His words were still echoing her mind. She took her time to find an answer while Stefan wasn't sure why she didn't say a word.

"Caroline? "

Now she was focusing him, his body, his face, his eyes and a smile escaped her face.

" No, shower is okay, but no sex. "

Caroline saw how Stefan's jaw dropped. The astonishment was written all over in his face. He hadn't expected her to say that, but of course she needed a shower.

" Okay, … um ... so what …?"

" Wash the blood away and kiss me. " She added with an inviting smile on her face.

" But … we would be naked, sure?"

The moment she nodded, he started to undress himself, his pants and underwear fell on the ground. Caroline couldn't watch his lower body. She didn't want to go there and tried to ignore everything below his waist and him at all while she removed the rest of her clothes as well. Ultimately she looked at him, pleading he was not inspecting her body and he wasn't. He had put his clothes on a chair. Stefan was asking himself if it is possible just to do what she had suggested and be naked together in the shower. To be honest he didn't believe it, but he had no idea where she wanted to go if so.

Moments later she was standing right in front of him, looking in his face which leaded into a long fierce kiss and they stumbled their way in the shower. The water was feeling good, her red flesh started quickly to look normal. Stefan was washing the blood and vervain from her body, touching her torso in a very seductive way, but not trying anything. Caroline had never been in a shower with a boy before and she was overwhelmed from the effect, this was getting much faster in a sexual direction than she had thought. After having washed each other's torsos, his lips found easily hers again. He licked over her upper lip and let his tongue slid inside her mouth, their tongues started touching and playing with each other. Their hands were roaming each other's bodies, stroking and discovering them for the first time. Minutes later they were passionately making out under the shower and her blood rush was coming. Stefan began to kiss and nibble down her neck, finally giving the area around her collar bone soft bites. The fight against her blood rush was now irrecoverable lost. Her face vamped out and she gripped his shoulders like a reflex. Should she bite him? The idea was thrilling her mind, but Stefan sensed the change in her attitude. Instantly he shoved her against the wall.

" Caroline, stop it. You didn't want to go there."

She was so surprised that her blood rush was vanishing. He stopped, noticing the change in her face and wrapped his arms around her body.

Caroline felt stupid and didn't know how to find the right words. " I don't know how that works."

" It's okay, Caroline. How what works?"

She couldn't face him. " Sex between vampires? "

He grinned. " I would say the god old fashioned way. You just feel it more intensely like everything else, but we are not going there."

" I didn't mean that."

" What is it? " His hand was stroking gently over her cheek.

" I …I have problems with the vamp part of me….the more we …. the more it ….."

Stefan smiled. She was still the 17 teen year old girl and a newbie vampire.

" You can bury it inside and just focus on the lust, not the bloodlust or you can give in and do what you feel at that moment , but at your home it is too dangerous. Blood isn't so easy to remove. The shower would be okay. But I thought we didn't want to go too far. Am I wrong?"

Caroline doubted what to say and looked into his face. The impact of the moment on her was immense. It had been her idea and she didn't want to stop." Do you want to drink my blood?"

She saw the lust and want in his eyes. Something he was usually hiding, but she saw as well that he was struggling with his answer

" Yes I want to drink your blood and you could drink mine too, but it is still a mix from mostly HB, AB and a little vervain. … Are you sure about that?"

" No, …but I lose control when we kiss and touch. Probably I'm going to bit you. I could barely kiss Matt without losing control."

" It is normal Caroline. It took me years to get control in those situations. The more aroused you are, we are, the more you feel the blood rush. It is too early for you to have control in such a moment. This is the most difficult situation to keep control."

C" I … I don't want to keep control. We are both vampires there is no need to keep control. "

Stefan studied Caroline's face. She seemed to be sure about this, so he nodded and with that she started to kiss him again. Now she was able just to relish the moment with him and her own lust. Their kisses grew needy and hungry like before. His hands tightened their hold around her body. He kissed down her neck, focusing on her carotid artery which was shining through her pale skin. This sight was always so tempting for him and he listened to the beauty of her blood flow. Usually he fought it back and buried it, but this time he let it come, immediately intoxicated from the sensation. His fangs sank into her carotid artery and her blood filled his mouth. He sucked eagerly, savoring every ounce of her blood. She felt lust, bloodlust and this little delicious pain all together. Her own bloodlust had been reawakening too. When she was looking at his shoulder, she gave in, bit and sucked his blood. The sensation was overwhelming at first. She was a messy eater a lot of blood was running down Stefan's body. She moaned while drinking it, but then she stopped, too much vervain for her taste.

