Cas

by 1999englishrain

danielle, thoughtful and unique. castiel, an angel of the lord. or at least he was. now that his grace is stolen, cas and the winchesters attempt to grasp their rollercoaster of a life - add in a girl running away from her home and they make up the perfect band of misfits. " i want you to miss me like i miss you, but you miss me like the stars miss the moon; they don't. "

2. second

sometimes i lay awake at night

and i wonder,

does god exist?

if he does then what does he really look like?

more specifically, do angels exist?

is god an angel?

what do they look like?

i close my eyes and imagine that they have big,

feathery white wings and a golden halo

atop their heads.

but sometimes i also imagine them

without the halo and without the wings.

i imagine them as fallen angels,

calling out for help,

for guidance,

just like my brother did.