PART ONE: Sakura
I am a doll, falling apart, and tearing at the seams. Fragile china that has lasted through a lifetime of suffering and pain… I wish for one more smile, once more from him… I wish for happiness and not for that future.
I close my eyes, which are burning with tears.
I must stay strong. I must keep going, and find him. Because it's my fault that he's like that.
I must keep going, because otherwise I will break and fall to pieces, and we will never finish our quest.
I must not pause with thoughts, because then I will let down the others, and they will get hurt waiting for me. Injuries and waiting take up precious time that I cannot bear to waste.
I must save my wants for dreams, and put needs first. Because I cannot bear anymore pain. I want them all to be happy… but first, we need to try and achieve something that will fulfill the wants. I want to remember, but first we need to get the feathers before it happens again.
The feathers... that fufills another want. Surely if we continue, I will see him, for that is why he lives.
I want to get rid of the imposter beside me, with the same face as him, but I need this look-a-like to stay, for otherwise…
I will break into a million pieces from missing him.
So I will continue on, with the imposter there, because if I break. I will never get what I want.
I want to see him happy again even if it kills me.
PART/END