Author: Laneangel
Ship: Squeaks Ryan/Natalia
Author's comment: Enya is my favourite singer in all the time, Caribbean blue is Ryan Wolfe favourite from now on!!!
Rate: PG 13
Warning: None for now
Characters: Ryan; Natalia
I do not own any character of this fic
Ryan was standing in front of the IAB building, he was 4 hours early.
Today he will have the answer, will he be reinstated?? He spent every hour working his old cases with an IAB agent looking over his shoulder since the last month, at his 3.00 pm appointment this afternoon he will know if he definitely leaves the MDPD or have another chance to prove himself.
He could feel a panic attack growing slowly in his body, his heart starts beating so fast that he couldn't breathe; his hands were shaking and he felt tears dropping on his face. The last time he felt so bad was when he had a nail in his eye, he try to breathe, breathe like his uncle taught him when he had those same panic attacks 15 years ago, breathe to not lose control , breathe … and be strong enough to face the truth…
He goes back to his car, some music will peace him out, he put a CD his favourite song Caribbean blue By Enya
The peaceful music starts; he took a deep breath listening to the lyrics he loves
...so the world goes round and round
with all you ever knew –
They say the sky high above
is Caribbean blue...
...if every man says all he can,
if every man is true,
do I believe the sky above is Caribbean blue...
His hearbeat slows with the music, Enya's voice always had this effect on him … Then he sees her like a divine appearance … Natalia…
...if all you told was turned to gold
if all you dreamed was new,
imagine the sky high above in Caribbean blue...
He didn't hear these lyrics, the end of the song was his favourite part but he couldn't hear it, all he could see was Natalia Boa Vista walking slowly in his direction, he though he was daydreaming, that the panic attack was giving him hallucinations until she knock at the passenger window with a smile…