Accepting Love
Ch. 2
Electric
Edward and I were comfortably sitting on my bed talking. I learned that the three of them had been friends since grade school along with many other things. He had said they all felt connected in someway. He didn't elaborate and I didn't ask. If he wanted me to know then he would tell me.
I wanted to kiss him the whole time we were talking. I could barely think of anything besides that. The feeling I got around him was amazing. The feeling I got around all three of them was even better. The electricity in the air between Edward and I was intense. Having him on the bed with me was driving me insane. Did I want to ask him if he felt it? How did you explain something like this? I wasn't even sure what it was.
I felt the electricity, before I felt him. He was caressing my face. The feel of his hand against my face mixed with the tingling sensation had my body on fire. Why was I so attracted to him? Why was my body reacting like this?
"You are so beautiful…your skin…it's so soft" he whispered.
With that, he leaned in a little and touched his lips to mine. All I could hear was my heart pounding and my head screaming. More I need more!
My hands instinctively sneaked around his neck. My fingers played with the hair that was softer, than I had imagined. His tongue ran along my lower lip asking for entrance. I felt his arm wrap around my waist, as he pulled me closer. Our tongues tangled together and I couldn't help but moan.
"Mmmhmm" he moaned breathlessly, when we pulled away.
Take more. No, it was just a kiss Bella chill out. I want him so bad.
Our eyes locked on each other lustfully. We both knew we wanted this to go farther.
Would he think I was a slut if this went farther right now? Who cares you want him?
I really needed to get a hold on my inner monologues. They were killing the mood.
Our lips met once again. More fire and electricity shot through me. The kiss quickly became feverish and passionate. His hands roamed my body making me quiver slightly. I felt him smirk against my lips, as his hand found the hem of my shirt. The skin-to-skin contact was intense. I wanted more and I never wanted it to stop.
I moaned at the sensation and pressed my body further into his. He took it as a sign of encouragement and slipped my shirt off. I wanted to see the chiseled stomach I had touched earlier, so I slipped his off as well. I had never wanted someone so bad.
Angela never made me feel this way. How did he do it?
Once again, I was gasping for air. However, I didn't want to lose the feel of his lips on mine. I pouted in protest, but stopped immediately, when he started unbuckling my jeans. In what had to be, record speed, we were both undressed. He kissed me softly on the lips and smiled at me when he pulled away. His lips found their way to my neck. Luscious open mouth kisses started at my jaw line, down my neck, to my collarbone.
I quivered beneath him, as he licked the sensitive skin there and nipped softly. He chuckled softly at my body's response and smiled down at me.
Was he asking permission to continue? By all means continue, or I might lose my mind!
He nipped and sucked my collarbone one more time, then his mouth was worked its way down my body. His tongue ran along the top of my breast, while his hand gripped my hip firmly. His breath over my wet skin was causing me to become even wetter. However, when his tongue swirled around my nipple, I almost came undone. He continued to nip, suck, lick, and use gentle caresses on my nipples.
God how could he make me want to come by just doing that!
His ministrations had me whimpering and moaning as; he switched back and forth between breasts. My whimper was one, of protest once again as he released them. He subdued it by an open wet kiss, his tongue swirling with mine.
He tastes like candy! I could eat his candy all day. O Angela never made me this wet or this turned on. It was definitely not the only first that was going to happen tonight.
He moaned and released my mouth. His tongue licked softly down my body, between my breast and around my navel. I had goose bumps down my legs. I felt his long hard erection, graze, my inner thigh, and I moaned.
His hands caressed my hips gently as his tongue worked its way to my hipbone. He proceeded to tease my body even more. More licks, more sucking, more nipping.
Who would have thought my hips hold such an erogenous zone?
He ran his tongue from one hip to the other and then down my thigh.
"Oh God" I whimpered"
"That's not my name" he chuckled as, he used his warm breath to blow over the wet trail.
"I will try…and…remember that," I said breathlessly.
"Good" he said hovering over my center. His hot breath teased me.
His tongue darted out and ran over my folds.
"Tease," I moaned out.
"Yes, but you are enjoying it," he punctuated his words by returning his tongue slowly to my folds. Agonizingly slow, his tongue ran up, slightly deeper than before; and his tip was just barely grazing my clit.
