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Previously…

She turned and looked, I gasped it was my Bella.

Bella looked at me and smiled though her eyes were apprehensive. It made me happy to see her, though something was wrong with her, her eyes were lighter like my topaz ones when I was getting hungry. Her heart shaped ace was more angular her cheekbones higher and her long lashes rested on them when she closed her eyes. She was a lot more graceful, her body much curvier in all the right places. Long brown hair hung to her waist stick straight. All in all, she was more beautiful then ever, maybe it was because I hadn't seen her in forever or there really was something different about her. She hadn't aged one bit, her heart beat was slow four times slower than a normal human's heart should beat at. She sat down and I was engulfed in her heavenly scent, slightly watered down. I was barely aware of Mr. Hallowell Beginning the lecture again.

"Hi," she whispered, she bit her lip which I remembered her doing when she was nervous.

"Bella," I said, not really sure it was truly her I was seeing and not just an illusion.

"Yeah, It's me, what are you doing here," she asked. Oh, god she doesn't want me here. Maybe I should leave, no, no I'm not going anywhere, and she owes me an explanation. She could have just told me she didn't want to get married to me, I would have understood.

"Edward…," her voice apprehensive now instead of her eyes, "can we talk later… about me leaving before the wedding, I'm really sorry, please don't be mad." Her eyes filled with tears. How could I ever be mad at my angel, make her cry like I was clearly doing now. I truly must be a monster to make such a precious creature cry. I could give her what she wanted.

"Yes we can talk, later," hopefully keeping all of the longing out of my voice. All I really wanted to do was kiss away her tears. She turned to face the front of the class. I tried to pay attention, but I kept sneaking glances at her the whole hour. Twice I caught her glancing out of the corner of her eye looking right at me. Her face would fill with the beautiful color of her blushes, and her heart would speed up, but only to the normal speed a human heart should beat at. That still puzzled me and the fact that Alice hadn't seen her. How her heart could beat so slowly and yet she was still alive. I would have to ask Carlisle about it, maybe it was too much exposure to vampires that slowly she was becoming one of us, but that didn't make any sense, since she wasn't around any vampires for eighteen years. Finally the professor called for the end of class giving us a ton of homework, all stuff I already learned.

We walked slowly down town towards a coffee shop I knew. And I found out that even though she had changed she was still as clumsy as ever but only when she was walking really fast. Her black slacks made her legs look miles long. The blue shirt with the plunging neckline slightly showed off her cleavage and the beautiful blue color made her pale skin standout strikingly. We didn't say anything to each other until she had a mocha cappuccino in her hands sitting in a seat in the back corner away from prying ears and overly unsolicited looks.

"So what do you want to know Edward?" I loved the way my name rolled off her tongue and through her beautiful mouth.

"Why did you leave, what's happened to you…," I stopped talking to keep my voice from cracking with emotion.

"Well, about why I left…"