This one goes out to Delish because they were the only one who reviewed my first viggie.
The song is from the soundtrack to the TV show 'The Heights'. It's called How Do You Talk To An Angel?
ANGEL
I hear her voice in my mind
I know her face by heart
Tahiri's been my best friend for over five years now. I know everything about her; what she likes, what she doesn't like, why she won't wear shoes…and I tend to forget sometimes. It's not that I don't care it's just that I've…
…been busy. That's what he always tells me. He's been busy. I don't ask for much from my best friend, just a holo every now and again to let me know he's alive. Anakin's convinced that he had to be the new Jedi hero….
Heaven and earth are moving in my
soul
I don't know where to start
Tahiri's changed so much since the last time I saw her. She's grown up. I can't think of any other way to describe it. She's not a girl anymore. What am I saying? Of course she's still a girl! Oh here I go again. I just can't seem to think straight around her anymore. I take one look at those beautiful green eyes and my mind…
I'm not sure I like the way Anakin is looking at me right now. I mean, if it weren't him, it wouldn't be so weird. I've gotten these looks before, from some of the other Jedi apprentices, and I never really minded. But with Anakin, it's different…He's my best friend and I told myself a long time ago that it was never going to be more than that.
Is it?
Tell me the words to define
The way I feel about someone so fine
This is too weird. I mean, it's Tahiri. I
can't be falling for her, can I? No. And even if I was, it wouldn't feel like
this. I would be able to talk to the girl I'm falling for. I would have this
connection with her. I would think that she was the most beautiful creature the
Force ever created. I would think she was….Tahiri.
I'm falling for Tahiri.
How do you talk to an angel
How do you hold her close to where you are
How do you talk to an angel
It's like trying to catch a falling star
I never thought I'd say this, but Anakin's starting to scare me. He's acting so
different around me now, like he has something to hide. And it really doesn't
help that he won't talk to me anymore. I wish I knew what I did to make him
back away from me. I wish he knew that whatever happened, he could talk to me.
Wait a minute…he does know that!
At night I dream that she is there
And I can feel her in the air
I'm not sure if I can take this anymore. She's so close and yet, I can't seem to find the guts to tell her how I really feel about her. I think she's starting to suspect something. Oh, sithspit! She's coming right for me!
Tell me the words to define
The way I feel about someone so fine
I guess it was a good thing I decided to take matters into my own hands. I knew that Anakin was never going to tell me what was wrong unless I confronted him.
"Anakin Solo! You turn around and talk to me right now!"
It was an amusing sight to see Anakin sheepishly turn around. I wanted to smile, but I knew if I did, that I would lose my resolve for finding out what the problem was.
"Anakin, we've been best friends now for over five years. You know that you can talk to me about anything. Why won't you talk to me?"
Silence.
"Anakin," I pleaded, "talk to me! Tell me what's going on in that-"
I couldn't believe I was doing this. I hadn't spoken two words to Tahiri since I realized that I was in love with her and now I'm kissing her! I pulled away and braced myself for the slap.
"Oh." Tahiri breathed.
I opened my eyes. "Oh?"
She smiled. "You should've told me a lot sooner."
I smiled
and kissed her again.
How do you talk to an angel
How do you hold her close to where you are
How do you talk to an angel
It's like trying to catch a falling star