Hey guys, chapter 2 coming up, well, its more like finishing off chapter one and then I will start writing full length chapters! sorry for any spelling mistakes that may have occurred in the last chapter
I hope you like it!
Jacob POV
I was too nervous to sit so I paced the floor for what seemed like an eternity, before I saw the most beautiful girl, yawing and padding down the stairs I teddy bear PJ's.
I couldn't help but smile as I saw her walking down the stairs, she unexpectedly ran towards me and hugged me tightly, throwing her legs around my waist.
'I missed you!' she said giggling as she jumped down and bounced over to the sofa, sitting down and patting the seat next her. I sat down and laughed my ass of at her. she was excited for some reason, but she started to calm down after a while.
'nessie, I have something really important to tell you' I said seriously. she mimicked me at once, seeing that I was genuinely being serious.
'okay..?' she seemed hesitant at first, probably because I was being so formal about it. I took her hand in mine, but this was nothing new we held hands all the time.
'don't look so worried, its nothing bad, just important and I don't know how your going to react' I laughed nervously, she looked a little impatient, but it wouldn't kill her.
I waited for a few minutes trying to pull myself together. what if she didn't love me? what if she looked at me like a big brother, and this was just weird ad twisted? what if she didn't want to see me anymore? I had never heard of an imprint never falling in love with the wolf, they always loved each other from the start.
'jake! youre killing me over here!' I almost forgot she was sitting right here with me and I just needed to say this.
'okay erm…nessie, you know that you are the most special person in the world to me right?' I said, starting off slow.
'yeah, and you're the most special person to me jake' she whispered.
'ness, you kind, funny, considerate beautiful, I cant think of enough words to describe you, there isn't a word that's worthy of you to be called it. Renesmee Cullen, you need to know that im in love with you, always have from the moment you were born. You're my imprint ness, I will always love you, I promise to keep you safe, protect you, and one thing you can count on is that I will never, ever hurt you' I finished my little speech feeling confident while I waited for her to say something.
my confidence started to die out when she didn't say anything straight away. tears came to her eyes, was this good or bad? oh shit!
'ness? sshh…' she ripped her hand from mine and ran out of the door, leaving me there, feeling like my heart have been ripped out of my chest. She had just torn me from the inside out, but I still loved her more than anything in this world.
Renesmee POV
I cant believe jake had just said that. I didn't know what to do, it was all so sudden and then, I just broke down.
I needed my daddy.
I never really understood imprinting but, jake only loves me because im the right fit for his mate. if he wasn't a wolf, then he wouldn't love me, and we would just be best friends. if he hadn't imprinted on me, then he would still love my mom. How could I spend the rest of my life with someone knowing that they only loved me because they were forced too. I loved jake with all my heart, but I just wasn't going to be someones imprint.
I was crying my eyes out, running towards the big house. All I wanted was my dad, to hold me while I cried, and then to soothe me. I wanted my mom to tell me it was all going to be okay, and that jake was a stupid jerk, even though I knew he wasn't. even though I knew it wasn't going to be okay.
'daddy!' I cried. my tears were preventing my senses from working properly and I couldn't see where I was going.
'daddy!' I cried out again as I came to a stop and held my head in my hands, tears streaming down my face.
'shh' I felt a pair of cold arms wrap round me. it was my dad thank god. I buried my face in his chest, letting it all out and ruining his shirt.
'whats the matter baby girl' he whispered into my ear.
'jake doesn't love..m-me' I blubbered out as he rubbed my back. my mom wasn't here, and I was glad. not that I didn't love her, but she would start sobbing and then go and shout at jake and then my dad would be comforting the both of us, and I really didn't need that right now.
'what are you talking about silly girl, of course he loves you!' I showed him what the scene at the cottage, but he still didn't undertstand. probably because my only thoughts were "jake doesn't love me".
'dad he imprinted on me! he doesn't love me because he wants to, he loves me because he has to!' saying it out loud made it worse and I cried even harder.
'shh, my love, Jacob black loves you, I don't think you understand the imprinting properly.' he slung me on his back and we ran further into the forest. I didn't know where we were going, but we ended up by a huge tree, that had a low branch like a bench.
he guided us over and placed me down on the branch before sitting down himself and hugging me to his chest.
