Chapter two

. "Do you know where he is?" she said siting on her shaking hands "No…I was hoping you? Would since you and Eric are the first on his who im going to kill list" Pam shivered "I don't know and I don't Wanna, I need to get to Eric before He does." Keep an eye on the bar and if he shows up don't hesitate to kill his ass I don't care how you do it just make sure you do… I won't be long" she said and once again tornadoed into the darkness.

The Stackhouse estate was empty and Pam feared the worse. Not for Sookie but for her maker. She burst through the Door calling his name; there was no reply she searched the basement, the upstairs and then her attention turned to Sookie's room, the door was firmly shut, pam put her ear to the door. Nothing. She causously opened the door and breathed out a heavy sigh of relief, reason being if they had been fucking Pam would have probably killed Sookie and that wouldn't end well for her. The relief she felt suddenly turned to worry 'where the fuck is he' she thought to herself frantically. She got out and her cell phone and dialled for Bill. 'Bill? There not here?' bill cut her off "there at moon goddess emporium" he stammered out Eric's war cry clouded the phone and she was cut off.

"Fuck" she spat and yet again scurried off into the night.

When she arrived, it was full tilt madness. Eric had Bill on the ground; they were both baring fangs and he was ready to stake him, Pam intervened immediately and in the blink of an eye she was in front of Eric trying to get the stake out of his hand. "Eric snap the fuck out of it" she stammered under his weight, Sookie screamed and Pam's vision shot in the faeries direction, Pam was distracted a second one split second; then felt the sickly red hot sensation round her heart; the world around her went to black.

Sookie's POV:

It was like slow motion, one minute Pam was there, next minute she was a puddle of her own blood. I looked at Eric who then jumped at Bill. "NO MORE!" I cried a burst of power coming from my hands heading full speed at Eric. He looked dazed and I could see it all coming back to him our nights together, everything. It was then Eric looked at me shock filling his features then he looks at Bill whose attention is elsewhere. On the blood and guts that is spewed on the floor like tomato soup, his eyes seem to follow my view confusion then guilt taking over his features he suddenly he cries out and drops to his knees. He was grief stricken it was like godric all over again.

Pam:

Pam came to in the woods shivering and naked 'what the fuck?" she thought to herself she had no memory of what had just happened. She remembered the moon goddess emporium, Bill and Eric's fighting…Russell and then just nothing. She tried reconnecting the bond her and Eric had left but something was blocking her out, Pam felt sudden and unexpected surge of vulnerability and began to wail the salty tears ran into her mouth and down her cheeks, 'salty tears?' she thought wiping them and looking at her index finger her eyes met a clear dot of water, "what the fuck" this time she said it out loud still shaking her voice dry. Pam began walking towards… nowhere she just kept walking through the woods, at one point she attempted to run but it didn't have its usual… effect and it hurt her feet, Pam looked up at the moon and tried the walking again, her legs shook and gave way. And the rain started "shit!" she spat triple lindieing to the ground…

When she woke up the rain had stopped; the sun was starting to dawn over the horizon and the sound of a car rolling up caught pams ears, had she really fallen asleep outside of the Stackhouse estate? Turned out she hadn't been as far out as she thought. She caught sight of Sookie's blonde hair bouncing out of the car and starting towards the steps, the faerie soon closed the door behind her. Pam sprung to her feet; limped towards the white paint peeling house, and suddenly lost all will, she ran towards that yellow door and thumped on that mother like her life depended on it, which it kinda did. Sookie's was the last place Pam wanted to be but Eric was in there and she had to see him. 'Alright im coming' Sookie's voice floated down the hall towards the door pam could see her figure through the little bit of glass there was. She heard the deadbolt unlock and the door gave way, the faeries eyes widened "Pam?" Sookie said looking confused 'but how' ' can I come in yes or fucking no because the suns coming up and im fucking freezing, pick now im running out of time' Sookie nodded still staring at her. Pam entered the house in silence and turned to face the faerie, She wasn't afraid to be naked. One of the many things she and Eric had in common. 'So where is he' Pam said glaring at her 'where's who?' Sookie said gently 'don't fuck with me Sookie, Eric he was staying with you remember I know his here' 'wait pam' Sookie interrupted 'do you remember what happened to you?' Sookie said looking genuinely confused 'should I' Pam replied with a frown of frustration 'Pam you died, I mean that was it, how the hell are you…' "I don't know I mean, I felt a pain in my heart, I saw black and then I woke up in the woods" pam said looking her up and down, Sookie suddenly rounded on her with a knife; searing her arm. "You fucking bitch" pam spat the scorned rage burning within her soon turned to confusion when Sookie hastily grabbed her wounded wrist; looking closely at it; studying it.

'Pam what the hell happened to you…you're human' Sookie said 'what do you mean im human…' pam said but was interrupted by the feeling of Sookie putting her to hands to either side of her head. Pam watched the faerie again, starting to feel the anger well up inside, and after a short time Sookie let go; tumbling back… '…pam…Russell' Sookie chocked out "I don't Wanna talk about him so don't fucking bring him up again…understand? Pam said biting her nails, Sookie nodded in understanding. "Know where the fuck is Eric?" Pam asked placing a hand on her hip, "downstairs, but I wouldn't" Sookie stuttered out, Pam didn't need to be told twice she took to the cubby hole and started down the stairs. She soon was met by the sight of Eric. "Is it you are you back?" She said dryly, god she needed a drink, 'His back was facing her but as soon as she spoke he had slid off his bed to stand and in the blink of an eye she was wrapped in the warmth of his embrace. His cold arms wrapped around her holding her as if she would shatter into millions of tiny splinters. 'I killed… you met the true death' he stammered 'you did but it's okay im okay…Eric im right hear…im fine she said hugging him tighter, Sookie cleared her throat, Pam hadn't even realised the faerie had followed her the down stairs, she would have if she were still a vampire. 'Pam erm here are some clothes…I thought you might be feeling a little embarrassed since you're… Naked? And your abilities aren't as active as they normally are', Sookie tossed her a white frilly dress 'Thanks?' pam said sliding the stringy dress over her head. 'Hey maybe we should get bill to find Russell I mean his probably after Pam since she's well...' 'No!' Pam said sharply don't get bill, his got enough on his plate right now, but hey you're welcome to go and find