A/N: I had no idea where I was going with this story, but while I was watching the show I came to see something different. So, I regret to inform you that it will NOT end the way you think it will. But I hope you enjoy it anyway.
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Along with her feelings of love for Andrew came feelings of guilt.
Monica had always known that angels had free will, it was how God had created everybody, angels and humans alike. But with that free will came the responsibility of consequences to your actions. It didn't mean that you could live your life the way you wanted without changing situations and the lives of those around you. Even angels who made their own decisions impacted the hearts of other angels that they loved.
Sometimes hurting them. Sometimes worrying the. Sometimes losing them to their own selfish desires.
Monica had learnt that the hard way. More than once.
Angels had been created by God for a purpose. The serve in heaven with the father. They had not been sent down to earth to fall in love with humans. The giants on the earth in Noah's day had made that mistake and lost the privilege of serving God when they'd materialised into humans to have intercourse with the women on the earth. Once Noah had built the ark the giants had shed their human bodies, God didn't want them with him anymore. They were not pure, but slaves to their own desires and not the desires of God.
So they became angels on the opposite side.
"You look sad, Monica," Andrew observed. "What's on your mind?"
Monica shook her head but remained silent. How could she explain to him that her heart was torn between her love for him and her love for God? It was impossible to have both. You could not slave for two masters. The bible said so. Monica's heart was a slave to her flesh, to her heart, whenever she thought of Andrew in any way that wasn't completely pure.
It pained her greatly knowing that she was hurting the father every time she looked at Andrew through the eyes of human desires. How could she change her feelings?
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"God gave you a heart, angel girl." Tess explained, knowing full well how her precious friend was feeling. "He wanted you to love with it."
Monica turned to Tess with eyes full of tears. "But how can I do that when I have feelings for Andrew."
Tess wrapped her arm around her shoulders, pulling her close. "When humans feel pain, where do they turn, angel baby?"
"God," she answered without pause.
"So, where does an angel turn when she has disappointed herself?"
"God," she replied.
Tess smiled and hugged the angel tighter.
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"Father in heaven, I don't know what to do. I know that I am disappointing you. I don't know what to do with my feelings for Andrew. Forgive me. Forgive me because I feel more like a human being than I ever have before. Please, Father tell me what to do."
Monica closed her eyes and listened to the words of her master.
She was suddenly reminded of the words she once said to Andrew.
You're a servant of God before your own heart.
Monica felt an overwhelming sense of peace wash over her. Holy Spirit.
Suddenly she knew what the right thing to do was.
Back with Tess and Andrew, Monica, she asked to speak to Andrew.
"I adore you," she admitted. "You have a good heart and I love you but I love God more."
"Me too," Andrew smiled, hugging her.
Monica knew that everything was going to be okay. Her treasures were in heaven with God. The Father. The Almighty. Jehovah. And she told herself, as Tess had once told her, that even Angels can lose their way for a while. But when a heart is truly repentant and desperate to do things God's way, mercy is shown and love for God is immeasurable and everlasting.
A/N: I didn't expect it to turn out this way, but it did. It's the way it goes, I suppose. Please, leave a review and tell me if you hate it or whether it still was worth the read.