My Salvation

It had been tow weeks since Damon had buried Caroline . To him it felt like it was just yesterday that he ran his hands though golden locks; down pale thighs and kissed those rosy plump petals. He could still hear her voice as she walked out the door saying she loved him . She loved him and he didn't know how much he loved her too 'till now , he never knew his dead heart could ache . Now this house felt so big and empty without her annoying cute bubblenss . Or her horrible jokes that he couldn't help but laugh at . And now as he sat in his Chevy CamaroConvertible he could hear their song blast from the radio. 'My salvation my mind , my salvation my mind ' He let his mind wonder to that day where he first heard this song . It was a Elena's birthday bash and Caroline wore that tight blue dress that brought out her eyes and her hair was it's usual messy curl frenzy . It was the first time he saw her for anything besides the annoying blonde who was too strong willed and stubborn . He saw her as the most beautiful thing he had ever seen in his whole life . She was the one thing he vowed to himself to protect and love , and he failed . He didn't just fail himself but he failed her as well . I t was this failure that was keeping him up on the warm summer night . Damon didn't know how much more of this he could take . He was feeling all the things about her slowly fade away as if she was never here . The scent of her perfume was starting to fade from his nose and her warm light from his blackness days . All of it send anger boiling though him and lucky fro him he found his victim of the night . She was tall , blonde and no older than 18 . She looked just like her which only intensified the sweetens of the crimson river that flowed though her body . This wouldn't be his first victim of the night or even of the week that would look just like his barbie. So as he wiped his lips clean from blood and hoped back into his car he took off on a high speed chase on a vengeance mission . One he know if she were here would make her hate him . However this no longer matters .

So I know this isn't really anything . I was just trying to give you guys a feel on how Damon is taking the loos of Caroline and the effects it has on his . I promise next chapter will be better .. if I should even continue. Let me know by leaveing a review and thank you for reading .

Till next time . Xoxox

Sinfull .