Hey everyone! It's my fanfiction anniversary week! I have an announcement thing explaining it all if you want to read that. Anyway, since it's late, and I'm lazy, I thought I'd start by updating this since my poems are pretty short. Stay tuned for a Oneshot in a little bit too!
Everywhere I look
I see doubt
It haunts me at night
I lie awake in my dark room fighting it
I hear it shout to me
You can't
You're not good enough
Who are you to think you can do this?
Stop.
Quit now before you're too emotionally invested
My head spins
I want to cry
I want to be done
I want to quit
But I hear a whisper in my ear
It's from my Heavenly father
"You can
"You're more than good enough
"You're my daughter, and you can do this through me
"Keep going
"Go after this wholeheartedly"
And I smile
My father never fails me
And I will draw my strength from him
So, I hope you enjoyed! This was centered a lot around my doubts. I had my state swim meet this weekend, and while I was warming up, I kept hearing voices telling me I didn't deserve to be there, but when I was swimming my race (it was the mile if you really want to know) I heard God telling me to keep going and that he loved me and was with me. I sort of repeat things in my head to keep myself going, so I kept saying to myself "Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord!" And I began to feel really strong in the water. When I finished, I looked up and saw I had gotten a best time by nearly 20 seconds! I have no doubt that my strength had come from God and he saw me through the whole race.
Anyway, thanks for reading and helping me make it two years on fanfiction!
#God's Not Dead!