"Come on, bro! You can have some fun at the party." Drew was trying so hard to get his brother out of the house.

The past few weeks were difficult for his little brother, he wouldn't leave the house unless he was going to class. Whenever he did talk to Becky, he seemed happy but Becky could only speak for so long as she had taken up a lot of stuff to do at campus and slept whatever chance she got.

"You told me Becky was doing something tonight, so you should too!" Drew pulled Adam up by his arm. "Come on, I'm leaving on Sunday."

Drew was still studying in Cali and was only here for a few days. He was a little disappointed his brother wasn't giving him the time of day.

Adam's baby blue eyes looked up and nodded. He felt bad now that he thought about it. Drew had gotten into town this morning and Adam hadn't really caught up with him. "What kind of party is this?"

"Your favorite." Adam grinned, as he new this party would brighten up his mood.

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"Oh my god, he's so hot!" Christina yelled out. She was a friend of Becky's, as she knew a lot of people already coming into the school as the majority of her old high school friends enrolled into the University of Tampa.

Becky was showing her a picture of Adam and her friend's reaction made her smile. She knew he was attractive to most people, especially now as his features became much stronger. How she would hop on a plane right now if she could to just go see his face in person.

It was tough these first weeks away from him. The Skype dates and phone calls weren't enough, especially since it was hard to make time as her classes conflicted with his. Whenever she had free time, he had class, and vice versa.

"Does he meet expectations in the sack?" Another friend of hers asked, and Becky blushed.

They were at this sorority's party and they had settled outside on the porch. Her friends knew she was very stuck to her belief but with alcohol in their systems they couldn't resist asking. Unlike them, Becky was just sipping some water.

"We haven't done anything, and you know that." She shrugged.

Her friend perked up an eyebrow and giggled, "I give you props, and how you resist that I wouldn't know."

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"Baby?! Can you hear me now?" Adam shouted as loud as he could but the music was blasting.

Drew had gotten them into an underground party that had much similarity to a rave. They were a few hours in so Adam had had his few shares of drinks but wasn't comfortable enough to take any form of drugs unlike Drew and Dave. Not to say he wasn't a little drunk.

His best way to talk on the phone would be to find a bathroom, which was hard but he finally found one. "I'm sorrrrrry, babe. I wasn't expecting a call." He explained to her and tried his best to cover up his stumbling words.

"It's okay. I've just missed you and have been thinking of you a lot lately, especially tonight." She spoke with honesty as the recent discussion with her friend brought down her mood.

Becky had decided to leave the party early for that reason as she wanted nothing more than to be in bed and talk to her love, but it didn't seem that would happen as Adam was at a party of his own. "But if you're busy that's okay, I can call you in the morning."

Adam shook his head and sighed, "I'm just a little out of it." He heard nothing on the other end and knew Becky would be disappointed. She preferred it when he didn't drink, and when he was around her he usually wouldn't

But with everything going on lately, he was struggling and this was a way to deal with it. Better than drugs he thought.

"Then I definitely prefer talking to you tomorrow. Probably tomorrow night since I wouldn't want to wake you from a hangover." She was a little annoyed. She knew she didn't have control of his actions but talking to someone who was drunk was something she wanted to avoid.

"Baby, don't be mad. I just wanted to enjoy myself and Drew is here so why not have some fun. I like to have fun." Adam was starting to ramble on, "I have fun with you sober but you aren't here. And I want you here, I want my babe here or I want to be there. You're my home. I want my home."

Her lips formed into a small smile, she couldn't help herself. Just picturing the cute face he makes when he rambles about something makes her smile, adding that to the fact he called her his home made her heart skip a beat.

"I want you too." She replied to him and felt a rush go through her at how vague that was, "Not like that. I like want you here but not in that way." Becky was blushing to herself and could just imagine the grin on his face.

And she was right he was grinning. "Oh, so you don't want me want me? Because I want you want you." His eyes shut as he thought of her. He has told her this various times before of how he does desire her but she isn't much to reciprocate, as she wants to keep control of it.

She scoffed and glanced at the door in hopes her roommate wouldn't walk in during this conversation. Not that the conversation was awkward, just she tried her best to avoid it as it was getting harder and harder to push him away physically.

"I love you so I'll wait." Adam added to the conversation. It was what he would always say to her when this topic was brought up.

"And I love you but I don't want to speak to a drunk Adam." Becky sighed and found she glancing at the picture on her desk of her boyfriend. Oh how she missed him.

Adam scratched his head and saw Drew was calling his phone. "I should go then."

They said their goodbyes. Becky lied in bed and Adam pumping up to the music.


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