A/N: Hey guys sorry it took me so long! I had a little writers' block and then wrote this entire chap in like a day (along with a million things going on as well). Then after I wrote all and reread it-along with my sis who has an awesome Bamon fic as well- I got stuck again. But after I read the update of RockerChick08's AWESOME story approperately called Bamon, I decided to post! I might repost and delete the scene at the manor (you'll understand once you read), so tell me if I should leave it or not. Also thanks SOOO much with all the AWESOME reviews and supporting this story! Sorry if it doesn't show what happs next, but I have a feeling that you're going to like this one. *hint hint it's Damon's POV meaning you're gonna love it*. Oh and RockerChick/her stor "Bamon" are the detication this chap. Read her stories if you haven't already! You're gonna love them! So anyways, PLEEEEASE review and tell me if I should repost or leave it as is! Now on with the show! Enjoy!

Oh, one more thing, I forgot to tell you guys that, that part with Bonnie/Damon when they were like, "You tried to kill me", and he was like, "But I didn't that's got to count for something" or something very simular, that's from the upcoming episodes of VD. Eeeep can't wait! Also one more thing then I'll let you go, should I add Ben (new dude that comes liking to Bonnie and I personally think he's a vamp) to this fic? If I do there's gonna be a certain twist. Don't worry, the twist is oing to bring Bamon closer together. That's all I'm saying, so please tell me and enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Vampire Diaries! The talented L.J. Smith and the CW (not as so talented but having VD and SPN on is pretty awesome). If I did I wouldn't be writing these things! I would somehow make Damon and Stefan alive and have them be my slaves! So obviously I don't! Man I hate these things!

Damon's POV:

You're a vampire! A blood sucking, murdering, devilishly and eternally handsome,vampire! You do not get attached! I kept telling myself as I flew down as a crow (my favorite animal to transform as) to and see that wondeful body of that beautiful witch sitting on her bed. I looked closely and noticed that she was looking at pictures. Her stunning and radiant smile beamed throughout my dead, but good looking body. My vampire self hated how this human made me feel so…so human. That was something I never thought would ever happen after I turned.

I knew there was a good part of me somewhere, but after what I became and what happened with Katherine, I told myself that this was the only life I should live: eat and do whatever I want, not caring if there's like a moral "code" or something. Then she came along. I remembered her being so sweet and inoccent, but also tough and strong. She didn't even care if I was vampire. I sighed, at the memory.

Flashback:

"Day-day come push me! Come push me!" my percetant little witch said while tugging on my arm the hardest she could go.

"How many times have I told you not to call me that?" I said annoyed as I let her drag me to the swings in "Mystic Park". "I let you off the hook more than anyone else, but there's a limit!"

"Fine." She said discruntally. "But you can't stop me from calling you 'Dammie'. Now push me! I'm not getting any younger you know."

I smiled as I put her on the swing and pushed her. "That'll do I guess. But why can't you call me something orginal or cool?"

"Because sometimes doing something corny or obvious is good. Especially when there's alot of unnormal stuff in your life. You gotta have a little viraity. Plus, you already think you're 'cool' enough that if we add any more fuel to the fire your giant ego will explode and I'll have to be the one who cleans the mess up."

I smiled and giggled at that. The back of my mind reminded me that Damon Salvitore doesn't 'giggle' or even smile. He smirks and laughs at his prey who tries to get away. He doesn't giggle. But at that time I didn't listen to that part. I ingored it and went on with what I was doing. I let her make me feel 'human', or whatever it was that filled where my heart once was. During that time being with her and taking care of her, it made me think that I could be change.

"Why would you have to clean it up? If that happened to me, I would just runaway and not take the responsibility."

"Well, first that's becuase I'm more mature than you. Besides if I didn't who would? Let's face it, I'm the only person that can put of with you, therefore the only one who would do something for you. I am you're only friend."

"Ouch." I pretended to be hurt. "How old are you again?"

"Seven. You know that. Why do you ask?"

"Just making sure. Normal seven year olds don't say words like 'therefore' and 'mature'."

"That's because I'm not normal, and proud of it. Now stop talking and more pushing. For a vampire you push like a girl!"

"Hey, I was just making sure you it's enough for you to handle. I could push you all the way across the park with the swing if I wanted to."

"Really? 'Cause you're sure not showing it! Push stronger! I want to see my house from here!"

