I was wondering if anyone would ask about Johnny Jr because I really didn't think about that when I was writing. Nobody knows Johnny Jr yet, I mean none of the greasers. Remember how I said Cherry was the mother to Kendie, Faye, and Johnny Jr.? Well I think you get the point but he's in this chapter.

I'm really glad you guys like this, I hope it kind of makes up for the other outsiders one I wrote that I'll probably delete!

Thanks for the reviews!

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I tossed and turned all night until Kendie came in and told me to shut up or he'd duct tape my mouth shut. Kendie really is a sweetheart he just likes to act tough, which I guess is okay since he takes after my uncle more than my dad. I couldn't sleep so I just got up and sat in the livingroom watching movies. My came into the livingroom.

"Hey, why are you up so early?" he asked. He was getting ready for work and it was four in the morning.

"Can't sleep" I told him, he nodded.

"You ain't worried about your mother are you?" he asked.

"Only a little" I told him. He sat next to me on the couch and hugged me.

"You need to get away, this atmosphere is too much for you" he said. I looked at him.

"Yeah, where would I go?" I said miserably.

"You can go to Uncle Darry's house" I shook my head immediatly.

"Why not?" he asked.

"He's cruel and so is his son, both hardheaded, unhappy people" I said. My dad laughed.

"Well, I'll call around see if there's anyplace you can go" my father said.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------that night-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I ended up going to my uncle Soda's house. He was always nice and so was Joey. I just about had enough when they asked me, for the 30th time, if I was okay.

"I'm fine, stop asking me" I snapped.

"Well, I know what its like" Joey said. I started at him.

"You have no idea what it's like Joey you didnt even know your mom, and she didnt run away from you!" I shouted and ran out the door. I had picked up my running ability from my dad. I ran all the way to the lot where my dad had spent a lot of time, only to be greeted by a whole bunch of socs.

"Oh God" I complained. To top the night off.

"Hey, thats the girl that punched Marissa isnt it?" one asked. They surrounded me. I didnt really care, they could beat me to a pulp if they wanted to, it would only make them feel good for a while. After that they'd have to find something else to do. I looked around at them. They were big, and I had no chance against them, so why wasn't I afraid? That's when I heard Joey, then Mitchy, Russ, Kendie, Johnson, Kyle, Flip, and Joel. They were followed by my Uncle Soda, Uncle Darry, and my dad. For whatever reason those soc's werent scared. They just punched and kicked until they saw a silver car drive up. That stopped most of them. A womans voice stopped the rest. I figured I had punched at least one of them.

"JASON KNOCK IT OFF! RANDY STOP YOUR SON!" the woman shouted. I turned and looked at her. She looked just like me. She got out of the car slowly, followed by a boy.

This boy was tall dark and handsome. He had black hair as far as I could tell and he looked real tough. His voice was deep and threatning when he asked.

"Leave her alone, who are you guys to beat up a girl?"

He looked dangerous, and I felt both safe and scared at the same time as I stared at his beauty. My dad walked over slowly.

"Pony?" the woman asked. How did she know his name?

"Come on Faye, you've gotten yourself into enough trouble" my dad said. He guided me away but I couldn't move my eyes from the woman or the boy standing next to her. I would guess he was at least 6'2 but I didnt know how tall the woman was so I couldnt really get a good guess.

"Pony wait!" the woman shouted, running after my dad. My dad let go of my arms and pulled the woman away. While they were "talking" the boy came over by me.

"Are you alright?" he asked, now that I looked, he had black eyes too.

"Um yeah" I said, he could take the deepest secrets out of anyone soul.

"I'm Johnny" He said holding out his hand. "Well, Johnny Jr. technically, I'm named after my father"

"Faye" I said simply. He looked over to the guys, most of them were glaring at him. Probably for ruining their fun.

"They're pretty cruel sometimes, personally I think Marissa had it coming to her" he said, still looking away.

"She did, I don't just hit people for the fun of it" I said. Kendie walked over shoved Johnny away.

"We don't need your rich boy sympathy" he said. Kendie started pulling on my arm.

"Kendie that was completly unnessasary" I said, he looked at me, his eyes filled with hatred.

"He's the reason mom left Faye" he said. I stared at him.

"What are you stupid or something? That woman is our mom, come on she looks just like you" he said. We had gotten by dad by that time. My mom and dad got quiet.

"You know what, we can defend ourselves, get your rich kid and his rich kid friends, get in your rich car and go back to your rich house. Don't bother us anymore" Kendie said. Then he started pulling me away again, back to our house.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------At the house---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"Why did you have to act like that Kendie? They were just trying to be nice!" I shouted. He looked at me, the hatred in his eyes was replaced by sadness.

"Faye, you cry in the middle of the night because you wish she wouldn't have left. You fight with yourself, with the imaginary her, telling her all the things you can't say to her in real life, that kills us. She broke you. You're like a fragile china doll and she dropped you and you shattered to peices. She cant just decide to come and save you just like that when she hasn't even gotten to know you. Sure, it wasn't planned that way at all, but she should have left as soon as she saw you. She shouldn't have pulled dad away and tried to get him to understand and to lie for her. That kid you were talking to.." I cut him off.

"Johnny" I said

"Johnny, whatever, thats her son, the reason she didn't stay with us. It was much more important to buy a big house and fancy car and raise him on the rich side of town then to stay here with us" that was the Kendie I knew. The sweet one that cared so much about everybody that he'd give every organ in his body to save his friends. That was my brother.

"Why'd you run away from Uncle Soda's house?" he asked.

"I got tired of everybody asking if I was okay" I said, he nodded, then sent me to bed. I stared out my window for hours.

I could pretend I was okay, I could tell everyone I was okay, I could act tough. But when it came to showing my feelings and talking about it, I was quiet. The truth was I was never okay, I wouldn't ever be okay. Kendie said it all, being rich was more important to her then being part of a family and that's why she ran away.

That night I cried myself silently to sleep.

Kendie's words rang true in my mind:

I was a fragile china doll. She dropped me and I shattered.