A/N: Another upload!? In one day!? yep :D thanks for the great response on the last part! love you

I read the letter at least three times, before quickly pulling out a sheet of white paper, and a pen.

To my best friend:
I thought I was doing a good job of concealing it, but obviously I
wasn't. There had been so many confused thoughts spinning in
my head, constantly. I know you said you're always here for me,
and I appreciate that, I'm just not sure if I can verbally tell you, just
yet, I still need to work it all out in my mind. I'm glad that you
can read my eyes so well, I still haven't mastered the perfection
that are your choclate ones, but-

I stopped writing there. 'the perfection that are your choclate ones'. Would he find that creepy? He complimented me a lot, but I was pretty sure it was all platonic. I didn't think he felt that way for me, and I don't want to make him feel uncomfortable.. I decided to scratch that part out.

the perfection that are your choclate ones, but- it's nice to know
I suck at keeping secrets. Maybe I'll tell you soon, but thanks for
being here, and really, it's not your fault.
-Phil

I tip-toed out of the comfort of my room, sticking the folded paper in between his door and the floor boards.