All characters belong to Stephanie Meyers I just play with them. Thanks to my amazing beta blue eyed ducky. I couldn't do this without. chapter's song is "goodbye" by Miley Cyrus

Bpov (sophomore year)

I'd like to say thing were perfect from that point on but they weren't. Yes, we started dating and at first it was perfect and magical then came Halloween. Alice being the party diva she is, decided to throw a huge Halloween party at her house and invite the whole school. She wanted us all to wear coordinated costumes but we vetoed that idea quick. We decided we wouldn't tell each other our costumes and let it be a surprise that night.

I decided I would stray away from my usual style and dress as Alice from Alice in Wonderland. I had on knee high white socks and a short blue dress with a blonde wig. I was super excited for Edward to see me. I even got high heel Mary Janes, which I was sure I was going to break my neck in.

Around 5 I got ready. I did my make-up, and put on my wig. Charlie was watching a game on T.V. so I bid him a quiet good night and left. I made it out to the red beast and climbed in only for it not to start.

"Damn it, what the hell's wrong now?" Thumping my fist against the steering wheel, I grab my purse and climb out. I contemplate asking Charlie for a ride, but know he's too into whatever sporting event was on T.V.

Searching in my bag for my cell phone I snag it and call Rose for a ride. She answered on the first ring and told me she'd see me in twenty minutes. I sat on the porch wishing Edward wasn't worried too much. Rosalie pulled up in her cherry red convertible she got for her birthday. She was dressed in a long red sequined gown with purple gloves.

"Jessica Rabbit? Where's your red hair?"

"Shut up, I look hot. It's in the back. Dorothy? Or Alice in Wonderland? "

"Alice in Wonderland, if I were Dorothy I'd have a dog. I have my wig and shoes in my bag."

It didn't take long to get to the party. I fixed my wig and put on my heels before going on in. I felt beautiful, sexy, and like I belong next to a guy like Edward. Alice greeted us at the door dressed as Harley Quinn from batman.

"Oh my god guys you look great!"

"Thanks Alice. I feel like I'm going to break my neck in these shoes but I thought Edward would like it"

Brushing past Alice, Rose made her way in. She did a quick boob adjust and fluffed her wig.

"Thanks Ali. I'm going to go find Emmett. I can't wait to see his reaction to this outfit. Who knows maybe we can find him a Rodger Rabbit outfit and..." I stop her with a raised hand.

"I don't need the details of yours and Emmett's kinky brand of sex, Rose."

Rose just giggles, throws a wink in our direction and then saunters off. Shaking my head I turn to Alice.

"Has Edward been down yet? I kind of wanted to surprise him."

"He's still in his room"

I made my way up the stairs. I don't know what I was hoping to find up there but what I walked in on wasn't it.

I opened the door and there was Edward with Tanya. She was only half-dressed and kissing him. I was frozen in place as she pressed her naked breasts against him. I didn't realize I was crying until the tears were dripping off my nose.

"I, uh… I'm sorry to interrupt. I'll just be going now." I turn and run from the room, ignoring the desperate cries for me to stop by Edward. Emmett caught me around the waist just as I reached the porch.

"Whoa, Bella. Slow down. What's wrong? "

"Let me go! I need to leave. I can't be here."

I looked up to see all six foot two of Emmett dressed as Chucky. I smiled before pulling away and wiping my face.

"Edward is in his room with Tanya."

"What? No, he wouldn't do that to you."

"I know what I saw. You can misinterpret them kissing with her half naked."

"Don't worry Bell; I'll take care of it."

Before I can protest, he's called Jasper, dressed as Thor, over with Alice following along behind.

"What's going on Emmett?"

"Bella caught Edward and Tanya the skank upstairs in his room."

Before anyone knew it Emmett and Jasper went charge up the steps towards Edward's room. Not wanting to deal with it anymore, I turn to Alice, wanting a fast escape.

"Alice, can you just take me home?"

"Of course, Bella, let me get my keys."

I heard yelling from Edward's room but ignored it just wanting to escape to my room under my mom's quilt to cry. I was heartbroken. My first love just tore my heart out and stomped on it. The ride home with Alice was silent. I didn't know what to say. When I got in my room all I could do was write my feelings out.

Edward,

If it's not obvious we're over. How could you do this to me? I would have done anything for you. I'm sorry I wasn't willing to have sex with you like Tanya is but I wanted my first time to be special. I thought you understood that. I was happy with you and our relationship. I don't trust people a lot but I trusted you with my heart and you broke it in a million pieces. I told you everything. I told you how I really felt about my mom's death. I told you how scared I am of losing my dad. You played me. You're the last person I thought would ever do this to me. I don't ever want to talk to you again. This was completely unforgivable. You are the biggest asshole ever. Goodbye Edward.

Bella

EPOV (senior year)

Tonight is the night I tell Bella about my plans after graduation. I've decided to get a job and wait for Bella to graduate so we can go to college together. Bella decided not to tell me her costume just saying I wouldn't recognize her. I was going to be a zombie football player. I went in the bathroom to finish my make-up when I heard my bedroom door.

"Hey baby. I'll be out in a minute." When I finish applying my blood I came out to find Tanya sitting on my bed in her bra and panties.

"Whoa what the tell Tanya!"

"I came to see you and thought we could have fun."

"Tanya I'm with Bella now. Get out of my room."

"Come on Edward. You know you want me. Remember all the good times we had. You don't want that little girl. You want an experienced woman to please you."

"Get out. We are long over. I'm happy with Bella. Put some clothes on and get out of my room."

She unhooks her bra and walks towards me. "You know you still want my body." She throws her bra across the room pushing me on my bed kissing me. I didn't even hear Bella come in until she spoke up. The look on her face was heart breaking.

"Bella wait! Tanya get the fuck off me!"

"Let her go Edward. You know we belong together."

"No we don't Tanya! I don't want you! I want her and because of you, I've probably lost her! Shit!"

I didn't think it could get worst until my best friend and brother came storming in my room.

"What the fuck Edward, how could you?!" Emmett said pushing me against the wall.

"Tanya I think you should get dressed and leave" Jasper commented while handing her the clothes she took off.

"Whatever. You just screwed up your second chance with me Edward." Tanya got dressed and proceeded to leave my room and leave me with two angry guys.

"Guys chill, I need to go after Bella."

"She's gone bro. Alice drove her home. You need to leave her alone. "

"Yeah dude how could you do that Bella and with Tanya of all people?"

"I didn't. I was in my bathroom when I came out she was here."

"That doesn't mean you had to fuck her. Damn bro when Rosie finds out she's going to cut your balls off."

"I didn't fuck her. She took off her bra and pushed me on the bed and kissed me."

Next thing I know there's a high heel being swung at my head. As it made contact with my cheek I knew I was fucked.

"Shit Jasper; grab her before she seriously hurts him."

"Jasper let me go! That bastard deserves to get his ass kicked! Did you see the way Bella looked when Alice took her home? She's fucking devastated. "

"Rosalie relax, we'll take care of him."

"You better."

She walked out the door after Emmett punched me in the face. I didn't feel it though. My heart hurt much more than any punch to the face. I knew somewhere the girl who owned my heart was crying.

I barely slept that night. I kept trying to call Bella but it just went to voicemail. I woke up early hoping to catch Bella before class but she never came to school. I was surprised at lunch to see Bella at our table. I sat down at our table but she never looked up.

"Bella, can we talk? Please?"

She just slides a note across the table and left. As I read it I realized I lost Bella and my heart shattered.

Goodbye Bella.