You're just going to let that little witch boss you around? The back of my mind kept telling me as I pushed stronger for her. A while after I was welcomed in Bonnie's life, I decided not to listen to the monster part of myself anymore. Before that was the only part of me to listen to. I convinced myself that that was the only way of "living" I could do. Since I've been hanging out with her, I changed my mind and convinced myself that that wasn't the only choice I had. The other was to become a "good" vampire, I dare say it, like Stefan. Ugh, I said it.

I looked at my watch and realized that we had to go, or else Tibuta would kill me. "Okay, kiddo, it's been a few minuties as I promised. We have to go, or else you're grams will hurt me with her little "voddoo" magic." I said as I stopped pushing.

"But I wanna stay! I barely spend time with you today!"

"I'll tell you what, if you want me to stay with you so badly, I'll try to convince Tibuta."

"Yay! Now carry me!"

"You know that my speed makes you dizzy. Plus I took my car."

"I like it anywas, and you can always come back for it. Besides you're vampire, you don't need a car."

"Fine. Little miss 'I get everything I want'." I said as I picked her up.

"You say that like it's bad thing." She said trying to do my famous smirk.

"Well, you better hold on." I said then ran to Tibuta's front porch. Then I knocked on her door. I was invited in, so I could just barge in but she hated when I did that. With her little magic powers, she was not the person to mess with.

She opened the door as I put Bonnie down. "Damon, just on time."

"Yep, and she's in one peice. As I promise."

"Grams, we were wondering if Damon could stay here for a little bit. Going to a boring movie, and spending two minutes at a cold park, isn't enough."

"Hey, you said you liked the park when it snows." I said as I looked down at her.

"Not the point." She turned to me to say, then turned back to her grams. "Please Grams."

Grams smiled at her. "Sure he can, but only for a little bit."

"Great! Come on Damon." She said as she grabbed my hand as we walked inside the house.

***

"Ha! I took your king!" the little persisent witch exclaimed as she grabbed my king from the chess board. "I'm going to beat you!"

"Hey, just because you have the king doesn't mean squat!" I said as I took one of her knights.

"Yes, it does, because now I hurt your ego by taking your king it is easier."

I looked at her surprsied that that a seven year old thought of that. She never stopped shocking me with her intelligence.

"Remember you're talking to a vampire here. Don't get your hopes too high. I've been around and played for years. I've mastered this game left and right. There is no strategy that you have that I can't master." I said still looking at her impressed. I thought it was cute that she actually thought she would beat me.

"That's where you're wrong." she said.

"How's that?"

"I took your Queen anyway. Check mate."

I was dumb founded how could a seven year old beat me a over 100 year vampire?

"Now Damon there's no need to be mad, no one likes a sore loser." She smirked giving me her own version of my devilish smile.

"I'm not quite sure I heard you right. Did you called me a sore loser?' I asked as I put my hand on my ear pretending I coouldn't hear.

"Damon I know you can hear perfectly. I called you a sore loser."

DAMON DON'T LET THAT WITCH CALL YOU A SORE LOSER!!!!! That annoying voice in the back of my head said to me. I didn't listen I was tired of listening.

"You're just going to have to pay for that. Aren't you?" I said showing her my devilishly handsom smirk as I grabbed her. I got her up and started to spin her in circles.

"Damon!" She said as she laughed between breaths and said, "Please stop!"

"Now why would you want me to stop when you're laughing?"

"Please." She said giving me that look that I couldn't resist. Her eyes were wide and her mouth made that little curve that made a pout. I could tell it was making her sick.

I stopped in the middle of the living room. She gave me a big greatful smile. I sat on the dark blue couch with her on my lap, as she curled up on a little ball hugging my chest close.

"Damon", She said, "if Grams says it's okay can you join us for Christmas?"

I was stunned by that question. In all of my life as a vampire, I never celebrated it before. And having a kid witch who knew what I was, was touching. Nobody invited me to things like that. Granted she didn't know everything, like me killing humans all of the time, but she did know I had to drink blood to survive. She didn't know about the power of seduction. She was much to young to know about that. Anyway she knew enough and it was enough to make her scared of me, but she she still saw good in me. Now she wanted me to celebrate Christmas with her. She really did trust me.

"Yes," her face started to beam, "only if your Gram says yes."

