Chp2 live of fear and alone

I drive till my eyes hurt. I find a quiet section and street camp. Setting the alarm clock. I wake as dusk set in, I fuel up and head south wandering into California I park as mid-morning takes hold in a truck stop parking area north of Sacramento. I fuel up before I park. And sleep. When it's dark I'll head south again.

I wake early, the moment of dread as they find my note. I left the files to dad with a picture of Eliana and Linc raping a clearly underage girl, named Leia. I know panic and fear, but of social and public form, the personal loss of me is just show. They adopted me and only feel responsible for that failure. Picking a broken kid. A loser.

I look out my window. A little girl is being dragged towards a truck. She's fighting back. I leave the trailer, a just as I get to her. she decks the guy. He goes down. I see a metal object in her hand. I reach for her, hauling her off the ground. She lands on my chest, little thing she is. no pain? I stare into blue eyes of innocents and trust. She looks like I usually do. Black and blue and bruised all over. She's near faint.

The touch has me shaking. An electricity course thru us, into waves of? goodness. I carry her to the Beast, returning I get her stuff and the trucker ID. Just in case. Hell! I slam my foot into his crotch for good measure.

We leave. She moves from the bare platform in back, haven't gotten a mattress yet. To the passager seat. Curls up, her legs under her and stares at me. We say no words. Till I stop for fuel. The beast has two fuel tanks, so we have a good range. She smiles at me when I touch her awake. She reaches and touches my hand to her cheek. I melt into the emotions and feelings. We are two lost souls. To throwaway kids.

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Anastasia Steele, Anna for short. Lovely name for an even lovelier girl. She fourteen and alone. I'm fifteen and alone. Together were no alone, or freaks, losers. We talk all the way to Vegas. She works on the frig while I go contact the name of a guy who does ID. We get matching sets. One as brother sister, the rest as husband and wife.

I hold her tight on the hard platform. She can touch me without pain or fear. I can let myself go, just being me. we make a strange pair. Beauty and the beast.

We stay three days. Moving the camper every few hours. I use my old fake ID to run some bets on sports. I surprise myself by wining about 80%. I easily recover all the money we've spent and then some.

I pick up the ID's and the last Betting money, I make my way back to the beast. When two guys jump me. I manage to win, but I'm hurting. I stagger to the beast. Anna gets me inside and down. Then drives away into the night, South to highways 10.

I awake to a truckstop east of Kingman AZ. on Highway 10. My wounds are treated and Anna is curled into my side like a warm, healing balm to my wounds and soul.

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We stay till evening. Then we hit the supermarket. Anna has to stay hidden, the bruise on her face are to pronounced. I take her list and three tries later have it completed. Shopping is hard. We head east on 10. Stopping and camping at the rest stops. Near flagstaff we break and head south, thru the mountains and small towns toward El PASO.

She finds my digital Camera, starts making memories of us. We wander south thru the petrified forest. I find a quiet stop that Anna can get outside. We goof and play among the trees. I marvel at the funny, free spirit she is. I stop at a tourist trap and buy a small piece of tree and some t-shirts. Every place we go we get t-shirts. Anna looks so sexy in my t-shirt and panties.

She makes me stop outside the Giant satellite dishes of the very large array west of Socorro. She stands on the roof and pose, something about a movie. I laugh. As she looks so free and perfect. I hold her in my arms and waltz among the sage and brush. As we kiss, the first kiss in Vegas.

Vegas one week ago. I just brought home take out, Chinese's. She starts to eat, then lean over and kiss me, on the mouth. I grab her head and deepen the kiss. Losing myself in her sweet taste and touch. She battles my tongue with delight and awe. As the food lays forgotten as we merge into a heavenly make out session. I've only seen Elliot's session, but I know this is way better and more everything.

Here in the hot dusty mountains of New Mexico, is my slice of heaven.

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We have our first hotel in Truth or Consequence New Mexico. We shower together. I feel her body, she feels mine. We are a perfect fit. She is sexy in her ET t-shirt and panties. Me in shorts. We lay on the bed, playing Uno and watching the news. The weather is going bad. Lots of rain.

We need to get into central Texas. Anna has a bunch of tourist brochures and maps. Her face is better. She uses a lot of make up to age herself. She looks like the clown coeds Elliot likes to date. She looks like she's eighteen. My only make up is my black hair, and goth eyeliner. I look older, jaded, more easily avoided.

She maps out our wandering thru Texas. I like this, we are not just running, we're living our life. My e-trade are going good; I only have to check every few days. So we are free to wander and live.

We flip a coin as we wander the dust back roads of Texas. Stay outside the LBJ ranch in Johnson City. We meander to a FRO thru Texas. The Alamo in San Antonio with lunch on the river boats. We spent a day at the Water park. And work our way to the beach islands. Up to Dallas. I find the amusement parks the best. We can fake being adults, but here we are kids and loving it. I never really cared about them before. But with Anna the world is turning so happy and free. She is unafraid of anything. Always pulling me to the roller-coaster and thrill rides. Or the quiet moments in the shadows and corners where she loves me.

The summer is slipping away as we head north into Arkansas and the diamond national park. We stay for a week, digging. We find on our last day three four carat diamonds. I plan on making them into her engagement ring. But she insists they stay raw. I still will make them a ring. In warm spring AR. I propose and she accepts. We are so pumped. We spend a week in Branson Mo. Doing Dollar City Amusement park and the several shows.

We chase the fall into Illinois, staying at state and local campgrounds. Working are way east and then south. In Memphis we find a minster to marry us. That night we make love for the first time. I thought fucking would be great. Loving Anna is a world alternating experience. The physical part is great, but the emotions of her love for me is shattering to me. For the first time I feel and give unconditional love. I am so rocked to my core.

We find ourselves outside of DC after thanksgiving. We spent two weeks at the capital. We tour everywhere we can. I marvel at the places and things we do. We both get our Library of Congress reader cards. A mess of t-shirts and Knick knacks. Anna is everything. I have a dozen of sexy and X-rated photos of her. she so daring. A picture of her topless with the Jefferson memorial behind her across the basin. Anna in skirt less panties on the tour of the Natural Science Hall.

We take the boat to Mt. Vernon. Tour the grounds. Enjoy the holiday setting and experiences. Making a great set of memories and moments. We fuck hard on the trees on the mall. In the National arboretum. In the bathroom of the Castle. I get her off several more places. Watching the sunset over the Lincoln memorial. I chase the cold from her bones with my fingers, my magic fingers.

Tour the National Gallery, making faces with the pictures. We goof and laugh the weeks away. My favorite picture is Anna on the Carousel outside of the Castle, teasing me as she rides. The free spirit of her love and being infects the whole world she touches. I hold her in the cold night as we walk the pond next to the Vietnam memorial. Riding the Metro to our hotel on the outskirts of Washington.

Anna loads up on text books at Georgetown. Making me study and study. I'd rather be working thru the Karma Sutra Book I stole. We so far have completed half the positions. But Anna wants us to pass the SAT and GED by summer.

We head south to Florida. Find a RV park just off the historic district of ST. Augustine. Anna gets a job working in an antiquities shop down the street. I work on my stock portfolio and take day jobs.