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This is my first attempt to write romance with Randy. I hope you like it and please review, whether you like it or not.
The following week Randy had another appointment with Dr. Rimbauer. He was hoping that maybe this disorder could be controlled. He had realized over the last week that he needed it to be controlled. He arrived at Dr. Rimbauer's office and told the receptionist his name.
"Yes, you go in." Tallie, the receptionist, said. "Dr. Rimbauer is expecting you."
"Thank you." He said to her before walking into Dr. Rimbauer's office.
"Randy, please come in." Mylie said to him. "It's nice to see you."
"You too, Dr. Rimbauer." Randy said sitting down in the chair by her desk.
"You can call me Mylie." She said to him. "Dr. Rimbauer sounds like my dad or mom."
"Oh, are they both doctors?" He asked her.
"Yes. My dad, Caledon, is one of the top heart surgeons in the country." She said. "My mom, Emmaline, is one the top neurosurgeon's in the country."
"Wow." He replied. "Do you any siblings? I'm sorry, I shouldn't be asking these questions." He knew he shouldn't be but he wanted to know more about her.
"It's fine. I don't mind answering." She replied with a smile. "I have three sisters. Macy is 32 and she is a Pediatrician. Milly is 30 and is an OB/GYN, and then there is Mae. She is 22 and in med school."
"So, your whole family are doctors?" He asked her.
"Yes." She replied. "So, I talked to Vince and told him that you had agreed to see me. He was glad that you were following what they told you."
"Thank you." He replied. "I can continue to wrestle as long as I see you. And you let Vince know that I came here."
"Yes, that was the agreement." She said. "So, let's just jump right in. How does it feel when you lose your temper?"
"What do you mean?" He asked not sure about the question.
"I mean, do you feel like your head is going to explode or do you feel that you have a lot of pressure in your head?" She asked. "Just how does it make you feel?"
"I feel like a switch is flipped and I want to kill someone." He said. "I get headaches sometimes before and after."
"That is right with the disorder." She said making notes. "Randy, have you ever not felt remorse for losing your temper?"
"Yes." He replied honestly. He didn't understand why he was so honest with her.
"Okay. We can work on that." She said. "When you lose your temper, what do you do?"
"I usually break things or people." He said with some anger. "What do you think happens? I show them exactly why I am the legend killer."
"I just needed to know." She said not forcefully but with some force. "That is my job as your doctor. To help you find what causes it and what happens during it. By understanding that, you can get better."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get angry with you." He said feeling bad that he had. She was so nice for a doctor.
"It's fine, really." She replied. "There is really no need to apologize. I wanted to see your reaction. It helps me help you if I know your reaction."
"Oh, so you wanted me to get angry." He asked her.
"Not exactly. Just somewhat so, I could see what your reaction was." She said. "I didn't want you to get so angry that you threw things, at least not yet."
"Does that mean you will later?" He asked. He really wasn't understanding what she was trying to do.
"Yes. Later on in therapy, is when I will purposely try to get you angry." She said outlining some of the therapy. "By getting you so angry that you want to throw things or hurt someone, I can better understand why you have and how to help you."
"Isn't that dangerous for you?" He asked. He didn't want to hurt her in that state.
"No." She said confidently. "I don't believe you would hurt me. And if you did by some chance try to, I have a black belt in Tae kwon do and can protect myself."
"Okay." He said. "So, what comes first?"
"We start with basic therapy like we are doing." She said. "Once we have established some trust, we will move on to the next step. And you can decide if you want the drug therapy also. Trust is important for a therapist and a patient. Once you feel that you can trust me, we will start trying to fix this."
"Okay. How long does that take?" He asked. "I don't want anything to disrupt my career."
"I don't know how long it will take." She replied honestly. She always tried to be honest with her patients. "But I will work around your schedule. Even if that means session at night on your days off."
"Oh." He replied glad that she understood.
"Randy, I do understand how important your career is." She said moving to sit beside him. "If it wasn't, you wouldn't be here right now. So, I will accommodate your schedule."
"Thank you." He replied.
"Not a problem." She said with a smile. "So, should we continue or would you like to stop for today?"
"Is time up?" He asked.
"It's not but you can leave if you want." She said. "The first big session, I always let the patient leave early, if they want."
"Oh, that's okay." He said to her. It was strange that he felt somewhat calm around her.
"Okay. We can continue." She said. "What went through your mind when you attacked Stephanie?"
"I wanted to hurt Triple H and the McMahon's." He replied. "I figured the best way to do that was to attack Stephanie."
"So, it was premeditated?" She asked.
"Not really. I just reacted when I was facing Triple H." He said. "I wanted to get inside his head."
"You wanted to play a mind game with him?" She asked knowing the answer but wanting to hear it from him.
"Yes." He replied.
"Did you feel remorse after?" She asked him.
"Yes." He said. "I did feel remorse for Stephanie. But I didn't want anyone to know that I did."
"Well, feeling remorse is a good thing." She said as they sat there. "It shows that you can overcome this. And it is important, feeling remorse means you feel for others and that is important."
"Yeah." He said not sure about that. He did feel bad about Stephanie but he knew it was for his career to take Triple H out of his game.
"What is your ultimate goal with therapy?" She asked him. She always asked that of her patients.
"I want to control this so, I don't hurt anyone I care about." He said. "I want to find the person I use to be."
"That is good." She said. "That shows you are committed to this. So, I know I can help you with all of that."
"Okay. I just am unsure about you making me angry." He said. "I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't." She said to him. He really was handsome but she reminded herself that he was a patient and that was a line that was not to be crossed. "Randy, if I felt uncomfortable with that, I wouldn't do it. But me seeing you that angry will help and I want to help you."
"Thank you." He said. "Can I go?"
"Yes, let's end this here." She replied. "We will continue next session."
"Okay. Thank you, Dr. Rimbauer." He said.
"Mylie, please." She replied with a smile. It always took patients a minute to get use to calling her that.
"Mylie." He replied. "Thank you. I hope you can help."
"I'm sure I can." She said. "We will just take this slow and build trust first. Once we have that, everything else will fall into place."
"Okay." He said getting up. "I will make the next appointment."
"Alright." She said getting up also. "I will see you next time."
"Sounds good." He said walking out.
After he left, Mylie made some notes about the session. She wanted to make sure everything was documented in case the WWE wanted to see it. She had talked to Vince and told him that everything was fine and that Randy was following his orders. She didn't tell him anything about Randy's case or anything he said in therapy. She told Vince that what happened or what was said, stays in there. Vince had wanted to know about things but she stood her ground and told him that she wouldn't for any reason break the confidence of her patient. Vince agreed to not ask about it. He just wanted to make sure that Randy was there for every session. She told him she would let him know if Randy didn't show up for some reason.
While looking over his file, she wondered what caused Randy's anger. He didn't seem like the type to have it. He was very polite and nice to her. Most patients with this often were cruel and mean. More often than not, they had hurt her feelings by being so. But that wasn't him, and that made her wonder. Now, she just had to figure out the cause and help him overcome it. And doing that meant building trust and then gettng him so angry that he wanted to hurt someone.
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