Chapter 2- Sick
KS He thinks I'm ugly. Why does that bother me so much? Why can't I stop thinking about that damn rat? I hate him! He's my enemy! So...why do I care about him so much? Why can't I stop thinking about him? Could it be that...I like him? No! Its impossible! No matter what, I'll never fall for him. Never.
YS Kyo's sick. A fever. Tohru made him stay home. I guess I don't feel so good ever. All night I thought of those words I said to him. Ugly. Ugly. Ugly. The exact oppisite of Kyo. In fact...I'm the ugly one. All those horrid,dark thoughts swirling around my mind. Ugly. Even though I may look okay on the outside, my heart is black and rotten. Ugly. Even though I like Kyo...I still hurt him...I still mock him...I still hate him. Ugly.
I hate him. Because if I let myself love him...it'll be over. He'll never come near me again. So...even if he hates me. Even if I hate him. I'll stay here. Hate and love keep close company, after all.
KS Yuki's sick too. Tohru made us both stay in bed. I hate being near him. Even now...I can almost sense him across the hall. So close. Impossible to reach. When I'm near him...I get those weird feelings. Those feelings I know I shouldn't have. Those feelings I'm trying to fight. I'm scared...that if I get any closer...I'll not be able to fight those feelings anymore. That I'll fall for him. No matter what, that can never happen. Never.
Never.
YS What am I doing here? I can't be here. So why am I standing in his room? Thank goodness he's asleep. Kyo looks a lot happier when he's asleep. He's got a sweet half smile on his face. I wonder whats making him smile? I wonder what makes him so happy he'd smile so tenderly? I wish I could make him smile...that would be...
"Yuki..." Kyo mumbled in his sleep." I...love...you..."
What? I must have heard wrong. This...is impossible. He can't love me. He can't! Its impossible! So...why did he say my name? Why? Kyo...loves...me?
Kyo stirs in his sleep. I rush out not wanting him to know that I'd been there. He can't ever know. He can't know...that I love him...
I love you, Kyo.
End.
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