Rin's Sickness

Ok here is chapter two! Hope ya'll are likin the story so far! If your not then you can't quit readin but I wont quit writin. :) Well to make you happy and so you can get on with the story I guess I will just shut up. Enjoy!

I knew he wouldn't be here to visit this month. I could tell by his last visit he would be busy. So I just lived life waiting to see him again. That was until I got sick. Both Kagome and Sango took turns taking care of me. Nothing stayed down, not even water. No one could figure out what was wrong.

"Inuyasha is going to go find Sesshomaru." I was half way asleep when I heard Sango tell Miroku this. I wanted to tell them not to let Inuyasha go but I couldn't find my voice. The darkness of sleep took over and I was lost in a world of dreams.

When I woke up the first thing like every morning I gave up my stomach contents if there was any left in my stomach. I thought it was Kagome who was holding back my hair but I was wrong by far. When I was about to tell Kagome thank you I looked up and was shocked.

I wanted to cry. "Master Jaken!" I hugged him and started to cry.

It took Jaken a moment to realize I was hugging him and crying. "Rin get off me you stupid girl." Oh how I have missed him so much.

I finally let go and smiled at the imp. I knew he cared for me. I remember the time that Lord Sesshomaru's mother brought me back from the dead. He was crying so hard and loud I thought for a moment something happened to Lord Sesshomaru but then I felt his hand on my cheek and I knew it was I that had died.

After I was done feeling ill it came to my thoughts. "Umm...Master Jaken, what are you doing here?" I was worried something had happened to Lord Sesshomaru.

Master Jaken finally gained his composure from my hug. "Lord Sesshomaru said we were to come and to see how bad your illness was." Master Jaken answered me. I was sad to see the Lord Sesshomaru was not here. "Now get back in bed before you get worse. Lord Sesshomaru will have my head if you are to get sicker."

Master Jaken pushed me back to bed and covered me up. It has been like this for almost two weeks. All I ever do is lay down and rest. But I do not want to rest. I always feel a little better after I throw up and somethings I can keep down. When I finally laid down Lord Sesshomaru entered. I was so happy.

"Jaken leave." Was all he said. Jaken was shocked but left anyway. I stayed where I was and waited for Lord Sesshomaru to speak.

I was about to give up on him talking and just sleep when he spoke.

"I am sorry Rin." Was all he said. I was confused more then usual. Lord Sesshomaru never said he was sorry to anyone. Not even his own flesh and blood.

"My Lord I am very confused. What are you sorry for? Human's get sick all the time. This is nothing, it will pass with time. I am sure of it." I smiled at him and grab a drink of water. I then laid down and fell asleep peacefully.

I wasn't awake but I wasn't asleep I was in between. I could hear voices but it took time to figure out who it was and what they were saying.

I heard a growl. I knew someone was mad. "Are you telling me that it is you that done this to her?" The man growled again.

"Inuyasha calm down. Rin needs rest." I heard Kagome. Who did what to me? "Are you sure it is..."

"Yes. I am most positive. The time and everything fits." I heard Lord Sesshomaru say.

I finally woke up and sat up. I looked at the door. I knew they were all outside. But why were they talking about me?

"How are you going to tell her? I mean soon you will forget her and everything else. You wont be any different then the Old Man Sesshomaru." Inuyasha was angry. But what was he angry about? I mean him and Lord Sesshomaru always have their arguments but what happened?

I didn't hear anything more arguing so I assumed it was over. I laid back down and went to sleep. I awoke to the smell of a delicious smell. It wasn't soup it was meat cooking. I opened my eyes and to my amazement it was Lord Sesshomaru cooking. I was about to pass out. He knows how to cook. Who knew?

I looked over at Lord Sesshomaru and then at the food cooking. "Are you hungry Rin?" I nodded with a big smile. "Good."

He had been cooking the meat on a stick and gave me one. I started to chew on it. "It's good my Lord." I smiled and kept on eating. This was the first actual food that stayed down in my stomach. I smiled more as I kept eating. "Thank you Lord Sesshomaru. Its so yummy."

