Tris was dancing with Christina and laughing. Only, that couldn't be Tris, Tris was dead. When the girl who was pretending to be tris looked at me, she had the same hair and small structure but her eyes were different. This girls eyes were dark brown. She still looked almost exactly like tris.

I made my way over still surprised as ever.

"You must be Tobi-" she starts but Christina stops her by shaking her head, "I mean, you must be Four!" She corrects herself.

"Yeah," I say, "who are you?"

"Tiffany, I'm new to town. I was apart of an experiment in Dallas that had failed."

I nod my head, I still can't believe that she looks almost exactly like Tris. I look at Christina and she nods at me knowing what I was going to ask her.

"You look a lot like someone I used to know, Tiffany," I say looking her over. Everything, with the exception of her eye color, looked like Tris and I couldn't believe it.


I was soon home, sitting alone. On the mantle of the fire place had a picture of Tris. I normally would stare at it and think of how stupidly brave she could be, but not tonight. Tonight I thought about what she would think looking down on me if I asked Tiffany out.

I couldn't do that though.

It was too soon.

Was it?

Thinking this over gave me a headache so I took some medication and went to sleep.


"There is a reason she left them, Lauren," I say,"What is your name?"

"Um..." she hesitates as I glance into her eyes.

"Think about it," I say with a small smile curing up my lips, "you don't get to pick again."

"Tris." She says with confidence and a firm voice.

I smile, unable to resist as Lauren announces Tris to the rest of the group that had formed to watch the jumpers.


I jolt awake. I hate having that dream of when I first met Tris. It brings back too many happy memories now that she is gone.

The last thing I said to her burns in my mind.

"I love you, too," I say, "I'll see you soon."

I just wish that the next time I had saw her wasn't in her coffin.


A/N: quote pages- 1st set: Divergent, page 60

2nd set: Allegiant, page 432