A/n: Disclaimer I do not own the Clique!
I felt like this one-shot needed a better ending and I felt like the first chapter wasn't really a good way to end it. Please keep in mind that it is currently 4:30 am and I am sick and I can't sleep which isn't good because I have work in the morning but oh well. Also none of the ideas or concepts that I particularly write are my own views or thoughts.
Peace, love, and Halo.
It has been five years since Cameron James Fisher had walked out of Massie Block's and Derrick Harrington's wedding.
"I am so sorry, bro. If I had known than I would have tried to do something-" Cam was interrupted by his old high school buddy. Cam was so lost for words to be honest, and it was because the news had shook his very core.
"There is nothing you could have done, and I have to remind myself everyday that there is nothing that I could have done either." his old best friend said with sadness drowning his usually, "happy" voice.
It has been five years since Cam had stepped foot in Westchester, and to be honest, he never thought he would return to this devilish town.
"I thought you wouldn't have left your job in California to come back for this." Dylan Marvil, the daughter of famous Merri-Lee Marvil said. If rumor has it then Dylan is the new talk show host of New York City taking over her mother's throne.
"I didn't think I would ever come back either, but I couldn't ignore this." Cam said agony filling his voice as he joined her up the church's steps heading inside to where the service was being held.
It has been five years since Cameron Fisher has last been in a church, and this isn't the way her wanted to return back into the hands of God.
"Today we are gathered to celebrate and honor the life of Massie Jillian Block," the Priest started his speech as a few stranglers came through the doors and immediately sat down seeing the service had already started minutes ago. "Now, we never want to come to a person's funeral who did not need to be taken from this Earth, but sometimes we don't have a choice. Sometimes we can't help everyone, and sometimes we people lose our fight before we try to seek for help." the service continued as everyone took their time sharing the floor talking about the memories they had with the now deceased, Massie Jillian Block.
It has been five years since Cam Fisher has talked about the former Queen of Briarwood Octavian Country Day High School.
"I used to be able to say that I knew Massie Block inside and out, but things change and people change. I never thought we would be reunited like this," Cam paused as he wiped away a single tear that had fallen from his one blue eye. He didn't expect to become this emotional over talking about Massie. "Massie and I used to talk about getting married, but I let her down and she ended up marrying my best friend. At the time I thought it was for the best, but I guess I wasn't the one who needed to believe in love the most."
It has been five years since Cam Fisher let Massie Block fade out of his life forever without trying to put a fight for her.
"It's weird because back then I thought she was talking about me, but now I can clearly see that she was actually talking about herself." Cam confessed to his good friend Claire Lyons, she had also been one of Massie's good friends as well. Claire knew Massie just as much as Cam did, maybe even a little more.
"I remember that Massie was devastated when you walked out, but of course she didn't act as if it had effected her," Claire said as she recalled the face of her former Queen bee the day of her wedding. "She looked scared that she would never have the love, she so desperately needed, but I just figured she would be strong enough to live with it."
"I can't help, but wonder how things would be different if I never had left, would Massie still be alive? I would give anything to turn back time and redo everything."
"We can't change fate, we can only change our own destinies." Claire said trying to remind Cam, and herself that you can't always control the outcome of life.
It has been five years since Cam had seen her face.
"You're still beautiful even though you don't look like the real you," Cam paused as he took in the scene around him. Her angelic face covered in heavy makeup, her brunette curls placed so strategically (that it looked so unnatural), her delicate body laying in an all black casket ready to descend into the hallow ground never to be opened again. "Massie, when my time comes to die, we will finally find out if we lived in a different world would we still be together? I just wish that you would have held on a little bit longer, because you had so much to offer this world."
It will be fifty years until Cam and Massie will find out the answer to the question that they have been asking themselves for years. The question drove one to their own death, and the other is living with the burden of being one of the reasons why.
Review?:) I am not suicidal and honestly this isn't even about my ex anymore, because I would have to care more about him to actually feel this way, and I don't. I know I have still a lot of frogs to kiss before I find my Prince and I won't ever give up the hope, but I wanted to show the extreme results of heartbreak. If this moved you in anyway please review and tell me how it moved you, thanks! I love hearing from all of you:)