'imprinting doesn't mean that Jacob has to love you. Lets say he wasn't a werewolf, and you were still you but human, lets pretend that no supernatural stuff existed. Jacob would have fallen in love with you if you were both human. you would have loved him, and I know you love him. But because Jacob is a wolf, the imprinting means that even if you died, which you wont, that he would never love anyone else, like billy still loves Jacobs mom, even though she hasn't been with us for a long time. The imprinting intensifies you love, making it stronger than it could ever have been. Jacob had a choice, hes never going to want anybody else but you. The imprinting doesn't mean you don't have a choice and he doesn't have a choice. The imprinting speeds up the love, meaning Jacob loved you from the moment he laid eyes on you, but if there were no imprinting, you would fall in love like any other couple, it would take years to get that far in love, but hes loved you from the start because youre you, and that's never going to change. So are you going to be stubborn like your mother was with me, and break jakes heart by not believing it, or are you going to accept that jake is not being forced to love you, and tell him how you really feel?' wow, guess I didn't really understand imprinting at all. I wanted Jake, I wanted him to take me out like he did any other night.
Me and dad sat in that tree all night, until the sun was setting and he finally spoke.
'have you decided yet, my daughter?' he said while stroking my hair and kissing my forehead.
'I love jake, but its really hard to believe it all' I said closing my eyes.
'I know it his precious, but it is true, so are you going to do the right thing?' I looked into those wise eyes, knowing he was right. I was very tired, and a good nights sleep before I told jake that I loved him would be great. I had broken his heart, and I wasn't going to be able to mend It with out my beauty sleep.
'daddy, take me to your old room in the big house' I whispered sleepily. he cradled me in his strong arms and ran towards the bog house. He still had the huge gold bed here from when my mother was a human and she had 'sleepovers' with alice.
He laid me down gently, thinking I was asleep, well I half was, but my thoughts were incoherent.
'stay, with me daddy, please' I whimpered in my half daze. I felt his weight move the bed the slightest bit, but you could hardly notice. He pulled me closer and cradled me to him as he hummed the song me and him had wrote on the piano together when I was little. I was soon under, but I felt my dad place my hand on his cheek so he could watch my dreams, I just hope my dreams were appropriate that night.
JPOV
I was still laying there, on the Edward, bella and nessies sofa, feeling like my whole world had come crashing down.
I was so hurt, I wasn't angry at ness, I was angry at myself for telling her she was my imprint so soon, I should have waited, but edward had said she was ready, and I was excited to finally have her in my arms, as my soul mate.
But now that was never going to happen and it was all my fault.
I was getting angrier and angrier at myself, until I felt the vibrations trembling up my spine. I knew I should try and stop as I was in the cottage and would probably break everything in it, but it was too late. I had phased out of anger like that since before bella was human, and even then I had a lot of self control.
I un-intentionally shredded their sofa and broke and few photo frames. guess it was time to buy bella new furniture. bet it was going to set me back a lot, as that sofa is probably worth about $200,000 or maybe even more, but I had been investing my money in new things when alice told me what would be popular in the stock market.
I slumped to the ground and let the grief take me. I had lost my soul mate, lost the love of my life, lost everything I ever wanted.
RPOV
'renesmee, my beautiful girl, time to wake up' I heard my dad say as he brushed a few strand of hair out of my eyes. I stirred quietly until I was finally awake.
I sat up and found my mom and dad on either side of me, just like when I was little and had nightmares, they were always there for me, no matter what.
'that's right, we will always be here for as long as we all shall live' he winked at my mom, when she recognised the wedding vow that referred to them, 'as long as we both shall live' meaning if one died, then the other would die with them, or follow along soon, after because they could bear to be apart, and I respected that.
'I need to go and speak to jacob' I breathed out after giving my mom and dad both a quick peck on the cheek.
'okay darling, but why don't you get something to eat first?' my mom encouraged, always the worrier.
'im not hungry, and I hunted with…Jake y-yesterday, so im okay' I stuttered, giving my mom and dad a hug.
guess it was time to do this thing then. Its really not the best way to start a realationship, but who cares, as long as he knows I love him, then it's the right thing to do. Imprinting or no Imprinting.
I waved to everyone as I ran out the door of the big house. I wanted to take it slow as I was so nervous, but I wanted to be qick because as my dad explained, Jacob was in a lot of pain right now, and I knew it was my fault and I needed to fix it and quick.
I really did love jake, I have done for a while. I was always wondering what it would be like to kiss him, to be with him forever, to have children and to be a family, but the thing was, I didn't know whether I would even be able to have children, just another thing that was wrong with me.
as I neared the cottage, I could smell jake. I was just going to follow a trial to wherever he was from the cottage, but it seemed her never left, as I could hear his shallow breathing from inside.