"Yay!" She exclaimed loud and proud as she got up behind the couch. I knew Tibuta was listening, apparently so did the little witch.

"So can Damon come?" She asked giving her grams the most begfull eyes I have ever seen on her. Wow she really wants me to go. I thought to myself.

Tibuta apparently noticed my happy smirks and she looked at me and smiled and said, "Of course he can."

***

I smiled at the memory. If only things were still like that. I always wondered what it would've beem like, if I stayed there and helped be apart of what she was now. I knew that that past was the past, and nothing could change. I knew I did the best when I eraced all her memories of me, and left. I knew that I couldn't pule the whole "good guy" thing for long. I was a monster, and nothing could change that. Not even her.

I stared at her, as she smiled that beautiful smile while looking at all of her pictures. I wasn't attracted to her at all, until I came back. I mean she was a kid, I was a lot of things, but not a craddlerobber. Well besides the whole "living forver" thing. Anyways, when I first came back to Mystic Falls, I tried to ingore Bonnie as much as possible, and focus on the plan at hand. One, reason if she saw me, she would remember. Witch's were very powerful even if I had another one to help me, but they were still powerdul. The main reason was to protect her from knowing me, and to protect myself from thinking that I could be good. That didn't work though. Apperently Bonnie was best friends with Elena. Meaning that she was in danger again from knowing Elena.

So I decided to just watch over very carefully again, but still focus on my mission at hand. I would watch her sometimes, and observe her personality and her differences and simerlariaties she had from when I left, to the present. She was a beautiful women, that I coulnd't deny. But then as I got to know her from a distance, I started to feel an atraction. I tried everytime I felt that to brush it off, but it didn't work. I tried keeping Bonnie seperate from my plan to save Katherine, but when the crystal landed to her, I knew that everything I tried to do, blew up in my face. Everything I didn't want to happen, happened. Bonnie got tied into everything and Emily used her body to destroy that crystal. I was destrought. I was so furious at Emily. She didn't keep her end of the deal, and used her own descendent to do something that was dangerous for her. When that happened all I saw was Emily, not Bonnie. I went to bite her out of fury and anger. I hated what she did, to both me and Bonnie. My feelings for Bonnie grew more and protective. I knew I couldn't act upon it because I was a monster. A killing, blood sucking, cold blooded, good looking, don't care about any else but him, monster. I enjoyed the game of killing people. Most importantly, even with her powers, I could still kill her. Even though my feelings for her were big, I stayed clear from her, well except checking on her in my crow form.

I awoke from my deep thinking Man why does she make me do things like this? I never 'deep think'! I thought to myself. I then noticed Bonnie having a a surprised look on her face. My bird eyes searched close to what she was looking at, and I saw it. It was the picture she took when she was seven that Christmas right before I left. I just stood there surprised and dumbfounded. I didn't know she still had that. I didn't know what to do. I was shocked when I heard her start to say something, something insided made make a noise so she could come. What the hell are you doing Damon? My caunsious self said as she walked towards me. I looked into her eyes and felt drawn to her as her eyes met mine as well. Her beautiful coming towards me so...so mesermizing.

"Be quiet!" She yelled. I jumped a little getting out of my daze. "Not you." She said to me. Was she actually talking me? Then she did something weird and out of the blue, she opened the window. Wait, she's actually letting a bird she hasn't seen before in her room? What the hell? I just stood there even more dumbfounded than before. For some reason I flapped my wings while still staring into her gorgoes eyes. "Well, come on little birdie what are you waiting for? An invitation?" She asked and I unwillingly nodded. What was I doing? If she let me in her house, I didn't know if I could control myself from not getting in. "Okay, this is seriously weird. I bet I've gone insane. I mean I was having a conversation with myself, then talking to a bird." She sighed and couldn't help but smile. "I just wish that that was my only strange worries, but no I have to be a freak'n witch and know freak'n vampires. To top all of this madness I have to find out that I was sitting on the bad vampire's lap when I was six." Well excuse me! You think you're madness? Try living my life! Plus you were seven! I yelled out her to myself. She sighed, this time frustrated. "Since I'm already going crazy, " I couldn't believe what she was doing, "and I think that you're in my head, Birdie, you can-"

Are we human? Or are we dancers?

My sign is vital,my hands are cold

And I'm on my knees looking for the answer

Are we human or are we dancers?

