Sorry chapter two was filled with errors I was not happy with it and no matter how many times I fixed it the newer version just wouldn't post cant stand the bullshit, but when Eric gets a load of the new Sookie I feel like it will be worth it ! (cant wait) ps this is a more acceptable version of chapter two enjoy
Dream continued
Just saying the words out aloud made her nauseous , her grandmother had explained what was to be expected of Sookie now that she had been made aware, and when Sookie asked gran if she could tell someone preferably Bill just so that she would have someone to talk to about it. It was then that her gran had decided to tell Sookie whole truth.
Originally Adele was supposed to come to Sookie in her dreams and really try to help her understand what she was now ,and then gradually over time help ease her transition from a sort of normal human telepathic barmaid to telepathic fea princess. While also letting her in on what she was shown of Sookies future. Gran had planned on doing this over a series of dreams so to not overwhelm Sookie with everything but it was clear to her now that she had better let her granddaughter in on the whole situation with Bill, and the real reason he came to Bontemps, so that Sookie could protect her self and learn her first lesson of the supe world ………………………………………………………………and that lesson being That vampires, and supes in general are devious and tend to always have a hidden agenda even when they seem genuine and sincere its probably a rouse to get what they need out of you, it is for this reason that you should always be on your guard when around them because when all else fails they always resort to violence. ( proven Fact: check under history ) lol
Adele shifted in her seat so that Sookie now sat cross-legged on the floor between her legs while she sat on the old rocking chair. They were on the porch of the Stackhouse farm where many of these dreams would continue to take place in the future. Adele started to stroke the back of Sookies head like she did when sookie was a child it always helped put Sookie at ease, as her shoulder untensed and she began to relax. She concentrated on the feeling of her Gran's fingers running through her hair, she had really missed her gran. Gran told her of the dangers of the supe world and what would happen if anyone found out what Sookie really was and who she was related to. she told her that she couldn't tell any one especially Bill because he wasn't whom he said he was.
when Sookie asked what she meant by that. It was then that Adele told Sookie the real reason Bill was sent to Bontemps and how the queen of Louisiana had heard from her cousin Hadley that Sookie can read minds, and that a telepath was really valuable in the supe world especially now with the vampires out and that she had seen the depths people would go to just harm the vampires and the despicable things either side was willing to do. During the whole time she talked all Sookie did was cry. Her heart was broken, and she just couldn't understand why this had to happen to her as if her life weren't bad enough she had already lost so much before, and after, she met Bill, but at least she always felt like she belonged when she was around him….. around them all, like she wasn't as abnormal and alone even in a room full of vampires she felt more at home then in a room full of humans and then she realized something…………………… all of them knew … that means that Eric knew too.
Of course he knew he's ERIC.
He's probably been laughing at her the whole time, him and his child Pam probably joked about it in their stupid secret language there always speaking. Saying poor defenseless naïve Sookie actually believes that Vampire Bill loves her …….…………………. but then why was he always trying to persuade me to leave Bill and why did he act like he actually cared. Either Eric Northman is the greatest actor The World Has Ever Known or he had absolutely no idea this was going on.
As if her Gran can read her mind her Gran answered her unasked question, "the sheriff had no idea Sookie and when the time comes you will let him in on what you know about Bill as well as your secret but not until your properly prepared for that meeting and understand what coming out to him as a supe means".
Sookie stared at her Gran for almost an entire second before she blurted out "but Gran how can I trust him. He's one of them even if he didn't know about Bill he's still not trustworthy I mean the things he did to Lafayette in that basement …. Gran, Lafayette wouldn't even be alive had I not stepped in. I know for a fact that Eric would have eventually killed him there's no way I could ever trust Eric. The way he treats human life his complete disregard for it, I cant trust someone like that".
