"Why do you cry,Shinya?" His hand brushed against my cheek, wiping away a tear.

I was crying? I guess so. I cuddled into his chest, my hand tracing the tattoo on his neck.

"Shinya, look at me.." He took my chin in hand and forced me to look into his eyes. "Why do you cry? " He spoke softly, his eyes looking into mine intently,searching for answers. It was in this moment I decided to act. I moved closer, my lips barely an inch from his. I whispered "Because I never thought you would agree to this, Kyo. " I kissed him hard. He appeared taken aback at my action.

I grab a hold of his wrists and bite his lip, tugging gently at it. I feel him squirm beneath me. I let go after the metallic taste of blood touches my tongue. I look down at him. His eyes blank. Blood pooled on the pillow next to his head. The flesh on his face was flaking off. I looked down in horror. Fear gripped my chest. What was this? What happened?

He deteriorated under me. His flesh flaking off and bones turned to dust. All the while I could still hear his whisper, "Why do you cry? Why do you cry? Why do you cry?" and then a change.. "Why are you not running yet?" I looked to my side where the voice was most prominant. It was there I saw him, standing,his flesh half gone and his face torn to shreds, blood spilled down his chest from a large open wound on his neck. Maggots squirmed in and out of his eyesockets and his jaw hung half off his skull. He held one of his arms by the humurus in his other hand. He pointed it at me and spoke "You should run, before I do to you what you did to me."

I sat up abruptly, a cold sweat over my skin. I looked around the room to see Toshiya sleeping like a rock in the other bed. My eyes glanced at the clock, Only 3:38 in the morning. A bad dream. Just a bad dream. My mind was whirring with the image of Kyo. His perfect form mangled, and all the blood. "I need to stop watching our music videos.." I spoke aloud to try and calm myself.

I lie back down, but I'm wide awake now. Sleep is something that I just couldnt catch now. Not after that. I sigh and lean over to my bag on the floor. My ipod.. where did ya go? I shuffle around in the bag a little bit longer before giving up. It wasnt worth it, And I didnt want to wake Toshiya. I grab my book and the booklight from the bag. Might as well. My mother gave it to me as a birthday present. I just never bothered to read it. No better time I suppose. It was Romeo and Juliet, Revised. To be in modern america between rival gangs.

Would anyone believe that I saw myself and Kyo to be somewhat like Romeo and Juliet? Though I couldn't imagine Kyo in a ballgown,actually, i could, but that's not the point... I could see everyone rejecting us should he feel the same towards me. Kaoru always tries to push family on us. We are together more often than we are with our blood family. He just misses the connection I think. Daisuke would tease me endlessly. And I couldnt imagine what it would do to our fanbase if they found out. And all those girls.. pissed off.. because I perfer men and Kyo is no longer availible. However.. they do write those fanfictions..

I lay the book down. Only into the second chapter. My imagination ran with these different scenarios. Kyo in an elaborate gown at the palace ball. Me saving him from the bad guys like in these video games and comics. Though.. Im not sure I could stand wearing superman's uniform.

A few more hours had passed and I finaly decided to get out of bed. Hopefully Kyo's severed arm wouldnt reach from under the bed and grab my ankle. Reaching down I pick up my clothes then stumble over Toshiyas things which were scattered around the room.

"Dammit!" I said rather loudly after having stepped on something. Felt like cellphone charger. I walk into the bathroom, being careful to not step on anything else. I shut the door and look in the mirror. I looked like a mess. Sighing, I pulled off my pajamas and folded them neatly on the counter. My mind still saw Kyo dead below me. I turn on the shower and step in, goosebumps popping up all over my skin, I shiver. "Cold. Very cold." I play with the knob trying to turn it to hot. "Yieee!" i squeak as the water turns extremely hot very fast.

I hopped out of the shower quickly and looked at it. The evil contraption spraying hot water down into the empty tub. I toyed with the knob until the water was just hot enough that it was nicer than before. "This doesnt bode well for the day ahead.." I sigh and squeeze some shampoo from the bottle into my hand.