Warring: This is my first English fic ever, so I don't know how many mistakes can be in there.

Disclaimer: I do not own fringe this is just for mere fun and because otherwise I won't be able to survive the hiatus.

Chapter 1

She waked up to the sound of the rain, the pain was still there but it was nothing compared to what se had felt before, this was so much tolerable.

The only sound she could hear was rain, she was surprised that her clothes were not wet, but then she realize were she was, a stop bus; Laying down on a metal bench her legs close to her chest hugging herself to keep away the cold.

For a moment she forgot what had happened, but all the memories came back to her, making her sit up rapidly. It was dark, there were no cars passing by and nobody seemed to be around. She stayed there trying to see is she recognized something but the darkness didn't let her see clearly and the rain was too thick.

She was wearing a waterproof jacket with the fringe division logo on it. So she decides to take the risk and try to find something familiar. It hurt to walk, more that she would have spected, but kept going anyways. Until she recognized the Harvard campus.

She remembered when she went there as a kid, with Olivia. The thought made her sad but she continued thinking that the only thing she could do was go to the lab, maybe she could find help there (she didn't wanted to get her hopes up, of seeing her aunt again)

The walking to the lab felt eternal to her, "was always this far?" She wondered. As she finally stood in front of the door took a deep breath and opened it.

The lab looked the same as when she was younger, she saw Walter and Astrid and she could not help but smile, they were a lot younger.

- Excuse me, you can't be here- a guy's voice said beside her- this is a private lab.

It was a guy she had never seen before, he was wearing glasses and he looked at her wary.

-mmm sorry... I am looking for someone

-And who will that be? - he asked, standing in front of her, trying to stop her seeing inside.

But before she could say the name she heard a voice she knew too well.

-What's going on? - She asked looking at her and the guy confused.

But she could not speak, she started crying, the image of her lying whit a bullet in her forehead still fresh in her mind. She walked throwards her, ignoring the confused face of Olivia.

And then she just ran to her and hugged her. Crying nonstop, saying over and over again, "I though I will never see you again"

She felt her arms around her but they didn't hug her back, but pulled her away from her.

-Who are you? - She asked confused and worried.

-it's me... Ella- she said with a soft smile. Don't letting go of her.

But that made Olivia only walk away from her, letting go of her embrace. She looked hurt and sad, like if she had just hit her instead of hugging her.

-Who are you? - said a voice behind her.

She had forgotten about everyone else in the room. It was Astrid who was talking at her now, and she looks angry.

-It's me Astrid... Ella. - But the look on her face didn't changed. And she felt completely lost and alone again. Why nobody knew her?

She heard a door open and everyone turned around.

-Look I know you don't want me in the lab Walter but I was thinking about this theory and I need...

It was peter and the stood there looking at her in mere shock.

-Ella? - He asked his face from confusion to a smile.

She smiled too and run to him. He did hugged her back and it was him this time the one who told her "I thought I will never see you again" she was so glad that she wasn't all alone after all.

When they beak the hug, everyone was looking at them with confusion.

Olivia could not stop looking at them, they looked like a family something she always wanted and never thought she could ever have. And just thinking that she could be part of that made her heart jump a bit.

They were all quiet, even Walter neither of them dared to break the silence.

So she stands up and get close to them, to her. She wondered if this is what Walter felt when he saw his death son, being alive again in front of him. Ella was death also; she still remembered her small and pale body laying down in her bedroom, her brain melted.

For a moment she considered just pass by her and leave, just like Walter ignored Peter, but she could see who much pain caused to him, and she could not hurt her, not after she blamed herself for her death.

So she stood in front of her and saw directly into her eyes, they were red and puffy for all the crying but it was her, she knew those eyes, they have tormented her for years now.

She didn't realize when but she was crying, she put a hand to her mouth as if that could stop the sobbing and ended up in her knees crying her heart out.

She felt her arms around her, as she had done so many times before when she was little. There were a lot of fringe event that had scared her or freak her out but nothing was so personal like this. First a man she saw in her dreams came out of nowhere and now her nice came back to her, older but it was her, she knew that much. Once she had calmed down they both stood up, but she could not take her eyes away from the floor.

-I.. I need to be alone- she saw her nice one last time, the she looked at Peter, and saw so much love in his eyes that made her happy and scared at the same time, so she just left. Leaving all of them confused.

Thanks to quoththeraven5 for the review you made my week, hope you liked this one! :D