Hello.
My name is Relena Darlian.
Funny thing is, the first five letters of "Darlian" are the same as "darling." Ironically, I was never a "darling" to my parents. They never wanted me; at least I know my mother didn't. They never wanted to have a daughter, and were hopelessly disappointed when I came into the world. Don't ask me why, because I have no clue. It's like asking people why they don't like eating broccoli or why they don't like the color red.
Anyway, I know she wants me to change. Permanently.
My mother has tried to make me more boyish which is quite the opposite of what most parents do with their daughters. They usually encourage their daughters to play with dolls and wear dresses; I was encouraged to climb trees and wear boys' clothes. However, the more she tried to "convert" me into being a boy, the more girlish I became. I loved to wear dresses, loved the color pink, and didn't like violent sports. But now, now I am stuck. No matter what I want, this will happen.
I'm scared.
I don't know what will become of me.