Stef pulled Lena close so that Lena was once again standing between her legs. Stef's hands retraced their path up Lena's legs, only this time, instead of reaching for Lena's center she reached for Lena's panties to pull them down her long, slender legs. She needed the skin contact and she didn't want to wait any longer.
But Lena pulled back, looking Stef in the eye. She wanted them to talk and work things out. They had a lot to talk about. They had been distant for a long time now and it wasn't just the affair with Monty that they had to overcome. There were so many other things that needed to be said as well.
"I need this. Please." Stef whispered as she kept Lena firmly in place.
Lena looked hesitantly at Stef. On the one hand she wanted to give her whatever she wanted but on the other, she wanted to solve their problems, not bury it behind sex.
"I'm not leaving you." Stef said, reading Lena's hesitancy. "I love you too much and if you say that you're not in love with her then I believe you."
Lena smiled the first real smile in ages. She could finally relax, knowing that Stef wasn't going anywhere. "I'm so sorry." Lena said again, desperately wishing she could take the whole thing back.
"I know." Stef said before continuing her exploration. Right in this moment this was what she needed - the ultimate closeness with the love of her life.
Lena stepped out of her panties as Stef raised the hem of her nighty up her body and over her arms and head and this time Lena didn't resist. She needed this just as much as Stef did. Lena was now completely naked, standing in front of Stef who was looking at every inch of her, as though studying her body for the first time. But each and every place she looked only made her think of what Monty had done there - Had her hands gotten lost in Lena's soft, brown curls? Had she held those pert breasts? Had she caressed that slender waist, making a very ticklish Lena squirm? Had her fingers been deep inside Lena - a place where only Stef had been for over ten years?
Stef shook her head at the thought as she looked back up at Lena's face. The images that played through her mind were too much for her and she just couldn't make them stop. She had no idea how to go through with this, knowing that someone else thought of her the same way.
"Stef." Lena coaxed when Stef was taking too long. Lena was standing, completely naked, in front of Stef and Stef hadn't done a thing. "Honey, move in." Lena said, pushing Stef gently towards the center of their bed and laying her down.
Stef did as she was asked. She was determined to get through this. She loved Lena far too much to just let go of her.
Lena, knowing Stef like the back of her hand, knew that she was having a hard time and she decided to take charge. She knew that once they got going Stef would take over but maybe she just needed a little bit of motivation.
Lena crawled on top of Stef and straddled her hips as she began to pull up her long-sleeved t-shirt, exposing her bare chest. Lena instantly cupped Stef's breasts in her hands and kneaded them gently until the soft, pink nipples were rock-hard.
Stef's hands also went up to Lena's breasts and she did the same thing back. The two of them groped at each other like love-starved teenagers and then Lena leaned down, their bare chests rubbing against each other as she kissed Stef hungrily.
"I missed this." Lena whispered as her small breasts brushed over Stef's fuller ones. "It's been too long." She said, trying to think of the last time they'd been this intimate.
Stef responded by wrapping her arms around Lena's waist and pulling her tighter against her, kissing her as though it was their last kiss. She had missed Lena just as much and the only good thing to come of Lena's relationship with Monty was that it was a huge wake-up call for both of them.
Lena kissed Stef for a few more minutes before needing to move things along. She had to get Stef's thoughts off Monty and back onto the two of them and she knew just what Stef couldn't resist.
With Stef still lying on her back Lena shifted herself and climbed over Stef's shoulders, lowering her center onto Stef's face. Stef moaned as she raised her head slightly to meet Lena's warm, wet folds with her tongue. She first gently traced her tongue up and down Lena's slit, gradually digging deeper and deeper until she could feel Lena's nub on the tip of her tongue.
Lena began to rock back and forth as Stef's tongue did wonders to where it mattered most. "Oh god." She moaned as she reached for Stef's hand for support. Lena always went weak at the knees, knowing how much Stef loved this particular position.
Stef responded by grabbing Lena to support her as she increased the pressure on her clit, sucking and licking until she could feel Lena's legs start to tremble. Stef gently bit her clit between her teeth as one hand reached up to grab Lena's nipple and squeeze tight. It would have almost hurt Lena had it not been so erotic. Lena rocked faster and faster, squeezing her thighs together at the intense pressure at her core.
Stef then spun them around so that Lena was now on her back and Stef was hovering over her. She wasn't done yet and she didn't want Lena to come just yet. She wanted control and she wanted to give Lena an orgasm she wouldn't forget anytime soon.
Lena was already wet and ready for Stef and so it didn't hurt when Stef slipped two fingers deep inside her with no warning, but it did surprise her for she wasn't expecting it. Stef was usually pretty gentle, preferring to savor every moment but it seemed that today she was going for something new.
"Tell me if it's too much." Stef whispered before rubbing her fingers hard inside Lena making the younger woman squirm. Lena was sensitive and Stef knew that but she was using it to her advantage. Her thumb found Lena's clit and rubbed it directly making Lena actually moan out loud.
"Oh My God." Lena practically yelled as the sensations overpowered her. "Stef, what are you doing?"
"Reclaiming you." Stef answered, her voice deep and filled with lust. She was completely turned on just by watching Lena and she knew that once Lena went over the edge she wouldn't be far behind even though Lena hadn't laid one finger on her yet.
Stef began pounding in and out of Lena, her thumb thumping on Lena's clit with each stroke and Lena was getting almost loud enough to be heard outside the room. Stef leaned down and kissed Lena hard, muffling any sound that the younger woman made as her other hand continued to tweak and tease Lena's nipples alternately.
"Stef, I'm almost there." Lena said, her voice coming out in gasps as she fought to keep air in her lungs. "Please, let me come." She begged, hoping that Stef wouldn't pull back before she was done.
Stef obliged and continued in the same rhythmic pattern until Lena tensed under her. Then, right before Lena came she gently, but firmly pinched Lena's clit between her thumb and forefinger making Lena clench her thighs so tight that Stef could no longer move.
"Son of a gun." Lena muffled as she went over the edge, the intense pressure almost too much for her to bare. "What did you do to me?" She laughed in amazement as she kept her knees tightly closed, trapping Stef's hand between her legs.
Stef didn't respond. She was far too engrossed in watching Lena's face filled with pleasure to come up with any appropriate answer.
Lena rode the waves as Stef played with her nipples and stroked her up and down until Lena lay completely still.
"Wow." Lena said, once she had finally caught her breath. She tried to sit up but was too light-headed. "You were amazing." She said laughing slightly.
Stef just stared at her, watching her and waiting for her to calm down and when she finally did Stef smiled. She knew for a fact that not even Monty had done that to Lena and it made her feel just a little bit better knowing that she knew Lena better than anyone else.
"I love you." Lena said, reaching for Stef. She wanted to hold her and be held by her. She wanted to feel those strong, protective arms around her. The arms that always made her feel safe and loved. She couldn't believe she'd almost ruined her entire life with one stupid mistake. But she was extremely lucky for Stef loved her enough to try again and give her a second chance.
Stef held Lena, relishing the thought of getting a second chance with her. Lena had strayed but then chosen to stay with her and that was all she needed. This wasn't the first mistake either of them had made and it definitely wouldn't be the last but as long as they stuck together then there wasn't anything they couldn't overcome. Lena was her's and she was Lena's and that's all that mattered. They would get through it all. But Stef wasn't stupid - she knew that while things seemed to be going back to normal they were also changed completely.