"Ok Sookie I have something's I'm going to say to you and I want you to listen and pay good attention to what ima about to tell you. " "First I want to tell you that you are in no place to judge Eric for what he did to Lafayette". " I know that's hard for you to believe because Lafayette's your friend an all, and you know how much I care for that boy, but you cant judge Eric for doing his job as sheriff , I know you think what he did was cruel but in the supernatural world what he did to your friend was really tame compared to what others would've have done to him." "Had he been caught in someone else area for suspected draining of a vampire you wouldn't have seen or heard from him again." "Sookie I just finished explaining to you that the supernatural world is a completely different world than what your use to its infinitely more cruel, they believe in an eye for an eye literally, with supes there are no slaps on the wrist and you are a part of this world, you my dear child are not human its time for you to accept what you really are." "You will not survive if you do not."
Sookie stood and stared at her Grandmother for a full minute before she spoke again "Gran how could you say that, I refuse to be apart of a world like that where its ok to torture and is considered pretty tame to terrorize a man in a basement for a week just for being suspected as a vampire drainer had they even asked me I would've looked in his head for them that way they wouldn't had to hurt him."
As soon as Sookie said that last part of the sentence she knew how ridicules is was. What would she have done if he had done it…… would she have fought against Eric to stop him from torturing Lafayette, what if Lafayette had deserved it?
Shaking her head to rid her of such thoughts she lifted her head to her Gran's eyes and spoke softer this time "Gran I don't think I can do this, I don't think I could be a supe." "Gran I just want to be normal please." Sookie stared at her imploring her with her eyes
Adele looked at her granddaughter with sympathy but spoke to her firmly " Sookie you were never meant to be normal you my dear granddaughter were born for so much more ……. but I have seen what happens if you continue to go down this path if you continue to ignore what you are "All that it will lead to is more heartache and more death ".
" Its there inside of you Sookie its always been apart of you. your supe half its just been locked away but its not anymore……… and as soon as you accept your self as the supe you know you are, you'll be able to access your full powers. For now you'll just have to practice and train with the prince and his fairy's to expand your powers, soon you'll be able to tell the Northman everything but not before your ready." "Sookie you can do this!" " If not for you than to protect the ones you love, You said so yourself you've lost so much already are you willing to lose more because your scared, Or are you going to put your big girl panty's on and be the strong, stubborn ,wont take that lying down attitude havin southern bell I know you to be."
Sookie thought about what her Gran said very carefully and she knew what her answer was as soon as her Gran had mentioned the death of more of her loved ones. Sookie can't handle anymore people she loved dying. She would do anything to prevent that from happening even if that meant loosing her humanity. Again as if sensing her thoughts her Adele spoke again "You wouldn't lose your humanity".
Sookie stared at her gran bewildered "Is Gran reading my thoughts" she thought, that's just what id need right now a telepathic gran
"Sookie your supeness doesn't take anything away from you if anything it enhances you, what you are" "you'll always be Sookie Stackhouse Daughter of Corbit and Ann Stackhouse the Granddaughter that I have always loved and am extremely proud of". " I've always known you were meant for greater things I've been scared that you'd never realize how great you are and that you'd end up wasting away in that bar, I've been worried that you'd always have to hide who you are, and that you'd never truly be able to be yourself around anyone'.
As her gran said this she had tears running down her face it took a second for Sookie to realize she was crying too. She couldn't help but think of Bill, she always felt like she could be herself around him Just thinking of Bill reminded her of his betrayal, of the utter devastation he caused in her. She felt her heart was in pieces she never hated anyone before but right now she felt pure hatred for Bill. She also felt something else…. power unlike anything she ever felt before she didn't know how but she knew that if she really wanted to hurt Bill she could………………………….. That thought caused her to freeze she's never intentional wanted to hurt someone, besides Renee but that was self defense, right now she really wanted to cause Bill pain. She wanted him to feel what she felt, to feel like the only person you trusted, you loved, the one person where she felt herself around betrayed her she wanted him to hurt, to feel even half of her pain. She stopped that train of thought when her Gran spoke to her again "You cant let anyone know the things you've learned tonight especially bill you have to act like everything's exactly the same between the two of you".
