So, this is chapter 2, hope you like it and I plan on uploading a new chapter every day or every couple of days and I'm planning on it being about 6-8 chapters and please R/R!

I heard them continue arguing and Damon's words repeated over and over again;

"it's all your fault!"

"You should've saved her!"

"Since when does it matter what she wants?"

"She won't ever hate you because you give her everything she wants, so congratulations Stefan! She liked you, she liked you all the way to her grave!"

After they backed away I saw them go their separate ways into their own rooms, and saw that I truly was the reason the Salvatore brothers broke apart. But Klaus was wrong, he thought my death would allow them to be brothers again, that they would be okay, but either way: me being dead or alive unless they could unmeet me, nothing, not even my death, would make their relationship okay.

They went into their own rooms and I peeked through their windows and found them pulling down suitcases from their closet; they were packing up, but not just for a vacation or a trip, they were packing up for good. I was the only reason they were still in Mystic Falls and now, they had no reason to be here and I saw the two strongest men I knew, cry. A tear silently fell down their faces, unable to hide their emotion. Their vulnerability exposed right there in front of me.

I was going to step in.

I was going to tell them look, here I am!

Stop fighting, stop packing, it's me! It's Elena, I'm okay!

But then I realized-they wouldn't believe me. I wouldn't convince them, because the only thing my presence would do is make them believe Katherine is back. They wouldn't believe I was Elena becau- wait. Katherine. That's it! That's the answer. They would think I was Katherine. Not only am I an exact copy of her on the outside and in love with both brothers, I'm now her on the inside as well, or, I will be because I now know what I have to do. I have to go through with it. I have to go through the transformation.

I have to become a vampire. I have to become Katherine.

I know I can pull it off. I can pull off the attitude. I can do seductive, I can do the 'I don't care' attitude, and I can definitely do the loving both brothers. I perfected that a long time ago. The only thing I'm not so sure about, is pulling off the vampire part, but I know enough about it I might be able to do this on my own.

And I know the first step for sure, I have to drink someone's blood. I could feel my fangs pushing through my gums at the thought of blood and felt the extreme tiredness and the way I dragged my body, I wasn't tired, I was dying. And I would die if I didn't complete the transformation soon.

I didn't want to, I didn't want THIS, I didn't want to be a vampire, I never wanted this for my life, but we do crazy things for the ones we love, and this was one of them. I concentrated on my love for not only Damon and Stefan but also for my friends and for my brother and everyone that sacrificed things for me and that loved me, and how much I couldn't stand to let the brothers leave town, because it wouldn't be the same without them, and although some think that would be a good thing, I don't and I was Elena, the stubborn one, and I wasn't about to let them leave.

I did it. I found someone, someone far enough out of town that I didn't know them and I wouldn't regret it as badly, and tried to not think about it, and go on my instinct. I thought of Stefan, of the ripper, of everything bad I could become, so that when I took enough, I could make myself stop. And I did.

I knew I needed to compel the guy so he wouldn't remember what happened, but I had no idea how. I remembered back when I heard Damon say something when I asked how compelling worked, and he said something like, "it's quite simple, you just want them to think something, so you think about how much you want it, and you say it out loud while looking them straight in the eye, it's quite simple actually."

So I thought about it, and focused on what I wanted him to think, and I said commandingly out loud, "You won't remember what happened, you won't remember me, you went on a walk and you got lost. Now go home." And he repeated after me and although I felt bad about this, I couldn't help but let a smile creep on my face as I realized I could do this myself, I could teach myself to become a vampire.

And everyone was right when they told me that I FEEL, I feel so much that it consumes me, so through my love and emotions I'm able to teach myself control too.

I let his body drop to the ground as I began to walk away I made sure to put some hop in my step, some confidence in my posture, and a smile on my face because I couldn't dwell on the fact I just became a vampire and hold a pity party for myself, I had something else I had to do.

And not only that, but I also went and bought a dress and some heels that I found to fit the slutty standard I had to live up to, practiced my seductive sounding voice a couple of times, and tried to put all my emotions on hold and just kept the list going of things I could cry and write about in my diary later, because I wasn't just becoming a confident person hiding my emotions, I was becoming Katherine and I had to pull it off well because to keep the brothers in Mystic Falls until I find a way to convince them of who I really am, I have to stir up some trouble.

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