Sometimes, Kevin just looks at his partner, his goddamned beautiful Javier, and smiles. He can't help it. It's just a beautiful, warm, happy smile that happens before he knows it.
Sometimes, alone in his apartment, Kevin wants to kiss his partner, drag him into a dark corner and ravage him senseless. This urge is slightly easier to quell, but only just.
Kevin can't help but adore his partner, absolutely everything about him. His distinctive laugh, dark brown eyes, jokes told just for Kevin, his steadfast loyalty.
Sometimes, albeit rarely, Kevin actually can admit it to himself:
He loves Javier Esposito.