Her phone thankfully intereupted her welcoming me in. I couldn't believe that she was about to do that.

I listened closley to the conversation, while I made a mental note in my mind of we ever talked again to to comment on that ring tone."Hello?" She asked as she got out of what seemed like a daze too. I used my hearing to hear that it was Elena to see if she wanted to go Christmas shopping with her. For the first time, I was actually grateful for Elena. That was something that was the first and final time. "Uh..yes. I really need to get out of the house." I heard Bonnie say still looking at me, but this time freaked out.

"Cool. Pick you up in five?" Elena on the phone asked.

"Sounds good." Bonnie answered and then hung up. Good thing Elena called me before I could've gone even more crazy." She told herself "You know what? You're a mystery that I don't think I will ever figure out and kinda don't want to, just like that sick vampy who I think is a Dracula wannebe." She said talking to me. I couldn't help but smile. She was very entertaining, even though she did insult me. She was only one who could, without expeirencing my wrath. Even if it was Stefan, no one calls me "Dracula "Wannabe". But with her, it was a suitable nickname to call me. "Well, I'm gonna go. Bye, bye Little Birdie." She said then shut the window.

I stared at her as she walked away towards her bed to put away the pictures. I should've left right there, but I couldn't help but just stare at her beautiful body. I watched as she looked at our picture one last time, and then surprisningly put it in her jacket pocket. She looked at me, waved, then left her room. I still couldn't move. What just happened? I asked myself still dazed a little bit. I then heard her coming out and turned around. She noticed me, and that stupid part of me unwillingly returned the wave she gave me moments before. You're seriously losing it. I told myself before I flew away.

***

I flew in my bed room window and changed into my regular self. I was really frustrated by now. I knew that I couldn't deny my feelings for her anymore. There was no going back; I knew I had to do something. But what? I layed on my bed as I sighed. This was not part of the plan. I thought to myself. This defintley NOT part of the plan! How could this happen?! Sure I'm attracted to her. Sure she was the girl who helped me change (even though clearly she didn't remember thank God for that). But I will not act opon my feelings. Feelings. The only "feelings" I should have are hatred, hunger, and disire to bring back Katherine. But what if I don't have that same desire for her as I used. Damon stop kidding yourself, your real deisire is fro Bonnie.

I sighed again frustrated. My whatever self was right. I didn't want Katherine back as much as I used to. I guess there was an empty whole that I thought if I got Katherine back, it would be filled. Deep down I knew it wouldn't, and now it was right. The person who was filling that emptiness was Bonnie. Now with her finding about me knowing when she was a kid, I knew I had to talk her. I knew I had to tell her everything. But how? Uhg, I needed blood. Damon you know killing an innocent won't help anything. That idoit part of my self told me.

"Shut up will you. You're the reason I'm in this mess! If it wasn't for you keeping on budding in, I wouldn't be going through any of this!" I yelled to myself. Great I was talking to myself! Things that little witch made me do! Then I heard Stefan walking to my door.

"Damon who were you talking to?" He asked as he opened my door. Now is NOT the time for time his

"No one just myself. You know what Stefan eves dropping is not what a 'good vampire' does. It's against the good guys' 'Code Of Conduct'." I said with airquotes.

"Well, it's not excactly eves dropping when you shout it out loud I could hear. What are you up to, Damon?"

"Why is it everytime you talk to me, you always ask me something like that? I'm hurt?" I said sarcastically putting my hand oever my heart.

"I'm serious. What are you up to? Doea it have something to do with Bonnie?" He asked and I froze. How did he get that in his head? I tried very hard to make sure he had no knowledge of that. Then something dawned on me. While I was 'deep thinking", I heard Stefan on the phone. Great Bonnie and Elana were coming over, and I knew it wasn't about a

"Sorry, but I'm gonna have to miss them. Getting hugry." I said then went out my window.

I watched people as they walked around at "Mystic Square", telling myself to just take one. I then noticed a worker opening the back door of "Mystic Grill" taking taking the trash out. Without thinking I sped up to her and grabbed her throught so she wouldn't scream. Damon don't do this. Is this what you really want? To be a killig monster forever? That stupid "subtitute of a caunsious" told myself.

If I'm forever a stud, then yeah. I told back.

Damon do you really want do do this? If you keep it up, Bonnie will never think you of you what she thought before.

