"Well good morning Ryan, thought I'd start you off right with some… well I'm not really sure what it is but it looks just smashing!" Ryan was not entirely sure what was going on until he opened his eyes. What he saw was… well… it was…
"Come on Ryan, up and at em, we've got a big day ahead of us!" The Doctor smiled as he held a whole tray of food above Ryan's bed. Ryan, completely startled by this jumped back, slightly knocking the tray in The Doctor's hands. The Doctor smiled his big goofy smile as he held the tray out to him. "Now I'm not really sure what that one one the left is, but I'm pretty sure the one on the right is tarkalean sauce. I think the equivalent on earth would be something like… tomato soup."
"Oh um, thank you…" This flattered Ryan. While The Doctor had shown him all about the universe, he had never done something so beautiful as cook him breakfast. Just as he was about to grab the tray a thought shot through his head. He was still wearing his diapers! As quickly as he could he pulled the sheets over his body, pulling them all the way up to his chin. Turning his head slightly The Doctor asked,
"You okay Ryan? You seem to want to, cover yourself." The Doctor sat the plate down and began to try and look under the covers as Ryan held firm.
"I'm fine Doctor, really, really, I just need uh, some time to change, yeah, that's all!" Ryan stammered. The Doctor was clearly not satisfied with this answer.
"You've got something under your sheets haven't you?"
"No, no, no!" Ryan didn't want The Doctor to find out. What if he kicked him out of the TARDIS? What if he never wanted to see him again! But Ryan was never that strong and the Doctor pulled the sheets off him. He looked down and Ryan blushed. He had to see them through his pajamas. How could he not? The Doctor looked up and asked,
"Are you wearing a diaper Ryan?" Ryan blushed harder then he ever had in his life. He stammered out,
"Uh, uh, uh, it's uh, nothing…"
"Now Ryan," The Doctor began, sitting next to him, "You know you can tell anything. "
"But really, it's nothing… And anyway… you'll think I'm weird…" Ryan had always been afraid someone would find out about this. It's not like he never WANTED someone to find out, he just thought no one would ever be able to understand it enough to do what he would love so much.
"Ryan, I've seen whole universes worse then anything you could tell me. In over 900 years nothing you could tell me would be weird… unless you like beans… Oh god, you like beans don't you?" Ryan couldn't help but laugh at this. The Doctor was making out beans to be worse then anything else in the universe. The Doctor was so cute when he went on tantrums like this. "So come on Ryan, out with it. It's okay."
"Well, it's just um, I like, um…" Ryan just couldn't bring himself to do it. He shut his eyes, he wanted to tell The Doctor so bad but… Suddenly Rick felt arms around him. He opening his eyes and The Doctor was hugging him as tight as can be.
"Ryan, trust me, everything is fine." With those words Ryan knew he was safe, no matter what The Doctor said.
"Well, you see, the thing is Doctor I… I, I like to wear diapers!" Ryan shut his eyes tight, ready for anything The Doctor would say.
"Okay." Ryan's eyes shot open as he backed away a bit, looking at The Doctor's smiling face.
"Wait, what?" This was the last thing Ryan expected to hear. He didn't think The Doctor would be sickened but… well he didn't expect a simple "okay."
"Ryan, on some planets wearing human clothes is considered weird. Some people even consider bow ties weird… Which they aren't… They're cool. So wearing diapers, not a big deal."
"You really think so?"
"Ryan, diapers are cool!" Smiling, The Doctor pinched Ryan's cheeks. Ryan couldn't believe it. He never thought anyone would think diapers were cool.
"Doctor…"
"Yes Ryan?" With that Ryan practically glomped The Doctor, both of them falling back on the bed.
"Doctor is cool!" Ryan smiled as he hugged The Doctor as tight as he could. He couldn't believe it, this was impossible. The Doctor moved to get up but Ryan held firm, he couldn't let The Doctor go. The Doctor noticed this and smiled, pulling Ryan into his lap. He began to stroke his fingers through Ryan's hair as he smiled, snuggling close to The Doctor. Ryan had never been happier. No one had ever done something like this for him. No one had ever… comforted him like this before. It reminded him of something else he had wanted more then anything else… to be… babied.
Yes, along with loving to wear diapers, Ryan had always wanted to be babied. It had never happened before, thanks to Ryan's fear and societies general hate of anything off the beaten path. But… every so often when he would fall asleep, he would picture someone changing him, holding him, giving him a bottle, and talking to him like a baby. Oh god how he would love for someone to talk to him like a baby. Very rarely someone would without knowing talk like a baby to him and he would tighten up. It was such a shock to his system he would take a few moments to recover. Thankfully no one had ever questioned him on this.
"You all right Ryan?" The Doctor questioned, still stroking Ryan's hair. Ryan opened his eyes and he realized he had a slightly disturbed look on his face. As he blushed he stammered,
"Don't worry… it's nothing." It was one thing for The Doctor to think diapers were cool, but it was a total other for Ryan to even consider asking The Doctor to baby him.
"Ryan, come on, we just went over this, now you know you can talk to me." The Doctor reassuringly said as he gave Ryan a tight squeeze. Ryan continued to blush as he tried to get the words out but just couldn't. "Is wittle Ryan afraid to tell The Doctor something?" Ryan's eyes shot open as he sat up.
"Wha, wha, what did you just say?"
"AHA! I knew it!" The Doctor triumphantly proclaimed as he stood up.
'"Wha.. But.. How!" Ryan stammered.
"Well, thanks to the TARDIS's scanners cross section with the interplanetary forces of Raxiton 5, plus my reversing the polarity of the neutron flow, I was able to make an approximate suminzation of the probable subject you were holding inside you. "
"So what your saying is… you guessed." Ryan couldn't believe it.
"Well if you want to take all the technicalities out of it then sure! I thought it would cheer you up!" The Doctor was beaming, as though he had just solved the most complicated problem in the universe.
"And what exactly was your… guess?" Ryan had to know if The Doctor was thinking what he was thinking. Hoping what he was hoping. The Doctor thought for a moment then bent down next to Ryan's ear and whispered,
"That you want me to talk to you, perhaps even treat you like…" and as Ryan's heart beat out of his chest The Doctor raised his voice just a hair to finish, "a baby." Ryan turned to face The Doctor, his heart beating out his chest as he silently nodded. He couldn't believe it. He just couldn't believe it. "Well then Ryan, lets get started."