AUTHORS NOTE: Sorry i'm a day late! Not like anyone is reading... Reviews please? :)

I sit on my king size bed. Crisscrossed, and crying in my hands.

He doesn't understand. He thinks that everything is so easy and that in a drop of a hat I'm fine jsut because he's home for ONE day.

I'm lucky if he doesn't have to go on tour! I mean, he doesn't right now.

He's home untill the 31st, but still, it's not easy.

Tonight, at dinner we are going to eat.

Just eat.

I won't be able to talk to him because of the paparazzi's and stupid fan girls!

They all hate me!

I go on twitter and tweet Carlos and they yell back.

They say stuff like "Well, Carlos doesn't like you, he told me at the meet and greet."

Ok, those might be just words.

But honestly, they hurt.

I'm at the point where I'm scared to leave the house because a girl is gonna go crazy and shoot me!

Not one, one fan girl has supported us.

I have feelings too.

I love Carlos so much, and I just can't leave him for my own selfish reasons.

I hear the door swing open.

" Go away." I mumble in my hands.

"Ashleigh, I'm sorry. I just don't feel you need to be perfect for me. I mean, you already are. And I didn't mean to get nasty with you. I love you." Carlos says sitting behind me and hugging me.

I put my hands over his and sigh. I exhale loudly.

"Carlos, can you just promise me that tonight is going to be just, you and me. I really don't think I can handle seeing antoher fan girl." I look up in his eyes and lean back on him.

"I promise. Now come on, Kristin invited us to the mall." He says as he gets off the bed and helps me up.

I grab my purse and walk out the room.

Carlos follows right behind me.

As we walk down the hall we laugh at all the pictures and talk about the memories

. Before we know it, we were at the bottom floor. Carlos opens the door for me.

I walk outside and breath in all of nature and smile. Carlos locks the door and we walk to Kendall's car.

We hop in the back.

Kendall has the music blasting and Kristin keeps trying to lower it but Kendall pushes her hand off the dial.

"Can we change the station?" I smirk. Kristin turns around smiling and high fives me.

"No! This is my car." Kendall complains.

I mock him.

"But this song is sooo... ugly." I roll my eyes.

Kristin turns to look at Kendall.

"You can't hear the song! It can't be ugly!" He yells.

"But I hear it!" I laugh.

"Oh my gosh. No music! I'm done!" Kendall slams the power button.

"1, 2, 3." I smile and look at Kristin.

"WAIT. A MINUTE." Kristin sings, Kendall doesn't realize she's singing and slams the brakes.

"What happened!" He says under his breath.

" Im singing a beast song. " Kristin says jamming to the imaginary starts driving again.

"How about we play the quiet game?" Kendall says annoyed and looks at me in the rearview mirror. His green eyes squinting.

"Old man, why are you squinting!" I joke. Kendall pulls the car over.

"Get. out. With your OLDER man." He says outraged.

Carlos drops his jaw.

"You're not entertaing them." Carlos responds.

"Entertain your girlfriend!" Kendall hollers as he finally starts driving, again.

"Are you sure man." Carlos looks at Kendall and lowers an eyebrow. Kendall nods in annoyance.

"How much longer till the mall?" I wonder.

"5 MINUTES!" Kendall yells.

Kristin waves her hands in the air imitating him.

"Hmm, 5 minutes. 5 minutes. 5 minutes. 5 minutes. That could be a song! So either, I can sing a completely annoying song orrrr I can make out with Carlos. KENDALL CHOOSE YOUR DEATH!" I scream.

"Holy crap. Just make out with Carlos so you can just shut up." Kendall groans.

"Hi Carlos." I wink as I look at Carlos.

Kristin laughs and covers her eyes.

" Excuse me, but it's hard to make out with someone when there's pressure." I say looking at Kristin.

"Then don't make out. Don't talk. Don't laugh. Don't breath!" Kendall fires.

I hold my breath and pretend to pass out onto Carlos' lap.

" YOU KILLED HER!" Kristin screams.

"Oh my gosh. We are at the mall. Shut up, and get out the car." Kendall says taking the keys out of the ignition and opening the door.

Kristin jumps out the car and skips to the doors of the mall.

I sit up and Carlos opens the door. We slide out the car and Carlos grabs my hand and with his other hand he puts his sunglasses on.

Kristin opens the door with excitement as if she was going to a candy store. Carlos and I walk in behind Kendall and Kristin.

Then Kristin eyes, the store.