Then as the cottage came into view, what I saw shocked me.
Jake, in wolf form lying on the floor. big golf sized tears where streaming down his cheeks, caressing his soft fur. he was heartbroken. then I saw my shredded sofa, along with the broken lamps and picture frames, the cottage really was a mess. But all I could do was run to jake.
'jacob!' I breathed out as I opening the little door and ran to his side.
he looked up straight away, seeing my face and cringing. he was definatly hurting more than I thought.
'jake, im sorry, im so sorry' I whispered. stroking his big head as I curled up next to him.
'im really sorry' I sobbed into him, turning and taking in his musky scent.
'I do love you jake, the whole imprinting thing caught me off guard and im so sorry for causing you all this pain, I just needed time to think. I didn't understand the imprinting properly. I thought that you were forced to love me by the imprinting, and if it didn't exist then you wouldn't love me, but my dad explained it too me, and I know that you would love me even if there was no imprinting. I love you Jacob black, and I hope im not too late for you to forgive me. Please say you still love me' the last part was a sob, but at least he knew the truth now. And imprinting or not, im pretty sure he was going to be mad at me.
I noticed his form change from wolf to human. And theres one thing that certainly didn't escape my notice. he was completely and utterly naked.
I looked away, flushing a bright red, which by the way, I had inherited from my mother and ive heard its quite famous. I got up and walked into the kitchen to give him some privacy.
'Ill leave you to get dressed' I giggled slightly, even though I was unsure as to what his answer was. I saw him run to the cupboard where he kept spare clothes just incase of emergencies.
he walked through slowly and when I heard him approaching I tuned around to find him wearing just some old cut offs, no top, which I appreciated more than he thought.
'ness, are you sure, I mean you seemed pretty upset before. he came closer, but stood a good few foot away from me. my whole being ached for him now that had acknowledged the fact I loved him out loud.
'im completely and utterly sure, please come here' I pleaded stepping forward and seizing his giant hand. I held it in both my own and watched as his eyes became a hazy chocolate mess.
I was showing him the way I had felt from the very beginning. how much I loved him when I was little, then as I got older, it turned into a new kind of love. I showed him my dreams of us two together, children and my parents playing together before us. I showed him all the times I had just wanted him to kiss me. And last of all, I showed him how much I loved him, showing him all my feelings, then the conversation with my dad, and the moment I had my epiphany, that we were meant to be together.
I stopped showing him my thoughts by dropping his hand and stepping back, not sure what he was going to do.
'renesmee cullen, I love you with all of my being, and not just because of the imprinting. I want you to be mine forever, im yours, wether you like it or not. And of course I forgive you, I was never mad at you, just at myself.
I ran over and hugged him fiercely. he wrapped his strong arms around my waist and I snuggled into his chest. he pulled back and looked me in the eyes. At that moment, an overwhelming amount of lust filled me, and I crushed my lips down onto his.
he looked a little shocked at first, but he soon melted underneath my touch and kissed me back.
my lips moulded themselves to the shape of his I wanted him so bad there and then, but I knew I couldn't.
his hands roamed my body. I didn't want to stop him. They travelled up the sides of my stomach, around the curve of my neck and then rested on my face. I think he sensed I wanted to take things slow, and kissing was okay for now.
I gripped his hips and held him closer to me, as my tongue asked for access into his mouth. He allowed he, obviously, and I stroked his tongue with mine. he moaned into my mouth and his hands traced the underneath of my breasts. my nipples instantly harded under his touch, so I knew that was enough for now.
I pulled away, from out very short kiss and sighed. he looked a little smug, staring at my breasts, seeing my reaction through my thin cotton top.
'stop it' I said playfully, and he laughed and turned his head to the side, then back to me.
'well that was nice' he comented. guess it was a little awkward after we had just had broken hearts, a make up, seeing him naked, then an epic first kiss, which ended up making me look a little weird. but then when I looked more closely at him, I could see his hardness straining against his cut offs.
at least I wasn't the only one that reacted from a kiss. guess that was the beauty of it. we had both never experienced anything like this, so I guess it would be hard for both of us. well at least not properly, I heard Jake kissed my mom once, ew! but at least she punched him in the face before he could let it get into full make out mode.
