I took some stuff in this chapter from the new moon MOVIE, like the E-mails Bella sent to Alice but they never really went through.
Renesmee POV
"I'm leaving….to go home, lets go." Mom spoke barely above a whisper. "Mom? I don't know what you deal is…can I stay?" She looked at me with pained eyes. "Sure, uhm, just tell Charlie to order dinner tonight. Ill have Alice Pick you up when your ready." She zoomed out the window. I folded her blood covered dress in the box and pushed it aside.
A book was sticking out from under her old bed, turns out it was a photo album. It was labeled 'SENIOR YEAR.' I opened it to find a picture of four teenagers. It was labeled 'Mike, Jess, Eric and Angela.' In my moms human handwriting. I continued on to see pictures of friends and teachers and then I came to a page that confused me. There a page with a picture missing, and underneath it said, 'Me and Edward.' Yet there was no picture. I turned the page to find a picture of the cullens' and my mom as a human wearing the green dress, except it was blood free. Something obviously happened that my family was trying to keep from me.
The next picture my mom was paler and had dark circles under her eyes, her hair was in a scruffy pony tail and her posture was poor, yet she had a smile on her face and was looking up at…Jake….my Jake? I shut the book and placed it aside and traveled over to moms boxes, and opened the box that said 'DO NOT OPEN.' I pulled out a yellow jacket smothered in dirt, A gorgeous blue dress, and a blue v-neck the same color as the dress. There were also some other items, including a CD that said 'Bella's Lullaby on it, and a bracelet with a heart and a wolf on it. I saw a huge black garbage bag in the back of her closet, but there were things sticking out making the plastic stretch. I opened it up and there were chunks of metal and wires sticking every which way. It looked like a torn up radio of some sort. I closed that up in confusion. Why was all this bizarre stuff from my mom's past locked away in her closet?
I skipped over to her computer. It took at least 10 minutes to turn on by itself. The old piece of technology finally turned on and a page came up with a whole bunch of never sent e-mails. The first one read…
Dear Alice,
The pain of him leaving hurts more then you know…its only been two months and I can barely stand it. I wish you could actually read this…but I don't know if I will ever be able to be healed.
~ Bella
__Never Sent __
Dear Alice,
It hasn't even been 3 months you guys have been away. I haven't talked to anyone at school. I miss Edward Alice. I miss him. I love him but I know he doesn't love me…and its like a huge whole has been punched through my heart. The absence of him is everywhere…I've been having nightmares…and I truly wish you could read this.
~Bella
__Never Sent__
No way! No way! The e-mails continued on that way..saying basically the same thing…describing her days…they never sent, she never actually sent them. I accidentally clicked send…! Shit! I pressed send?! What if Alice has the same e-mail? HE LEFT HER! That's what was wrong with me! They never told me! If you had read those e-mails you have cried too, because I suddenly felt tears flowing down my cheeks. I read over 30 e-mails of pure anger and heartbreak, and there were still more to read…but I didn't know If I could continue…maybe the clothes in the boxes had something to do with him…leaving. Anger swelled up inside me, I got furious and zoomed out the window, with me half human half vampire, I had speed.
I darted through the forest since my asswhole of a dad was hunting, I caught the sent of their trail and hurried along to find it. Finally I spotted him, tears still flowing down my face. He spotted me too because he turned to speak but couldn't finish when I pinned him against a tree. I knew I would be able to for long because I had human strength…I started banging on his chest screaming at him in anger for what he had done, for not telling me! "WHAT DID YOU DO?! YOU LEFT HER YOU SON OF A BITCH! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT DAD?! HOW COULD YOU?!" I continued to kick and thrash against him, but he was too strong he pinned my hands to my sides. "Renesmee…" He looked at me with pain, pure pain, but he should feel it! He should fell awful for what he did! "YOU NEVER TOLD ME!" I Screamed through the tears. "YOU LEFT HER?! FOR HOW LONG! DAD HOW COULD YOU DO THAT!" He stared at me, as if he was confused to as why I was upset, it was because I felt for her. I continued to scream and kick when finally my mom came into view, "What the hell is going on?!"
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