"What?" "You cant be serious Gran you expect me to act like I still love him after everything I know, I don't think I can do that Gran just the thought of him touching me let alone kissing me is unfathomable (Unfathomable, Word-Of-The-Day) to me Gran" Sookie shivered with repulsion at the thought of it . Sookie stared at her Gran as she stood up from her rocking chair and walked up to her and spoke to her in a firm tone "You mustSookie if you don't, if he even figures out you know the truth, he'll take you …….. he'll turn you into the queen where god knows what they'll do to you. Your not ready to meet the queen Sookie. She is even less tolerable of humans than most vampires way less than what you witnessed Eric being and from what you saw of Eric that's saying a lot".
"Gran I know Bill betrayed me but he wouldn't do that to me something tells me that he did really love me even though it was all a lie. I felt like he did care for me, I could never forgive him and even though I want revenge, id never kill him I couldn't do that to someone I had loved.' Sookie had tears streaming down her face as she said this. Adele gently wiped away Sookie's tears brought her arms around her and hugged her as she spoke, ' He'd have no choice My beautiful belle for fear of Eric catching wind of your separation its no secret that he wants you for his own and Bill doesn't stand a chance against the Viking, he'd have to give you to the queen. If not for the sole perpose of Eric being unable to have you, that and in hopes that one day the queen would allow him to keep you. Sookie abruptly stepped out of her Gran's embrace and all but yelled at her as she spoke
"But don't you see that's exactly why I can't trust Eric he's been trying to steal me away from Bill from the very beginning and for what….. I don't know uhhh probably as his own special blood slave or something. He's a…. pardon my language Gran , but he's A DICK " Adele just chuckled at her granddaughter's words which couldn't have been more accurate. "That may be Sookie but the Viking is drawn to you he's never met anyone like you, everything about you is unique at least he has taste".
(not really sookie thought judging from some of the fangbangers hes currently fucking just remembering their thoughts about Eric, made sookie want to throw up. How could he say he wants her and than turn around have sex with them does he think shed be into that or that she's like them? Whatever none of that matters anyway its not like she'd ever let him touch her )
Thank god Gran cant here her thoughts because she'd defiantly be upset with Sookie swearing so much shed always say its impolite to swear, but truth be told Sookie swears all the time just never in front of her gran or anywhere gran would hear . Gran spoke again breaking Sookie out of her reverie
"and Sookie that pretty much applies to every arrogant, good looking, rich man, as well as some poor ones, and possibly half of California's male population, maybe new York's too, definitely china ,but then again none of them are as arrogant as the Europeans,…. but thinking about it I've never met a more prideful bunch than the south, Adele mused aloud. Gran had her there Sookie thought "Sookie you will act like nothings wrong between you and Bill and when the time comes you will tell Eric everything". "The sheriff is a lot of things but he is known for being honorable and just he will honor any deal he makes with you" Gran winked as she said the last part.
"Gran how will I know who I can trust?" "No need to worry about that Sookie you are after all a telepath are you not?" Sookieblinked as stared at her grandmother not really comprehending what her being telepathic had to do with anything she answered her Gran "well yea I am Gran but you know I can't read vampire minds and I can barely read Sam and he's a shifter". Adele just smiled and said" not for long" in an annoying singsong voice "what do you mean not for long, what aren't you telling me Gran?" frustration clear in her voice
"Sookie unfortunately there isn't enough time to tell you everything but I will answer your question your telepathy will expand so that you'll be able to hear all supes as well as be able to shield better so you wont be overwhelmed with thoughts " I'm really sorry sweetheart but I have to go ill visit you again soon Sookie just remember what I told you, Bill mustn't find out that you know , be the strong woman I know you to be. Don't let what others have done break you, don't let Bills betrayal be the end of Sookie Stackhouse you are meant for greater things and never doubt that I am proud of the woman your becoming.
As Gran's face disappeared from Sookie's sight, Fresh tears were streaming down Sookies face as she opened her eyes finally awake from her dream. She wiped the tears from her face and vowed then and there that she was going to do whatever it took to protect hers, She'd do anything to never have to relive the pain losing her parents and gran had caused her even becoming a supe.
She decided its time for a new Sookie Stackhouse . One the supes would think twice about messing with but with equal amounts of respect and adoration mixed in. She realized that her Gran was right If she didn't like the way the supe world work then she'd just have to change it.
Yes, its defiantly time for a new Sookie to take over. She'll become someone her Gran can truly be proud of.