Thoughts of Wing
-II-
There right are they not?
What they say about me is true isn't it? I'm cold, unyielding...unlovable. There is not a spark of humanity within this 'Perfect Solider'. I wish I could believe that. I wish I could be that.
The others they accept me at face value, but not you.
No not you.
You spoke of life, of what you want to do with it when the war ends.
Future.
I never think of anything beyond the next mission, the next fight...the next life I take. You told me, you want help all those children of war. It's so very much like you. I was smiling you know. Only you could make me do that, could make me feel that way. You asked me what I would want...what I would want to be if there was no war.
I couldn't answer you. I wanted to, I truly did...but I couldn't.
I have none.
My future is undecided.