Halibi the most peacefulest place on Garii. Here I can feel power and beauty of Garii nature. This is only place on Garii where I can think about anything without disturbances. Here I can find and explore my force. I have though about leaving Garii and becoming a Jedi but I can't run away from my family.
This evening I have to go to royal ball. I think only Garii organize royal balls. It's always way too much official and actually useless. Mother says this ball is special because I with my dance partner are going to lead first dance. My partner will be Cipio from Kiy-3. Sounds more like space ship. But Cipio is pretty nice guy. We both hate balls at last royal ball we tried to escape but guards caught us.
Ball is only at 6 p.m. but I have to starting get ready already at 3 p.m. pretty stupid. I hate royal balls. Firs of all I have to wear heavy dress and heavy black wig with heavy crown on my head! And make-up are the worst it is so much on my face that I can barely see. And the crown of all is corset. So tight. But I actually for the first like how I look. I look like next Queen of Garii. Could it be true? I will be Queen of Garii...
It's finally here. The royal ball. Sooner we start sooner we finish. First guest are here before 6 p.m. and the last about 8 p.m. nice timing. It's 9 p.m. time for ball first dance. I can't find Cipio maybe he is scared or don't know how to dance?! Music are starting and I'm alone. Some stranger came to me and ask me for dance. Better someone than no one. We dance and I fell like I'm flying. He is charming. I can feel his biceps through his shirt. He isn't human but looks like one. 'Who are you?' I asked to handsome man. 'Just someone who won't leave next Garii queen on dance floor alone,' he replied smiling. 'What is your name?' I asked. ' Does that matter?' he asked. 'Yeah,' I said ' I need to know my savior name..' He looked at me and smiled. 'My name of is Douglas Harvan Josi from Patris,' he said. 'Long name,' I said 'Can I call you Dou?' He quietly laughed 'Of course my princess of Garii. How should I call you?' 'Alicia,' I smiling said. We were dancing all evening. His laughs were most beautiful thing in the world. His words was like water in desert. In deep night he had to go home and for the first time I felt butterfly's in my belly. It was weird and miracle feeling. I loved it. I felt asleep.
Morning came like monster who want to destroy last night feelings and hopes. But I stayed strong and kept this feeling in me. All morning I felt so nice and fluffy, bunny. It was amazing. I went to the Halibi to meditate and feel nature around me. It made me feel more powerful and stronger. I feel how the force are flowing in me. I concentrated on light... I felt lightning in me and it wanted to get out it was so powerful, more powerful than anything I had experienced. It was full of force and light. I let it out. On my whole body showed withe and bright light drawings with some figures but out of my hands came lightning's. I couldn't controls it. That was amazing. For first time I felt so big force in me. For first time I felt so alive.
After all day training I still couldn't repeat morning lightning. So I tried to read old book who still to me were like some antique world hieroglyphs. Then I just sit in front of book and concentrate all my force to book. It was weird but it felt so right. I had this feeling that hieroglyphs starting to make some sense. My mind was reading them. I couldn't understand them but deep in myself I felt I understand them.
At palace I was only at late evening. I just wanted to go to my room. Long stairs to my room and bright colors always made me fell like in some clouds. I walked in my room. Soft silk curtains which cowered balcony tricked in wind. When I was almost asleep servant knocked to my door and came in. She said 'Your highness, there is a call for you,' and left. I turned on hologram's transmitter. It was him who was calling. 'Good evening, my princess' he said. His charming smile made me fell like in seventh heavens. His smile made me paralyzed for about minute. I smiled and replied 'Good evening, my prince!' He still look totally handsome in hologram. We were talking about everything and everybody. It was awesome.
After seeing him I felt so full of force. I had this feeling what I had in morning. I was ready to crash entire planet. I slowly closed eyes and concentrated. I concentrated on little things. I wanted one more time feel power of lightning. But I couldn't, I didn't have enough power.