I decided to write a song, after I listened to "Murder" by What's-her-name. I wasn't paying attention, but then I remembered this song fic that I read about a love triangle between Jack, Raimoundo, and Kimiko, (Whoever wrote that, good job!) and decided to write a song from Jack's perspective. I also thought of Good Charlotte, "Predictable", during this, so yeah. Those are my inspirations; review and don't flame. Respectful, helpful criticism will be accepted only. This is my first written song that I thought was good. It's called "Dying Inside" written by Me, so if you want to use it, get my permission first. Thank you. Here's the song. (Written by the Jack Spicer in my mind in a little story of betrayal…)
Dying Inside by Jackie Jackie Spicey.
Why do I,
Again and again,
Get sucked up,
In this pretend?
Could it be that I'm this dumb?
Am I that demented,
To fall for the same lie that killed me before?
What is the truth?
Tell me,
I've heard the same answer before,
But it seems new when told by you,
Maybe, Baby,
I'll hold my eyes tight,
Shutting out the thoughts of him,
Truly,
I'm dim,
Knowing that you're not true,
But still holding on with all my might,
What is the truth?
Tell me,
I've heard the same answer before,
But it seems new when told by you,
What is the truth?
Tell me,
I've heard the same answer before,
But it seems new when told by you,
Must we fight again?
Ripping through my pretend?
You expose me to the truth,
Full on frontal,
There's no denying that you're lying,
But does that mean I have to believe?
Because every time I think of the truth,
I die ever more so,
So much more than before,
I die even more inside,
What is the truth?
Tell me,
I've heard the same answer before,
But it seems new when told by you,
I know the answer,
But does that mean it has to be true?
I guess I shouldn't be in denial,
But it's my greatest weapon.
What did you think?
Should I continue?
Maybe,
Sometime,
Kimiko or Clay might be next.