Logan took a seat on the couch next to me and turned to me with big eyes. God, how I loved those big, brown puppy eyes. He looked at me a for a minute, as I studied him. I loved every part of him. I loved his big eyes. I loved the way his nose twitched when he was deep in thought. I loved the way he smirked whenever he was sure of himself. I loved how his eyebrows crinkled whenever he was unsure of something. I studied all these features and found no flaw. Logan was absolutely perfect in my eyes. After those silent moments, he spoke up.
"Kendall..who do you think I have a crush on?" He threw the random question out. His eyebrows crinkled which made me smile. I opened my mouth, but paused soon after as I thought carefully about my answer. It could have been anyone at that point. Logan was confusing me. It could have been James because of their talk, Carlos because of his adorableness, me because we're actually having this conversation, or basically anyone else. I panicked and didn't know how to respond. I blurted out the first name that became clear after all the rambling inside my head.
"Jo?" I asked, well practically squeaked. My eyes were open wide as I realized what I said. Logan looked skeptical as replied, uncertainly.
"Uh Kendall..Jo is in, um, New Zealand.." He said. I wanted to slap myself. Of course Jo was in New Zealand! She hadn't returned from filming her movie. It took a while, but I was over the heartbreak, but I'm still unsure of what will happen when she's back.
"Oh, right. Sorry. But I don't know..who?" I asked referring to his crush question. Logan's face with so many emotions, I was afraid he was going to have a panic attack. My brainiac/worried friend had those a lot. I couldn't wipe the worry off my face, but was relieved when he finally spoke up.
"Kendall, it's you," he blurted quickly. His face changed as he couldn't believe what he had said. I was just as shocked, but hid it for his sake. I offered a gentle smile instead. I could tell he calmed down at the sight of my smile.
"I love the way you walk..talk..dress..sing..I love everything about you, Kendall. I-I love you," he said in his small, raspy voice. I was breathless. I couldn't work up anything to say. Logan came to my rescue.
"I love your amazing laugh. I love when you're upset because it gives me an excuse to get close to you. I love that you don't let anyone tell you what to do. I love that you always know what to say. I love all the trouble and mess we get into. I love.." He said all of that as he came closer. I didn't let him finish. I locked my lips into mine and almost passed out. I felt lightheaded and weak. His tongue grazed against mine in plea. As soon as I felt him, I let him in. His tongue wrapped over mine wholly as I moaned into his mouth. His mouth was warm as I slipped in and tasted every inch of it. After a few more minutes of make-out, we pulled apart. We were both panting for air.
"Kendall," Logan gasped.
"Yeah, Logie," I said reassuring him.
"I love you," he said once he caught his breath. I smiled broadly. I was so relieved to hear him say that. I spoke as I looked soulfully into his chocolate eyes.
"I love you too," I said, still smiling. Our small stare session was interrupted by James and Carlos, who corrupted the entire hallway. Me and Logan exchanged worried glances, preparing to comfort one on one. They both burst through the door, James using force as he pushed Carlos into the apartment. They stayed together, hardly parting as their lips stayed as one. I glanced at Logan as both of us laughed at our friends. James and Carlos stopped their make-out to look at us. They both wore confused looks.
"So much for he won't forgive you so easily, James," I managed to sputter through laughs. James gave me a playful glare before grabbing Carlos into their room. Me and Logan laughed a little more as we sat in the living room together. No movement, no sound. Just me and the love of my life in sweet, comfortable silence.