DISCLAIMER: IDOT (I dont own Twilight) I don't own any of the lyrics either
CHAPTER 2
MONSTER
now on to the story
Bella's POV
During the drive to my new house I couldn't hide my excitement from anyone not even from myself. As we pulled into a long driveway I suddenly remember about the monster inside me. Everyone calls that side of me Queen and I've heard of the Major, if I was put up against him then it would be a tie between us. I am a monster because I created the volturi and they created the guard I'm going to have to call Aro.
"so Bella what are you thinking about?" Emmett asks.
"The volturi" I reply
"What about them?" Carlisle asks.
"I just gotta call them when we get home," I reply again
"Do you need Aro's number?" Carlisle asks
"No I got it. But I do need to talk with him privately," I tell him.
"i have a study its sound proof so we cant hear you and you can't hear us if you wanna use it?" He tells me
"Yes please." I say as sweet as I can.
"Bella Welcome Home." Everyone says
I gasp as I take in the big house in front of me.
"wow," I say mainly because that is all I can say
"lets show you to your room." Esme tells me
"Actually I need to make that phone call first." I told her
Carlisle led me to his office and told me that Esme wants to talk to me after I was done and I started to dial the number.
Aro's POV
I heard my phone and noticed the ringtone before any one could ask I asked to be excused and I went to my office.
"Isabella how are you?"
"I'm fine Aro but I thought I should let you know that I am with a new family now." she told me calmly.
"Another human family?" I asked
"No" she said
"Vampire finally?" I asked.
"Yes and the name is Cullen" she told me.
"Ah yes the Cullens. Carlisle knows of me..." I started
"Aro I changed Carlisle but I don't know if he realizes who I am yet." I cut him off
"Ah young Bella don't worry you will be fine but you do need to tell them you are the queen when you are ready OK?" I told her
"OK" She replied
"OK I want weekly updates talk to you soon. Love you Bella."
"Love you too Aro bye"
"Bye Bella"
Bella's POV
I went downstairs to talk to Esme and she led me back to Carlisle's office.
"Isabella please sit down." she told me
as I did as I was told she took the chair and I took the little couch beside it.
"So what did you wanna talk about." I start.
"I wanna talk about you," she stated
"What about me?" I ask
"Well I wanted to know about your history I mean how you came to be a vampire and why you changed your diet. You know that stuff." she replied
"OK well what do you wanna know first?" I asked
"How did you become a vampire?" she asked
"A vampire bat actually ," I replied
"how old are you?" she asked
"Older than the volturi" I stated "This is between me and you right?"
"Yes" she told me "How much older than the volturi are you?"
"OK since this is between us let me tell you my story and while I do I need you to stay quiet until I get done ok?"
"OK." she said
" now I was a simple 18 year old and I had just lost my parents and that night while I was cleaning out my attic I didn't notice a bat apparently it was a vampire bat. After it bit me I was burning for days and when the burning subsided I was thirsty and I ran to the forest behind my house and I came upon a deer and my instincts took over and I drained it along with a bear and a couple wolves. When I found out that people suspected that I was dead, I knew it was time to move on, so I went to Germany and I found out what was going on I played the grieving twin sister because I was every where. Then I found out that Italy was having problems." as I continued my story she just kept listening to me and not asking questions, "When I got there I seen that the bat made more vampires and of course I destroyed the bat and the newborns it created. They where hard to destroy but I eventually did destroy them all and then I found Aro centuries later. Then Caius and Marcus were next and they make up the volturi, as you already know. But then Italy was in trouble again I helped the volturi and I was still drinking animal blood and I never have drank human blood and I have been from family to family since then and here I am. Since I am the first human vampire I am known as Queen Bella." I finished and she just said "I have no questions right now."
"OK can I see my room now please?" I ask
"Sure" she replied
As she led me down the hallway I heard someone "Hush she is going by now we don't want her to know who we are"
I thought about that while I followed Esme as she stopped outside of the last door.
"Is this my room we are outside of?" I ask
"Yes please do the honors" she tells me
I notice everyone in the family is behind us. As I opened the door and I stepped into the room it was like I went back in time to the era of Queen Elizabeth. Elizabethan furniture filled the interior of the room, not including the 42" plasma screen at the front of the room and the stereo beside the closet. My walls are blue with shelves for my books or cds. I looked around the room and squealed in delight.
"Check out the closet Bella" Esme says
When I open the door I see clothes from different time periods.
As I run to hug her I scream "THANK YOU MOM!" and I keep saying as we hug.
"Group hug" Emmett yells
everyone joins mine and esme's hug as we break apart I look at jasper "do you play any instruments?"
"guitar that's about it why? I also sing a little" he replied
"Just wondering I had a band during one family" I told him
"Maybe we could start a band together" he said
"Maybe we can" I replied
I pick up the guitar and start playing while jasper sings.
"The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
Here's something radical
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster"
The family started clapping and cheering and I hugged Jasper and told him "now we need a drummer and a pianist."