He slid his arms down my hips to my thighs, wrapping an arm around each. He brought one leg over his shoulder to open me further to him. His finger ran up and down my slit.
"You taste so good," he said licking his finger. I couldn't respond. I was trying to keep my body from imploding.
I gasped as he brought his mouth to my clit and sucked the little knob into his mouth. His tongue circled around it and flicked it back and forth. My hips bucked pressing his face farther into my clit. He flicked my clit relentlessly, causing me to shudder and call out his name.
"I want to taste you Bella. You are so sweet" he hummed against me. His finger teasing my entrance, he returned his mouthed to my clit.
One swift movement later and his fingers, were inside me. I knew I was on the verge of the best orgasm of my life. He slid it in and out slowly and flicked my clit with his tongue. Each flick sent waves of pleasure coursing through my body. My eyes were clamped firmly shut; all I could do was watch the ripples and feel. My thoughts were almost incoherent as his tongue moved to my entrance.
He slid his finger out and licked my entrance, darting his tongue in and out of me.
"OH Shit" I cried out.
"Cum for me Bella, I need to taste you" he demanded. His, voice made me want to run to the edge of pleasure and throw myself over.
His tongue returned to my clit as he inserted two fingers inside me. In and out, in and out he pumped relentlessly. I felt my walls tightening and the electricity humming through my body. He curled his fingers slightly, rubbing my g-spot with each thrust of his hand. The flicker of his tongue and the motion of his fingers sent me crashing over the edged like a tidal wave. His fingers slowed as I started to recover.
I realized, as I made my way back to reality, that I had been screaming his name. He was smiling up at me as he slid his fingers out of me.
"Do you know how sweet you taste Bella?" he asked, as he stalked up my body. He started rubbing his extremely hard dick up, my leg.
"Why don't you refresh my memory?" I smirked. With that, his mouth came crashing down on mine. I wanted to taste myself on his tongue.
I taste better on him then I ever did on Angela.
"I want to be inside you now," he groaned as he pulled away.
"I want you inside me," I panted running my nails over his perfectly chiseled chest.
"This might hurt a little, since you haven't been with a guy" he said nuzzling my neck.
"I can handle it," I rasped out. The head of his long thick cock was teasing my entrance.
With that, he slowly pushed into me. I felt every bit of the pain. Technically, I was a virgin, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. He didn't move once he was sheathed completely inside me. His eyes were locked with mine. When I smiled, he knew I was ready. The pain had subsided and I wanted to feel him moving inside me. I wanted all of him.
Angela had never been able to give me this kind of pleasure. I loved the vibrator we used, but it was nothing like this. I felt more pain with her the first time we used it. However, it never gave me this pleasure. Maybe I had lost my virginity to her?
The feel of his cock moving in and out of me was almost overwhelming. His eyes didn't leave mine, until his lips found mine again. My fingers dug into his back with each slow thrust. I pulled him into me more. I wanted more I wanted faster. He seemed to catch on and his pace quickened. His groans had me clenching around him. I wouldn't last long I knew it.
"God you are so tight," he grunted against my neck.
My hips thrust into him at his words. I met every stroke he made and moaned out his name. He withdrew himself, leaving only the tip of his hard cock teasing me. MY hips jutted upwards trying to force him back inside.
He slammed into me causing the ripple effect of pleasure to be even stronger than before. He repeated his actions slamming into me harder and faster. I was teetering on the edge now. Each thrust was threatening to send me tumbling over the edge to blissful oblivion.
His hand found its way to my breast. He grabbed it firmly in his hand, my nipple between his index finger and thumb. He grunted above me and pinched my nipple. I screamed out in pleasure. The ripples were taking me under with each movement of his hand. He did the same to the other breast and moved his hand softly down my body. I was on the verge of losing my mind if I didn't get my release soon.
He seemed to since this as his hand found my clit. He rubbed circles around the sensitive knob, increasing the ripples.
"I…am…Ugh…EDWARD! God I am so close" I panted and moaned tilting my pelvis. The new depth was exactly what we needed.
"Shit Bella…you…are going to…make me cum." he groaned.
He pinched my clit and I lost it. My body was convulsing at his touch. My walls clenched firmly around him. He thrusts into me one more time harder than before, as I chanted his name and screamed out in pleasure. I was flying and had taken him with me, chanting my name.
