A/N: I had to do some things that might make some mad later on in the story just a warning before it happens.
Chapter 1
2012
Today is my 122th birthday, my father Charile Swan is dead and my mother Renee is a human drinker with her mate Phil Weston, the man she left my father for, the one that changed her into a vampire to live the Vegetarian lifestyle. I live that life style and even though she is still around I refuse to talk to her or her mate.
I sit here in the living room in jeans and t-shirt flipping through the chanels on tv with over a thousand chanels you would think that I could find something to watch. I stop on the news and see that the world is full of crime.
Muders, robberies, muggings, and more, why do humans do this to themselves? I am a vampire-human-hybrid and I do not kill humans to live. I am a Vegetarian lifestyle, meaning I do not feed on humans but animals for blood. I am living with four other vampires that live this life style and I am proud of them for doing so.
Most vamipers live off humans, they hunt every few days. The vampires that hunt the most are the Volturi the rulers of our kind. Aro Volturi, Marcus Volturi, Caius Volturi, Jasper Volturi, Emmett Volturi, and Edward Volturi.
I still find it hard to stomac the fact that the vampire prince the Bad Boy of our would looks so much like my Edward. The one I lost back in 1918 all most a hundred years ago. I wish I had begged more with Carisle to change him that night, then I would not be alone in the world at times like this. I wish that they had let me go the the Volturi to be killed. At least then I would not have to watch as a vampire that looks like my Edward use girls like sex toys and then toss them away like garbage.
I miss my Edward, he was the one for me, I know it. Now I will live the rest of my long life alone. Just like my sisters, Rose had met a human in Tenesse that became a snack for a bear; Alice had had a vision of her mate but he was killed we believe by another vampire since she can no longer see his future. So me and my sisters will forever be alone in this life but they say that there is still hope for some humans are reborn into another life after they die and they will find them then. I do not think that will happen for me. When my phone rings The Other Side by Alana Grace, one of the songs that fit my life.
I found the poison under my skin
Creeping in slowly feeding everything
I feel so close yet so far away
Staring at life this prison of sheltering
it's killing me...
I-I-I wanna break free from these walls
And say goodbye-ay-ay to the feelings that I've known before
I try-ay-ay to fight back the urge to hideaway
and let it, let it, let it open my eyes
to the other side
The glass it's breaking, I'm not afraid
The noise it's making is taking my breath away
This water is cold but I'm not alone
And something's moving underneath my feet
it's sinking me...
I-I-I wanna break free from these walls
And say goodbye-ay-ay to the feelings that I've known before
I try-ay-ay to fight back the urge to hideaway
and let it, let it, let it open my eyes
to the other side
Ooo-oo
Floating away on a star
Passing through clouds and rose colors
Oh...starting over
I'm never coming down
I...I...I...
I...I...I...
It's killing me, just set me free
Set me free!
"Hello," I answer.
"Bella, I was just calling to let you know that we will be gone for a few days. We have decided to go to Isle Esme for a while and wanted to know if you wanted to come," Esme said, her and Carisle had gone hunting to day and I stayed at the house having hunted yester day. Alice and Rose are shopping in New York this week on the story of visiting collages in the area.
"No, I will stay here, the two of you need time off on your own. Do not worry about me, I can take care of myself for a few day or years even," I joke with her.
"I know but I still hate leaving you alone like this," Esme said.
"Go I will be fine," I tell her.
"All right but do not distroy the house like last time," Esme warned. Last time they left me alone I was attacked by a vampire, I took care of him and his mate but it distroyed the house.
"If I am attacked by a vampire I will run to the wolves screaming and they can deal with the vampire for me," I tell her, for I am the only one of our family that is not feared by the wolves and they do not mind me near their land or my scent.
"Do that if attacked but do not let them near you, Bella," Esme said.
"I know, have fun and bye," I say.
"Bye," I hear both Esme and Carisle say as I hung up the phone.
They never have time alone any more not since I tried to go to the Volturi to be killed once again in the 40s when I was depressed over lossing my Edward. I still am but I do not let them know that. If they knew then I would never be left alone. I still remember that day when I last saw him and I still cry over that day. Maybe I should explaine the diffrences between me and my family.
One, I still have a heart beat along with a pusle. Two, I can eat human food but I only like sweets. Three, my eyes are brown not red or gold. Four, I am not as strong as them. Five, I can sleep where they cannot sleep. Six, I can be hurt like a human but nothing penatrates my skin but what can penatrate a full vampire's skin. Seven, I glow not sparkel like a vampire. There might be more but that is all that we have found so far. Also that I am the only one of my kind that we know of that is.