Chapter 2

In this white room

Since the time of my awakening, I had gone through some rough emotions. I have had alot of questions, but I am getting no answers! Its been brought to my attention that I cannot for the life of me remember why I am even here. Sure stuff from my child hood I remember, like the first time I rode a bike, or when I had my first kiss, but nothing for whatever happened to put me in this white room.

I was told that if I was to rememeber anything, I was to write it down or go straight to a doctor or attendent. Everyone is so fussy here. But all they want me to do is write while I'm here. So here are the details of what happened after I woke up...

My scream brought maybe brought six or seven doctors and nurses hurtling into my room. They stood in shock after seeing that I was awake. The fact that I was kinda sitting up stil hadn't registered yet. See I was in a deep coma. There was no possible way I could have woken up. You could see this fact written all over the Doctors and nurses faces. While they are standing in shock, I'm still screaming from the unbearable pain that seems to be present in every cell of my body. One of the Doctors finally realizes that they have been just standing there and runs over to me. The Doctor pulls out a needle and sticks it into my IV. I feel this instant cooling spreading out through my veins, into my heart, and around my body. Its fasinating that I can track the moments throughout my limbs. The pain subsides, and my screaming slows. They attempt to talk to me but I can't really hear anything they are saying to me. In fact I cant really see anything either. Just blurry blobs. I can feel that I am being pushed gentally back onto the bed. The wonder drug has taken effect, I am again falling into darkness...

I think a couple days have passed since then, but I cant be to sure. My body has been pumped with so many kinds of pain killer drugs that I cant be sure about time. I can't seem to understand why people would do that willingly. Having no sense of time, or a sense of reality. Everything is over exaggerated. Nothing is what it seems. It has been a very discombobulating couple of days for me.

Everything is still kind of blurry and I am still unsure of how I got here, or why I am here. The fact that I can see seems to excite the doctors. I honestly don't understnad why, because there really isn't anything exciting to look at. I mean I am in a freakin' white room. Very entertaining. You could tell if there was even the slightest bit of dirt the room is soo blindingly white. It hurts my eyes.

Oh and did I mention that I am a prisoner in this room? Yupp. I can't go ANYWHERE! This places sucks. I just want to go home and sleep in my own bed. Where ever that is.

A man with a deep voice came in earlier, and told me that I had amnesia. Which makes sense since I can't remember my own name. Deep voice continued to speak, I don't think he really cared if I was listening or not. He was kind of monotone. So I spaced, until he said that I had been in an accident. That got my attention right quick. So that explains why I am here in this hollow white room. I asked Monotone if he could tell me what happened, he just walked out. Asshole. How am I supposed to remember if no one tells me even the bare minimum details?! Useless. Thats all they are.

I am seriously annoyed with the events that have taken place. No one tells me anything. I asked if I could have a mirror. Just to see the damage for myself. Yeah I hear about this was damaged, that was fractured, you had internal bleeding in this place. Blah Blah! I have no proof that these things really exsist on my body. They refused my the mirror because the "shock of the reality of my injuries could be devistating." Fucking duh! Doesn't mean it's going to make a fucking difference to my situation. They could at least give me a book or something to read in here. I am fucking bored! Uggh...

The stress of my situation makes me tired alot. Strain and all. Time to sleep a little..

AN: Sorry for the delay in updates guys. The pain of being a full time high school student in grade 12. I'll be getting more done within the next week cuz i have the week off. So more chapters a comin. Please review! Feedback, even bad feedback is appreciated! :) Thanks for reading!