He collapsed against me panting. I was panting trying to catch my breath, as I came back down to earth. We lay like that for a long time, me running my hands through his hair and down his back softly. I could see the red marks my nails had inflicted.
He kissed me soundly on the mouth one last time and rolled off me. He pulled me into him, as he pulled the blanket over us. No words were said, as he nuzzled into the back of my neck. I had just had two of the best orgasms of my life, and I am completely spent.
I woke up in the exact same position I had fallen asleep in. Edward was the reason I had woken up. His hand was running up and down my side, as he kissed the back of my neck. My mind immediately wondered back to last night. Two mind blowing orgasms. I didn't want to stop his kissing now. I could lie like this all day and night.
He licked softly on the side of my neck, and I couldn't hold in the moan, I had been suppressing.
"Morning beautiful" he murmured against my skin.
"Morning handsome" I rasped and arched into his touch. He chuckled softly causing me to shiver.
We continued to lie there as he ran his hands wondrously over my body. He avoided my breast, and only grazed, my inner thigh with his fingertips. I had already figured out he liked to hear and see me moan and wither at his touch.
His hand was just about to be where I wanted it most, when someone knocked on the door hard. I groaned and covered myself with the sheet causing him to laugh softly and kiss my shoulder.
"If you want to eat before we leave you better get your ass in the shower now." Alice yelled at the door.
"Leave where?" I asked as I stretched out. The sheet slid down reveling one of my breasts. He smiled evilly and quickly sucked it in his mouth flicking my nipple. He laughed, when he looked up at the pout I was wearing when he pulled away.
"Dinner at my parent's house in Forks, it's an every Sunday thing. You are more than welcome to come, if you want" he smiled and kissed me on the cheek. He started looking around the room to spot his clothes.
Meet the parents of the man I just slept with?
No way in hell!
"Is that close to Knife and Spoon?" I smiled quirking my eyebrow at him.
"Funny, you want to go or what?" he laughed.
"I don't know. I still have some unpacking to do before school starts tomorrow" I smiled.
With that, he kissed me one final time. He got up, slipped his boxers on and gathered up his clothes before he left the room. There was no way I would venture to meet his parent's right after sleeping with him. I had only known him for a day now.
Jeez that was a bit sluty.
Well worth it though.
I quickly took a shower and joined them for breakfast. Alice kept smiling at me strangely.
Did they hear us last night? Surly they knew what happened.
I was well aware that I kept blushing, throughout breakfast. They each told me goodbye with a hug. Alice's perky breasts were pushed into me so firmly I could feel her hard nipples.
Kiss her! No, no! She's straight.
Jasper lingered longer than usual as well. I was well aware of his body and was tempted to kiss him as well.
What the hell is wrong with you Swan? You get laid by a guy once, and you are ready to be miss orgy?
After they left, I went, upstairs and finished unpacking what little I had left. I checked my email and I had one from Angela. I hadn't had a phone conversation with her, since I left. She had sent me a text or two, but I didn't answer. I wanted a new life.
I read over her email several times.
Bella,
I miss you. I tried to text you to see if you made it ok. I hope everything is ok, since I haven't heard from you. I know what we decided, but I still worry about you. I know you want a new life, but I have always been your best friend. I hope to hear from you. Even if it is just "I'm ok"
Miss you.
Angela
I finally decided to write her back a quick email. She deserved that much.
I waited patiently for the laptop to comply. It was a pain having such an old model. Finally, the window popped up.
Angela,
Sorry to make you worry. I just moved in so I haven't really had a way to email you. My phone died not too long after I got here. The place is really nice, and I got a great deal. I have three roommates so everything is split equally. My laptop keeps getting slower and slower, so I am not sure how often I will be able to respond.
Miss you too.
Bella
I checked over my response several times, before I sent it. I finally decided it sounded ok, and that I wasn't trying to ignore her on purpose. I knew she didn't want me to leave, but it was for the best.
I spent the rest of the day reading. I knew I had a busy day tomorrow, and I was nervous. I was sixteen and starting my first day of college. I think I had every right to be nervous. I would be turning seventeen in a few weeks, but I would still be the youngest person in my classes.
I wonder what Edward would do if he found out how old I was? What would Alice and Jasper think?