I'm not afraid anymore
(YURI WARNING)
She stared at me as if I was about to get my head torn off…"Have…You used that power before…?" She could barely get those words out of her mouth, her apple dropped into the dirt. "I'm sorry…I'm not from this time line." The words were hard to get out; it burned my chest as I held back the tears. "Am I the only one who knows this?" Kyouko attempted to calm herself but she was clearly shaking. "Yes…I'm…Trying to save Madoka…" As soon as I knew it, I was staring at the apple in the dirt. "Does…She not make it? What about the others? What…About me?" She looked the other way. "She's died…Ten times already. Mami..She's already dead as of tonight and Sayaka turned into a magical girl just a few minutes ago... And you…You've only died once so far." I sighed deeply. Why am I letting my secrets out right now? "I see…Sayaka….She wished for that boy to be better didn't she? I'm so jealous…" Kyouko kicked her apple back and forth. She never mentioned herself that night. She ran away after finding about Sayaka.
I went to school late the next day. I could care less; I mean I've seen everything already before…But after messing with the time loop and talking to Kyouko things weren't right. Small things like different people walking in the hallway but it didn't worry me. I walked up to Madoka; expecting her to run away but she didn't. "I'm sorry for the other day." I tried not to look into her eyes; I knew that scared her. "Oh…It's fine. I should be sorry. You saved me and I was so rude. I should be apologizing to you!" She smiled a bit. "I…." Complete shock. That's all I can explain. She's never said more that "Um" or "Please go away" in every single time loop. What's going on? "I'm…Sorry I've been so strange to you. I don't mean any harm…Can I talk to you more like this…?" I tried to keep my cool, like breaking out a creepy smile would not help me in a situation like this. "Sure! I should make up being so rude to you anyway." She looked at me, into my eyes. She wasn't scared of me anymore. I could cry my eyes out right now; I'm so happy. I didn't hold myself back; I hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear "Can I talk to you about something after school then?"
Thank you guys SO much for the reviews! I don't know why but I was shaking in from being so nervous I didn't know if people would like this or not but I only received positive feedback! I'm sorry if this chapter isn't as emotional as the last one, I was really trying to make it perfect last time but I really hope you enjoyed this chapter!
