Haru moaned as Rin's tongue entered his mouth; he was really good at this. He couldn't help but wonder where Rin learned all this stuff. He slowly reached up to grab Rin's arms; which were resting either side of him and grabbing the gate. He tasted spicy; like cinnamon but not in a bad way; the flavour of his lips was delicious and he wanted more of it. He didn't want any of the sensations he was feeling to end; not ever.
Rin pressed harder into Haru so that their bodies were closer to each other; his arms bent but still clinging to the wire fence behind them. God Haru tasted good; like fresh mint and salt water. He tasted like the ocean and refreshed his senses; he was like angel that seemed to make the troubles in his heart vanish. He hated how Haru acted so cold; but loved how he didn't take shit from anyone.
He pressed his hips against Haru's pinning him into place firmly. He wasn't going to let the blue eyed boy escape so soon. He wanted to feel more of him; he wanted to convey his thoughts clearly. He wanted to feel all the sensations that he could muster; all the moans he could create meaning that the other was enjoying this too.
Haru felt himself slipping slightly; his legs were giving in and he needed to breathe. He couldn't quite believe this was actually happening. I mean there were times he had imagined it but never believed it would happen. Before all this it had simply been a dream; a fantasy locked away at the back of his mind.
For as long as he could remember he had known he was gay. Since his first race with Rin as kids he had known. However he was still in the closet and was scared to come out and tell people yet. People at his school could be assholes except for his best friends; he didn't want rumors and bullying to happen just because of his sexual orientation.
Rin had always been his first real love and had been very hurt and sad when he chose to leave. The pain he had felt when Rin left was like nothing he had ever felt before in his life; so his emotions were bittersweet when they finally reunited. He was both angry at Rin for leaving him behind with a broken heart; but his heart raced at the man he had now become instead of the cute childhood friend/crush he had been.
Since then he had made friends with the other members of the swim club; including Makoto. He had a slight crush on Makoto but mainly saw him as a close friend; nothing like what he felt about Rin. But he still cared about him in a brotherly way none the less; and that was just as important.
Eventually the two parted lips and well needed gasps escaped their lips. They had been so into each other they forgot about breathing. But it felt so very good. They were like each others personal drug; they kept coming back for more.
"Haru...you...I..." Rin panted heavily. He really liked Haru but he didn't know quite how to say those 3 words. For something so short it was easily the hardest words to let come from your mouth. It caused so much fear and nerves to build just to say them to your desired partner that it drove people insane.
Haru gazed into his intense wine coloured eyes; he could tell that Rin was serious. Not only from the intensity of his kiss; but from the pure emotions he could see in his eyes. Every emotion and word he was trying to convey was nothing but the truth; the heart wrenching, fear filling, love filled truth.
Rin clenched his teeth tightly and clicked his teeth; god he was so fucking nervous. He liked Haru; he really did. He had never liked anyone as much as he had Haru and it kind of scared him. The effect this guy had on him was unreal; he was really under Haru's spell.
"Rin..." Haru said quietly his tone hesitant. He couldn't quite put into words what was going through his mind. He had just been kissed by a guy he thought hated him; but actually liked him back. It was quite a lot to process in such a short time of what had just happened.
Rin smiled sadly; he had a feeling that Haru liked Makoto but didn't want to accept it. Yes he knew that by taking Haru he would cause problems; but then that was love. It made you do stupid things like that. There was no room for thinking clearly or not acting stupid; because that was how love worked.
Haru saw his expression and became concerned; he didn't regret what just happened in the least. He really fucking enjoyed it; but it was his first time doing that sort of thing. He didn't quite know how to behave after it. But what he did know; was that he wanted to do it again; very much.
Rin moved his position pushing away from Haru; only one arm was now held against the fence. "I know this is hard to believe; but I'm serious about you. Nobody has made me feel this way in a long time. I just can't imagine myself liking anyone else..." he confessed quietly.
His distant nature, his passionate drive at swimming, his beautiful blue eyes, his well built body and mysterious aura. Rin loved all of Haru and wanted to get to know more about the man beneath his shell. He just believed Haru had forgotten about him; how they used to swim together. How they used to play together after school. How Haru would tease Rin for crying because of how soft he was; but above all how he used to look after Rin when people would make fun of him.
Rin had fallen hard for Haru but being a teenager it was hard for him to convey his feelings. He didn't have many friends and some people made fun of him if he showed any kind of weakness. But what he did know was that he really fucking liked Haru.
Haru said nothing his mind a blur; he had clicked that Rin felt something for him as kids. However he had never been sure but hoped that he was right. As they grew up he had often remembered the maroon guy fondly. Now that they were older his feelings still lingered strongly.
However knowing that Rin liked him back; there were no words. He was happy, shocked, excited, confused and sad at the same time. He was a cocktail of various emotions all at once.
Rin smiled sadly and gazed into Haru's blue orbs fondly "Shitty timing though right? Guess I'm a late bloomer" he said sadly. Haru was most likely over him but he felt better knowing he had at least told him how he felt.
He pushed away from the blue eyed boy slowly separating their closeness. He was hurting because he had finally showed part of his weakness to Haru. But more than that he had revealed his vulnerable side that feared rejection; and that was not something he did regularly.
Haru watched at the Maroon haired guy walked away but didn't stir. He was still in a daze knowing he had just been confessed to. But other than that the feeling of their lips locked together was stuck in his mind.
He slowly traced along his mouth the feeling of Rin against him still burned into his mind. He blushed wildly and looked upwards towards the sky.