" Umm, …I need some blood, the vervain."

As a result Stefan pushed her in a corner of the shower where the water didn't reach her body. He opened the shower door, disappeared for a moment and came back with the other blood bag.

He let her drink the blood, pressing at the bag, but it was too much for her, a lot was running down her body. After a while Stefan put the blood bag aside and licked off the blood around her mouth slowly following the blood trace, getting closer to her breast. When he licked the blood from her breast, she felt the heat inside her whole body spreading out. His hand gave her breast soft squeezes. Then Stefan captured the nipple in his mouth and suckled softly on it. Her nipple hardened and she breathed heavily. He nibbled a moment, finally pursuing the blood with his tongue while tracing his fingers along her side.

When he reached her belly, he shoved her thighs lightly apart. Stefan kneeled in front of her, intoxicated from the blood and view in front of him. He licked the blood from her center and her left thigh with his tongue, not going any further. Caroline gasped and felt her crotch was damping. He wanted so badly to spread her legs and go further, but he didn't. The combination of blood and sex made it even for him after all those years difficult to gain a rest of control.

He stroked with his hand from her lower leg over her tight to her stomach, slightly touching her center on his way. When he tried to stand up, Caroline pushed him forcefully down. Her hand let his head remain inches away from her crotch and then she was tangling his hair. The only thing she sensed was want, not thinking of any consequences. This magnified arousal she felt had taken control over her. Stefan felt his member stiffen, but was still hesitating. He kneeled back down and glanced at her, the water cascading over his back. She parted her legs further and whispered " I'm sure, please." Stefan started to stroke the inside of her tight, still thinking if he should or not. His eyes were locked on her pussy. There was still some blood. He hadn't dared earlier to slide his tongue between her labia to get it all. Besides the blood he saw much of her center and the gleam coming from her juice accompanied with her scent. It was so tempting for him that it made him stop thinking prudently. His hands shoved her lips lightly apart and he dipped his tongue down into her soft skin. The blood and her juices filled his mouth. That produced a shiver throughout Caroline's entire body and she immediately craved for more. She was beyond wet and delicious like he had expected. He licked the area around her pleasure spot to get all of her juice and slowly encircled it. The moment his tongue found her clit, Caroline groaned and writhed, almost losing her balance. Stefan pressed her hips with his hands against the wall to give her hold. She clutched the doorframe from the shower in order to do the same.

As he brushed his tongue back and forth against her clit, slowly increasing the speed, she let out a low groan and her breathing became heavily. He put her left leg above his shoulder and gave her hold as he put his hand under her butt. Moments later he was gently licking her and then he restarted to brush her clit with more pace. He knew exactly what she needed. She moaned in pleasure as she felt one of his fingers sliding inside of her. He waited a moment until her body was adjusted to push his fingers continuously in and out, slowly at first, then increasing the speed as before. Feeling her wet walls made him want to thrust his member into her. She moaned at his simultaneously stimulation and gasped as she felt another finger thrusting in. Caroline was now pushing her hips up against him. He bit down a groan. She wanted more, but Stefan was still varying the stimulation. Quickly licking her and pushing in and out with slowly rubbing her pleasure spot and thrusting his fingers deep into her core. She was getting closer, her body tension, her scent and her heartbeat were telling him that and he wanted to send her over the edge. Thus he pumped his fingers deeper and faster in her core and he pressed against her clit, giving it quick and hard thrusts with his tongue. He felt her body tensing up and her panting became heavily. Moments later he felt her inner walls tighten in waves around his fingers and heard her cry of pleasure.

A little later he pulled his hands gingerly out and his head away from her. They were both panting to get more oxygen into their systems. Her body was still shaking as she watched down. He was kneeling in front of her. The area around his mouth was complete wet and gleamed slightly in the lights of the bathroom. Then for the first time she saw his member, she had felt it before, pressed against her pelvic. Caroline focused it, it was quite impressing. When she found his eyes again, he was smirking. He had followed her view and she blushed a little. He got up and stroked her face. All she could say was " Wow. " He would have loved to continue, but he wasn't sure. They had already crossed the line and it felt too early to go further, but his member was killing him. He wanted so badly feel her. She pulled him closer and kissed the area around his mouth.

"Thank you for this gift."

Note: I'm not a native speaker, so please be nice. It's not so easy.