be catching the hint. He kept egging her on, from what little I could hear over Axel's loud music, and she was pushing him away. As Axel leaned to go save her, her blond knight came to her rescue and started to get in the mans face. It looked like it was getting intense when I saw Roxas' fist fly to guys face and soon a small fight broke out among the guys. Before anyone noticed, Roxas was flying to the ground and the other guys had dispersed leaving a heaving Namine and Axel lifting him to the couch. After a small exchange, Namine bolted from the dorm and left Axel to tend momentarily to Roxas. Eventually Axel got up, leaving Roxas mouth open and unconcious, to grab another few drinks.

Soon many people were filling the dorm it became overwhelming and I grabbed a few drinks before Axel came to make out intensly with me. He soon pulled away and I lost track of him, only hearing his booming voice over the speakers. I decided that it was time for me to zonk out and I knew the perfect place- his room. He would come in eventually and that was the last thought as I passed out under his blankets.

ALALALALAL

I smiled to myself and breathed happily that I didn't have too much crap going on with me.

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yeah I know there's a lot already. YAY CONTINUED... Sorta lol we'll soon find the outcome of everyone's crazy night :)

To answer that one question, it may or may not be Seifer. I just added him.