Previously

"He's like a chicken," Charlie said. "Cheap cheap cheap," he said mocking a chicken.

We all burst into laughter. I could definitely see Mr. Brenigan walking around like a chicken in a chicken suit.

"Hey! Chickens are adorable! I use to have a chick that me and my-" I stopped in talking as I realized what I was gonna say.

"Your what?" Mo asked. You can count on Mo being motherly.

Wen squeezed my hand in a comforting way.

I managed to studder out," M-mm-Michaela."

"Who's Michaela?" Scott asked.

"S-she was m-my," was all I could say before saying, " I'm sorry I have to go." While I walked away the tears streaming down my face that were suppose to come this morning, I guess I was saving it for later.

I walked into the closet then I sat down and started crying.

Then I heard a knock and a familiar voice,"Olivia?"


"Olivia open up," Wen said softly demanded. After going over the pros and cons on letting Wen come in and talk to me. I decided fine, what's the worst that could happen? I opened the door for Wen and immediately I was attacked with a giant, bear hug from Wen. It was tight but comforting. he just hugged me as I sobbed into his t-shirt.

He just shushed me and rubbed circles on my back. After a few minutes we broke away, I wasn't too happy about us separating because I love to be in Wen's arms all the time.

"If you don't feel comfortable telling me about Michaela, you don't have." Wen said finally breaking the silence. It was awkward but it was a good silence.

"N-no I want to tell you, I trust you. I never, ever told anyone about this. No one knows." Olivia said staring into his chocolate brown eyes.

Wen pulled her into his chest and kissed the top of her head and then let her go so she could speak.

"Michaela was my best friend. We met in 4th grade. She had red hair just like your's, and green eyes. Lots of freckles, or as she called them dotties." She laughed at the memory of finding out that she called them that when she was little.

"Mommy?" Little Michaela asked her mom. She was about 5 years old.

"Yes honey?" Her mom asked. Her mom was always protective of her and she was always so concerned about her.

"Why do I have dotties on my face?" She asked with a worried look on her face.

Her mother just laughed and explained to her it was freckles and it was okay.

"Her favorite color was green. Her lucky number was 12. She loved reading just like me. She was very athletic, she loved running. Since she hung out with me she was teased because she was hanging around the 'nerdy pathetic' girl." I continued. My eyes started to full with tears as she looked down.

"She was bullied from 4th grade to 7th. She couldn't take it anymore, when she got to 7th grade, s-she committed suicide on September 12th, four years ago. She left a note saying,

Olivia,

Please know this is not your fault. Its only mine. You were an amazing friend. Better then anyone could ever ask for. I never wanted this to happen to us, but it did and I'm done. There's a few requests I'd like to tell you. At my funeral, make sure there no black, you know I hate black, everyone should wear green. I want to be sunk in the river at dawn as I lay on a bed of flowers. I want you to be singing my favorite song, I Love You Like A Love Song. After my funeral be looking for a rainbow, it will be me. Please tell my family that I love them. I love you too Olivia. Your like my long lost sister. Tell Trevor that I did this because of the way he treated us, maybe it will stop him from causing other people's care Olivia. See you again someday.

Love Michaela.

I did every thing she wanted me to. I planned the whole funeral at 13 years old. I made sure everything was perfect because she had a horrible life so I wanted to make her after life perfect. It was hard having my only friend die because of me."

"Its not your fine Olivia. What was the bully's name again?" Wen said.

"Trevor. If she never talked to me in 4th grade she would be here right now Wen! Its all my fault. But anyways, a couple of weeks after she died, I believed it was my fault. I had no one to live for. My mom and my only friend was dead and my dad was in jail. I lived with my grandma. So I was done too. I tried to commit suicide. Grams happened to come home early from her friends. When she came up to my room to check on me she saw the empty pill bottle sitting next to a crying girl. She knew what I was doing. She call 911 and I got my stomach pumped." I was now crying with buckets of tears running down my face as Wen rubbed my back.

"I was this close to dying Wen, so close!" I said as I climbed into his lap.

"Shhh Olivia its okay. Its not your fault. Its that stupid Trevor's fault." Wen said as he rocked me back and forth. "Olivia," he whispered in my ear. "I want you to know I love you and you have me to live for. I don't know what I'd do if I had never met you. Lemonade Mouth wouldn't be here, Mo would still be with that cheater called Scott, Gram wouldn't be as happy as she is. Olivia you made anyone's life better. Your an amazing person, I hope you know that. I love you, Olivia." He said as he kissed my head again.

"I love you too Wen," I said and then lifted my head up to his lips and kissed him. It was salty from my tears, but it was nice. I'm glad I told him about this.


Thanks for reading!

1. I dont own Lemonade Mouth or anything that I used in this story except for the idea of the story.

2. This chapter is really sad, I cried while I wrote this.

3. I cried because I almost lost my best friend because of suicide. She tried to kill herself twice. I don't know what I would have done if she did kill herself. I have another friend who is thinking about killing herself. I told her not to and she didn't. People don't realized what they are doing until its too late. I hate that people commit suicide because of another person. I HATE that. When I find out if someone committed suicide I cry even if I don't know them. It just reminds me that I could have lost my best friend forever.

4. Guess the song the I talked about in this chapter. (Other then Love You Like a Love Song) Then I'll say your name in the next chapter!

And Finally thanks for reading! Please review and alert this story! Thanks for the reviews and all the favorites!