Yeah but she was wrong, I was and will always be the bad guy.

No you don't. And will see that again. You just have to try. I sighed. My 'whatever self' was right. I let go the of the worker and erased her memory of me. I then ran back to the bording house. About a quarter of a mile there, I was thinking of Bonnie and I heard Stefan and Elena talking to her. I then stopped.

""What do you think he wants with her?" Elena asked.

"I don't know, maybe because he wants more witch's blood. The real question is 'what did he want with you when you were a kid?" Stefan replied.

"Well, I think it has to do with him watching my family from faraway. I just don't get why I was hanging out with him, or even more weird why he was hanging out with me."

"You don't remember at all?" Stefan asked sincere.

"No, all I remember is a man who I thought was like my guardian angel, guess I was way off." I paused for a second. "It's weird, I don't remember anything about him except that, and I remember stuff way before that." Hopefully she doesn't figure it out. I thought to myself. Even though it was kind hard for some to realize that, but I knew she was very smart.

"Are you sure you don't remember?" He asked.

"Yeah, I'm sure."

"Tell me what you do remember of you're..." He paused for a second.

"You don't have to say it, I was wrong, he's the opposite of that. Can we move on? Please?" I then had a sad expression on my face. I remembered what she would call me. Her Guardian Angel. Everytime she said that, I had to remind her that I was a vampire not an angel. She never seemed to listen. "What I remember is that he would save me from things. When I was little I saw his face-which I now don't remember at all- but when I got older I just remember being safe out of nowhere but he never came out. I knew it was him though. I never gave up." I was speachless. I didn't know she could remember those things, even though they weren't pasific. I had to remind myself that witch's were powerful. Those last four words stung me as they were still replaying in my head as I heard them talk more.

"I know this must be hard". I heard Stefan saying trying to comfort her. Jelousy came through me. I'm the one who should be there comforting her. Not him. Then I realized that I was the reason for being upset. I felt a strange feeling I haven't felt before in a long time. A feeling that I felt only once before as a vampire when Bonnie was little. That feeling was guilt.

"Thanks." I heard her finally said. I wanted so badly to hear what she was thinking. There was a little bit right before I left, that I could. We had like a 'specail bond", but it wasn't that strong.

"You're welcome. I just hate what Damon did to you. Toying with you even though you were just a kid. He shouldn't have. That was just low, even for him." Hey watch it little brother! You don't know anything! I yelled at him in my mind.

"Well, from what I understand, he's done some pretty low things, like toying with Caroline." She said.

"Yeah, well Damon has a twisted mind, you never know what he's up to next. That's why you need to be careful. So in order you are, I have this for you." Even though I was watching them, I knew excatly what he was giving her.

"What's this?" She asked.

"It's a charm for your charm bracelet and inside there's something called Vervain that keeps a vampire from controlling a person's mind. It's the only one I have left since Damon gave the rest away"

"Great more magical jewelry." She said sarcasticlly and I couldn't help but smile.

"I know you probably don't want another jewel since what happened last time, but that's the only option we got. Well, I have heard of witches invulnerable to vampires. That's where the Vervain came from. I'm not sure since you just started if it effects on you or not, so I'm not taking any chances. It's just in case." I was actually grateful that Stefan did that.

"Okay, I'll wear it." She said, and I knew she put it on her braclet. For some reason I just needed to see her, so I ran to the backyard of the bording house. I heard Stefan telling them that I was there. Then as I started to walk I heard her say that she was coming to talk to me. Man that girl had guts. I said to myself. They were relunctant but led her go. Great she's coming what I'm going to do? I panicked to myself as I started to pace. You Damon Salvitore, you don't panick, you can do it. I told myself. Then I heard her open the door and I just stood.

I changed my complete expression as I said, "Hello, my persistent little witch", and smiled my famous devilishly smile. She froze still as I called her my old nickname for her. "Ah, I see you remember."

"Don't act like you don't know. I know everything. For some reason I know that you put those memories in my head. They were all real right?" She asked. I nodded as I walked closer to her. Something inside me was just so drawn to get closer and closer to her. I didn't know she thought I put memoires in her head, but then I remembered I was thinking of those memories when she was saying those things. Huh, I bond must being coming back, but stronger.

"How long were you listening?"

