Chapter 2:
I back away from the computer screen. It goes blank. What is going on? Don't trust who? James? Why wouldn't I trust James? I love him, don't I? I should trust the person I love. He wouldn't dare hurt me, even if that is his nature. He says he is a different kind of vampire, and so is his sister Victoria. They wouldn't hurt me. He is always so careful, with every touch, every kiss. He says that he wants my blood to stay exactly the way it is. But I should be careful. Maybe James should stay a distance away for a while
I run to my window and shut it. This was definitely not a time to be welcoming vampires. James knows that if my window is shut that I need to be alone. I run to my bed and jump on it. I close my eyes and see him again. Not James, this other guy. He is opening his mouth, like he is about to speak. Nothing comes out of his cherry red lips. What is going on? How many vampires can I deal with at a time? "I need to get out of this room" I say to myself. I go to the bathroom and take a shower. I'm too afraid to shut my eyes when I am washing my hair. I don't want to see that vampire again, but at the same time I long to see him.
I get out of the shower and dry myself off. I walk to my room and put on my red sweatpants and a big white tee shirt. I walk back to the bathroom. I comb my hair in the mirror. I look at my reflection. Then, I see him. The bronze hair is beautiful. It is messy, but it looks so good on him. His skin is paler than a ghost. I turn around, but no one is there. I turn back to the mirror. I close my eyes, and when I open, there he is. He reaches towards me, and I stand still. He touches me, and I shiver. It was like electricity ran through us. I turn around, but he isn't there anymore. I don't even know if this vampire is after me or not. I should call James and have him sleep over. Don't worry, Charlie doesn't have to know.
I think about it, and maybe I should leave James alone. He probably is hunting animals right now. His eyes usually are a very light shade of red, but when they are dark red, James said to stay away then. He says that the dark red means that he desperately needs a deer or something. It isn't that bad, when you think about it. It isn't like he is eating my friends. He is hunting animals. I used to be an animal lover, but after I met James, I changed that. I learned not to get attached to everything. James tells me that he would change me if he wanted to. He says that he just has to bite me once. I used to be scared about that, but not anymore. I know that he wouldn't hurt me, not ever.
But I think about this other vampire. His eyes weren't red. They weren't even close Not one bit. They were… bronze. He was sort of beautiful. His hair was perfectly messy, his jaw was firm, but soft. His lips were cherry red, but it didn't even look like lipstick. It looked like, blood. Woah. I just spooked myself out right there. He might be like James. A "vegetarian". But he didn't look exactly like James. Other than the white as a ghost skin color, he looked different.
I close my eyes again, hoping to see this vampire again. He doesn't come. Why is it that every time I want to see him, he wont come. I want to see his beautiful face again. James' looks so hard, but his looks soft, but strong. I lay on my bed. I look up at my yellow ceiling. I definitely need to get some new friends, ones with some color sense. I laughed to myself. Oh well.
In this small town of Forks, there isn't that big of a friend selection. There isn't that many people that live here. There is one family that is just moving here. The Cullen's. The father is a doctor, and he got asked to come work here. There's purposively five teens, all adopted. That's what Jessica told me anyway. I closed my eyes again, and this time, I see him. The only thing I focus on are his eyes. His bronze eyes.
That is so weird. Why are they a different color? I can't even begin to think about this. This vampire is scaring me. I walk back over to my computer, thinking. What is this vampire's name? Where does he live? Who is he? I am just so interested in vampires now. They're entire culture. I love how James strives to be a "vegetarian" It is so great. I click my computer's mouse. What is his name? I think again. Another virtual post it shows up. It says: Edward Cullen.