Author's Note- This chapter is why the story is rated M. It has a graphic rape scene so if you can't handle that kind of thing, skip this chapter. You won't miss much of the plot at all. Again, I don't own Zim, any of the characters, or the lyrics.
Broken
It can't be possible
That rain can fall
Only when it's over our heads
Gaz's eyes fluttered openly sleepily. She didn't know why she felt so tired...almost as if she had been drugged. Her body felt like it weighed a thousand pounds. It took her a few moments to come to her senses. She was lying on a bed, her hands were bound and tied to two large wooden bedposts. Her coat and shoes had been removed, along with her work apron. She was almost completely dry now which told her she had been lying down here for a while. 'What happened to me? Where am I?' She questioned silently. Her thoughts became more frantic. It was so dim in the room. There were no windows, no lights on. The only source of light came from a few candles that sat on a small table on the other side of the small room. "I have to get out of here." She whispered, scared that if she made too much noise whoever did this would hear her and come into the room. It was too late. The door to the room opened and she saw a figure walk in. He was a larger man, a few inches taller than Gaz but she could tell he was obese. She was having trouble judging his age because his face was unclear in the dim light. If she had to guess it would have been around 40 or so. He wore a stained, white wife-beater and a pair of black sweatpants. He was in the early stages of balding and what hair he did have left was and orange-red color.
"So you're finally awake." He said with a sick smile. Gaz pulled at the ropes around her hands forcefully, trying her hardest to break free. The man laughed tauntingly. "You might as well stop trying now. You'll never undo those knots. And even if you did, we're out in the middle of nowhere. You would have no idea where to go...and no one would be able to hear your scream." He moved closer to the bed and touched one of her legs. She jumped underneath his touch and tried to move. The man just laughed again as he ran his hand up the length of her leg, up her inner thigh. Gaz squirmed and struggled. This couldn't be happening, not to her. It all had to be a bad dream, a very realistic bad dream.
The man then lowered himself to the bed, and began to stroke her long, now fully dry hair. "You're such a beautfiful girl. Beautiful face...beautiful body..." He trailed off as he moved his hand down to her shirt. He began to unbutton the black work shirt. "No, pl-please...don't do this. Just let me go...I swear I won't say anything to anyone about this." Gaz pleaded helplessly. He didn't stop though. When he was finished unbuttoning the shirt he moved down to her pants. After they were unzipped he slowly pulled them off, revealing her long bare legs. Gaz closed her eyes, trying hard not to concentrate on what was happening. She couldn't believe this. She felt his hands roam her entire body. Nothing was safe. He cupped her breasts in his hands and gave them a hard squeeze. She gasped loudly with just evoked another laugh from her kidnapper. She watched as he reached over and pulled a small knife off of the table next to the bed. He ran the tip softly across her throat. A silent warning that if she put up any fuss or caused him any trouble he could kill her. He than took the knife and cut the sleeves of her shirt and tore it away from her body, throwing it to the floor. The violet haired girl's breathing had grown heavier. It seemed like such an effort to take a breath. All she could think of was what was happening to her at this moment...and what was going to happen to her.
She felt the knife point in between her breasts. In one sharp slice he cut her bra open, revealing her perfectly round breasts. The man placed the knife back on the table and then began to remove his shirt. She was sickened by his appearance. He had looked large before, but the absence of his shirt made him look downright fat. His chest and stomach were littered sparatically with curly red patches of hair. He leaned over and grabbed both sides of her face with his hands. She felt his lips on hers. He ran his tongue across her lips trying to force himself inside of her mouth. She kept her mouth tightly shut, not giving in to his bullying attempts. When he sat back up, he re-positioned him self over her, straddling her with his legs. She could feel how hard he was for her which sent a wave of nausea over her. He began to girnd against her, grinning sadistically as he did.
His hands wandered up to her newly exposed breasts. He grabbed and squeezed them roughly causing her to give a slight moan of pain. "You have the hottest tits I've ever seen." He said. The taunting had left his voice and was now replaced by hunger. He leaned down and using his toungue, traced the circle of her nipple. He sucked and nipped and licked and squeezed for what seemed like an eternity to Gaz. His hands, lips and tongue roamed her entire body. There had only been one placed untouched and she could see that now he had set his sights on it.
The man grabbed each side of her black panties and slowly pulled them off and then tossed them onto the floor with the rest of her clothing. He ran his hands up to her inner thighs and then across her exposed vagina. By this time she had given up hope. She couldn't fight herself out of this situtation and it seemed that no one was going to rescue her. She just lay there as he inserted one of his chubby fingers inside of her. "Well...I guess I'm luckier than I thought...I managed to catch a completely sexy girl who just so happens to be a virgin." He said sadistically. He inserted another finger and moved inside of her, stroking her clit. The whole experience was so foreign to Gaz. She had never felt anything like this, and certainly didn't want to with this man. When he pulled his fingers out of her he grinned. He stood up from the bed and began to push his pants off. She could tell when he was grinding on her earlier that he hadn;t been wearing any underwear, and she was right. She saw his fully erect penis, throbbing and waiting to be inside of her.
He moved to the head of the bed, roughly grabbing the back of her head with one hand and his manhood with the other. He ran the tip across her lips and then pushed, trying to open her mouth. She wouldn't open it. He grabbed a handful of her har and yanked her head back. "Suck my cock you stupid bitch." He growled dangerously. "Open your mouth and suck it."
Gaz was absolutely terrified and disgusted. She didn't want to give in to his orders, to just let him do what he pleased with her. Her mind flashed to the knife against her throat though. If she didn't do what he said, would he kill her. She decided she didn't want to take that chance. Reluctantly she opened her mouth letting him push himself in.
"Now that's a good girl." He said as he thrust in and out. He moaned in pleasure as she sucked on him. His hands wandered again down to her breasts and he played with them.
Gaz seemed to black out, trying to protect herself. Maybe if she didn't think about it she could just block out everything that was happening. She wondered if Dib had gone to the police yet, or tried to come looking for her himself. He was her overprotective older brother after all....at anytime now he could just beat down the door and come save her from this....this torture. She waited and waited, hoping someone, anyone would come.
When the man was finished having his way with her he got off the bed, grabbed his clothing and headed for the door. Before he left the room he turned back to her. "I'll be back for some more of that later." He told her, and then disappeared.
Tears welled up in the girl's eyes. She had never felt so vulnerable before. So frightened and alone. Her body ached and stung from her kidnapper's assault. She cried softly, the hope slowly draining. She closed her eyes and saw his face. It pained her to see...why couldn't he be here for her now? When she needed him most. The teardrops ran down her face but she managed to choke out two words. "Please help."