"Well, I was running in the woods after a 'snack' and heard you guys talking. I was intrigued so I decided to stay there so Stefan wouldn't interrupt." I lied, I was not going to tell her the truth just yet.

"How long, Damon?"

"Let me see, oh yeah, the part after you told them all those things that happened to you earlier." I said as I came closer and closer to her, and she stepped back. "Don't think you can change the subject on me my persistent little witch. What do you remember?"

"I'll answer you're questions if you answer mine."

I groaned. "Fine, but since it's only for you." I said. I couldn't believe I was saying that, but everything just came naturaly as I was talking to her. "Lay it on me." I said after smiling when I saw her blushing.

"What happened? Why was I…" She paused.

"Why were you sitting on my lap? I thought you were going to say that. Since my question goes with yours, you answer it and then I'll answer yours." I replied.

"Fine. All I remember was a man-which is apparently you- always saving me and being there for me. Then I remember that he still saved when I needed it, but he never came back. I remember he was the one who always comforted me when I needed it and was the only one besides my Grams who told me to pursue my magic. I remember he was the person who got me all those witchcraft stuff. I remember he was my-"She choked. "

You're what?" I asked. I needed her to know the me she knew all those years ago. I needed her to still think that so I could have hope. If she didn't then, no one would have faith in me.

"I can't say it, I won't let you get to me." She said tears coming down her cheeks. It hurt me that this pained her so much, but I wanted her to know the truth.

"Say it." I said now a couple of inches from her beautiful face.

"My guardian angel. Now tell me what I want." She backed away a little again.

"I will, but not here, alone."

"No, why would I trust to be alone with you after you tried to kill me?" She argued. I was hoping she forgot about that. Even though I knew she couldn't.

"First off, I didn't so that has to count for something." I said while smiling my devilish smile. "Second, I didn't mean to, I was furious at Emily not keeping her side of the deal after I did all this time. My mind didn't see you, it saw her. I never meant to hurt you." I was close to her again. i now revealed my real and full self to her. I was glad she didn't step back this time, so I could smell that magnifacent breath of hers.

"Bonnie." I whipsered to her so softly as I exdened my hand for hers. "Please come with me."

"Fine." I then grabbed her hand and carried her wedding style as I started to run. I stopped at Fells Church. It seemed like the perfect place to tell her about everything.

I put her down and stared deeply into her beautiful chocolate brown eyes. "Damon what are we…" She tried to say, but stoppped her by putting my finger over her mouth. I didn't care any more. She was the most gorgeous, ingellegent, sweetest, being I ever knew. So at an impasle, I put my finger down. I grabbed her back and then then kissed her. I knew I was a monster, but I also knew that I had a good side. She was the one who at one point saw that, and I knew that she would soon. Even though it could take her a long time to realize that, just having her there made every difference. And I knew that I would fight for her, no matter what. To hell with the plan.

A/N: So PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEEEASE tell me what you guys think! It really means alot! NO FLAMES and constructive critizism ONLY please! Also HAPPY NEW YEAR! Since it's the New Year I'm gonna say something. (inspired by RockerChick08's A/N's. Also if you don't want to read this you don't have to, but it's full of encouregment!). If you guys are the people who makes resolutions but becomes lazy at it (I know I am well most of the time) then this year is the year to quit that habit and focus on your main goals and strive to do your best! This is not only a new year, but a brand new DECADE! This is the KEY year to start fresh and be the best you can be! I personally had a TOUGH decade (even though I was practically raised in this decade), and I decied along with my family to don't let the past get us down and go forward! KEEP MOVING FORWARD! Don't let the past get you down, or your troubles! See them as obsticles that you KNOW you could overcome! Because I KNOW that God won't let anything happen to you that you can't handle! Also, find God! I know I sound all religously and all, and I usaully don't sound like this, but it's the truth! He's there waiting for you to seek him, and I promise you if you do, life will seem easier to you. That doesn't mean bad things will happen, but it means that you will feel less pain because you know you have someone to turn to. He's there for you, and all you have to do is just ask for him and he'll come! "Knock and it shall be answered". Trust it will be worth it! Ok there it is. I wouldn't of done this if it wasn't for those inspiring A/N's RockChick08 did! This is a shout out you girl! If it wasn't for you I don't know when I wouldn've updated, and for making me so inspired! OK that's enough rambling, and PLEEEEEASE reveiw!