I kept eating my food. I didn't know what else to do. "How much did you hear last night?" I looked up. I knew he was going to ask. I stopped eating and looked down.

"Not much of it. I know it has to do with me. But I am not sure what exactly it is. Did I do something wrong Lord Sesshomaru?" I still couldn't bring myself to look up. I felt like I was the puppy being punished for being bad.

I was about to cry when he spoke again. "No Rin you did nothing wrong." He was silent for a moment. "Rin, would you be happy to be with me again?" I looked up. Did he just? He did ask me right? I mean I am not dreaming? If I am I think I will cry. "Rin?" I looked up and smile.

I smiled so big it hurt my face. "Yes, I would be very happy to be back with you Lord Sesshomaru. But do you really mean I can travel with you again? I miss having fun traveling all over with you." As I paused to breath I could tell he wasn't going to let me travel. "Lord Sesshomaru what is wrong with me?"

For the first time Lord Sesshomaru turned away and didn't look me in the eye. I was hurt. He never did that before. He has always been honest and told me bluntly of everything. What made him change? He said I didn't do anything wrong but yet he refuses to answer me.

I did my best to hide the tears forming in my eyes. But I knew he could smell them. It wasn't like it was something he could miss with that nose of his. I looked down and thought about what could be wrong with me that would stop me from traveling.

These past two visits from Lord Sesshomaru have been so strange. First he just pops in to see if I am well then he is here to take me away. Its like he hasn't been the same since his visit in the winter...Wait winter. When I had those bad dreams about Lord Sesshomaru. Could I have said something in my sleed to make him worry?

I gained my composure and looked up and took another bite. "Your pregnant." I heard and then I started to choke on my food. When I finally was able to breath again I looked at Lord Sesshomaru and then it all made since, I was talking in my sleep that night and so then that must have been when it happened.

"Was it the last night you were here during the storm?" I had to make sure I was right. I knew I was but I wanted the truth. I looked up at his face and waited for an answer. All he did was look outside. I was getting frustrated at him.

I was about to turn away when I saw him nod. At first I was shocked. I can't believe it! He had sex with me! Wait Sesshomaru has sex. Who knows how many women he has been with. Ew... But then again he has been around for a long time and it is normal for demons to sleep around as well. So I shouldn't be surprised, but I am cause he did it with me!

"If you wish to change your mind that is fine." He answered. I had realized my thoughts were taking awhile to answer him.

I was about to throw what meat I had left but my stomach told me not too considering it was the only thing it liked at the moment. So I found a cup and threw it. "You perve! I can't believe it you rapped me!" I said as I saw him catch the cup. Figures. "Why?"

He looked at me. He understood my question but gave me that look of what do you mean. "I do not know why I did what I did, but I will protect you and the infant that you carry." He answered. I looked into the fire and thought for a few minutes to take in his words.

"Would you have the child know the truth? Would you being willing to do what your father did for Inuyasha and his mother?" I wanted to hear what I knew what he would say. I knew what he would tell me. He would never accept the child the I carry and he would never claim it as his.

Lord Sesshomaru stood up and looked outside for a moment and then turned around to look at me. I didn't want to cry in front of him and let him see how much it hurt to now that I was going to be alone taking care of a child that I didn't know I was going to have until just a few minutes ago.

He looked at me for such a long time. "Do you know why I saved you not once but twice from death?" He asked me. This was a surprise. I wasn't sure how to answer him so he went on. "I thought I could live life without attachments but it seems I am like my father more then my mother. I guess falling in love with humans is meant to be for our blood line."

I started cry and I picked up a bowel and threw it at him. Like the cup he also caught the bowel. "Keep throwing things and you wont get your gifts." He said to me. I looked up and smiled and ran to him and held out my hands.

"I..." Lord Sesshomaru started.

Ok. I am gonna stop there with this chapter. Hope it is lookin good to you all that are readin it. I am not too sure where this story is gonna end up but I am gonna finish it and hopefully next chapter will be a lemon. Well keep readin :)