I took his hand and then guided him towards the living room and plopped down on the shredded sofa.
'my parents aren't going to be too pleased about this you know' I chuckled eyeing the broken furniture.
'yeah sorry about that, I promise to replace everything as soon as I find out where its all from' he sat down next to me and looked at me.
'can I take you out to dinner tomorrow night?' he asked, I could tell he wanted to do this properly and so did I.
'yes, of course you can' I said blushing. Again damit only when I looked out of the window did I see that it was already dark outside, guess this had taken longer than I thought.
'im going to go and get changed, then we can go to the big house to let everyone know we are okay and stuff, they were all really worried.' I said sighing and getting up.
'okay, ill wait here' he said laughing as I headed for the stairs.
'and put a shirt on!' I giggled, and I heard his throaty laugh. My dad had enough trouble accepting his little girl was growing up, but seeing jake in no shirt, and probably hearing about that kiss form one of us, it was going to drive him insane.
once I reached the door of my room, I walked to the closet and got a pair of jeans and another t-shirt from and also a bra, didn't want them to see anything with their heightened eyesight, even if it did look like it was all gone now.
I hooked the bra around my body and changed my panties to match. it was a deep blue, with dark blue lace around the edge, courteously of alice. I slipped the t-shirt and jeans on to find Jacob at the bottom of the stairs, waiting for me, with nothing on but his boxers.
'erm..?' I said, blushing furiously and I heard him laughing loudly.
'I need to be able to phase, theres no point in getting dressed, then getting undressed once we get outside, and I don't mind ripping these' he said, running to the door and phasing out over the porch.
'oh right then' I said laughing as I took off after him. I loved racing jake, it was the best. Jake always won, which is probably why I knew he was letting me win. but I didn't mind, this was truly a great day.
it was dark now, and I half expected my over protective parents to come looking for me, but I think they now respected that me and jake needed time along to sort things out.
with me winning our little race, we got there in a matter of minutes.
everyone was in the big room, sitting on the sofa, each next to their mate. I was glad that now, me and Jake would be like that, curled up with each other, with our family.
As soon as we got far enough they all heard our approach, and I heard my mom and dad, sigh in relief as they saw us both. they probably thought me and Jake would take off or do something stupid. silly vampires should no me better than that. I saw my dad smile at my thought. I let go of jakes hand and waited on the porch while he phased.
he ran up and I opened the glass door, capturing his waiting hand in mine.
'hey' we said together as my mom got up and gave us both a hug before going to sit with dad again.
'so everything alright now?' my aunt rose asked, which concern only for me, not for 'the mutt' as she like to call jake.
'yes everything is fine' I said, leaning into jakes side. I heard a couple of 'awhs' coming from most of them. with a sad smile from my dad. I ran over and gave him a hug and kissed his cheek. he laughed and said he was truly happy me and jake where together.
'we're going to go to bed now' I announced when I saw jake yawn.
'I don't care how much you love each other, your not sharing a bed with him' my dad said, protective daddy coming out.
'edward,' my mom sighed,' you used to sleep in my bed every night for two years after we met, and nothing ever happened' she reminded him, even though he probably already knew that.
'fine, but one wrong move and I don't care whats going on, I will come in and kill you both' he said, even though I knew he wouldn't dare if there was the slightest chance he knew something was going on. he'd be too scared incase he walked in on us naked. I added that in just to call his bluff.
'don't doubt me renesmee' he added sternly.
'sure, sure' I giggled and running to the spare room of the big house.
once we got there jake plopped himself down in the middle of the big bed.
'are you sure you want me to stay?' he asked me sweetly. how could I not!
'yes!' I said and got under the covers, seemed that was good enough for him and he got in too. even though we were both fully clothed, it didn't make much difference to our comfort.
he spooned me and we shared a pillow as he hummed a song. I though about how amazing this day had been. how me and jake had gone from frustrated friends to soul mates in a heart beat, even though we were always soul mates from the first time he laid eyes on me.
that was kind of sweet thought, the way he had waited 8 years of his life just for me.
I turned me head round to see that he was fast asleep, he looked so peaceful and god damn sexy. sleep soon took me knowing that I had my whole future right here.
so i hope you likes it! this is basically just the end of chapter 1 so yeah, they finally get together! dont worry to some of you impatient kiddies, the lemons will be coming soon! bit dissapointed that i only got one review, but hey, maybe some of you will take the 10 seconds from your busy schedueles to post a quick review!
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