This day...is the worst day of my life! At least I've never had a more awkward one if it isn't. Mello and his family of super creeps invited me and my family (of dead on the inside) over and what do you know? He has two dads! L and Light or something of the like and his little brother is albino, Near or some stupid shit. (And don't think, I think they're creepy for being gay or anything... I'm bi after all.) My dad was totally nervous fidgeting and trying his best to rush our visit, but my brother couldn't careless, texting away! Fucker. Oh! Back to the point. Why I think they're weird. That L guy looks like he hasn't slept in two years, he sat like a bird and the whole time he was eating this cake in a strange way and he wouldn't share! Light looked like he was about to punch me after I sneezed and didn't cover my mouth. (Don't judge me! I didn't feel it coming, total accident.) Near looked to be maybe one year younger then me but he was playing with "action figures" (he totally looked like he was gonna punch me too when I said I liked his dolls.) building blocks and dice. Mello wouldn't stop staring at me either which made me nervous (which is why I couldn't stop myself from doing stupid things. Secretly wishing I would do something he would hate me for!) right before we left he told me how funny I was for insulting Near, apparently he doesn't like him. So that only made me get more points with him. Damn.

"So how did you like them?" Mello asked catching up with me on my walk to school.

"Who?" I asked exhaling some smoke.

"My family."

"Didn't." I answered truthfully.

"I figured. Even though L is a little strange and Light is uptight they're pretty nice... The same can't be said for Near though." his eyes narrowed.

I put the cigarette to my mouth "Yeah, yeah. Do you want something?" I breathed in.

"I told you nothing right now." he smirked and looked at me.

I glared at him before throwing my cigarette on the ground. "Then how come you always bother me!" Usually when people do try to be my friend they get fed up and leave by now.

"You are" he pointed at me "very interesting."

"Que?" I asked, using the very little Spanish I knew. (A/N: Que means what.)

"You seem to not like other" he paused looking thoughtful "people." He emphasized the last word.

"You're a 'people' do you think your any different?"

"Don't be so sure." he muttered before looking at me he said "I might be."

Even though I don't really like Mello (but I guess I don't technically hate him either) he cracks me up. He always eats chocolate during class but how he dose it is hilarious; like a mouse or something. But that is beside the point, I'm still holding strong on not liking him.

I looked up at the cloudy sky angry. How come people don't like cloudy days? Everything is so much cleaner smelling and looking. "What are you thinking?" Mello asked.

I put my goggles over my eyes "Ugh your giving me headache with all of this attention!" I put my fingers to my forehead.

"Really?" he asked.

"No not really I just need a cigarette." I leaned against the wall.

"I wish you wouldn't smoke, its annoying."

"Is it annoying enough to make you leave me alone?" I asked hopeful.

"No." he walked up close to me resting his arm on the wall right next to my face. "You wont get rid of me that easy." he leaned his face so close it was maybe an inch away, and I could smell his breath even taste it. It was really weird smelling and tasting, but somehow genuinely... intoxicating. I had to resist licking my lips; even my eyes started to get heavy.

Thank God the bell rang right then, tearing me away from the situation. I practically ran back to the class room once I got in I sat at my desk, feeling my cheeks and how hot they were. Damn! That did not just happen! We were not going to k-kiss, right? Mello came in the class looking very calm and collected. That fucker! I bet he did this on purpose just to get my panties in a knot! I'm gonna fucking stab him in the jaw with my pen! I grabbed onto said pen until my knuckles turned white as Mello took his seat next to me.

Not even waiting a second I ran out of the room once school was over. Damn, the one time I need him he is nowhere to be fucking found! "Oliver!" I yelled.

"What is it little brother." Damn he's in a good mood, he must be rolling.

"Please don't admit we are related in public, I don't want everybody to know I'm related to the school man-whore." he laughed "Can you give me a lift home?" I asked.

"S-sorry can't, going to Aiden's house."

"You can't go to your dealer later?"

"Nopes, hes given me a good deal that I have to pounce on before someone else does."

"Is that a literal thing?"

He went into a fit of laughter before saying "Maybe," and then glaring at me "make something up for Dad for me, kay?"

"You want me to do you a favor and you wont even drop me off at home?"

His glare stiffened as he looked at me "Yes, or else I'll break your arm again." He grabbed my right arm tight, making sure he put no doubt in my mind he wasn't serious. He may be high but hes done it before, its not like Dad would believe me if I told him Oliver threatened me anyway. Oliver let go of me putting his sunglasses on before saying "Fine, I'll take you home. I need to pick up my spare money anyway."

"Are you sure your good to drive?"

"Yeah, I'm starting to come down a little."

"Thanks." Even though he dose threaten me and on a regular basis, hurt me too, I do love my brother.

"Hey did you see that?" he asked.

"What?"

"I thought I saw something." he walked ahead of me. Maybe he shouldn't drive.

Well he got me home safe and sound high as a kite! I laid on my bed trying not to concern myself with Oliver's drug problem-o and trying to think of a way to totally fuck with Mello. Well not much I know about him aside from him liking chocolate. I closed my eyes. Damn his breathe smelled so good! I can't even comprehend it! But I wonder if he did try to kiss me, would I have let him? No! Defiantly not! Damn I swear to Je-bus if he tries that shit again I'm gonna kick him in the nads... I wonder if Mihael is online. I gotta get some shit off my chest.

I logged on to the website looking at my list of friends to see a big "Online Now" above his icon. Opening an IM tab I started:

Mail says: I wish my life wasn't so double end sword with Oliver. I want to help him but he really just doesn't care... so maybe I shouldn't either.

Mihael says: The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.

Mail says: Real advice please!

Mihael says: Well its not like you can help it, he is your brother.

Mail says: I guess so...

Mihael says: Well from your starting message I take it you had a bad day.

Mail says: Yeah that guy still won't leave me alone.

Mihael says: Well he said he'd tell you what he wants eventually right?

Mail says: Something like that.

Mihael says: Just wait then.

Mail says: I'm not that patient.

Mihael says: Yeah I guess he better hurry then.

A/N: I do not endorse doing drugs!!!! But anyway did you guys like it yes, no, maybe? Tell me ASAP because next chapter is gonna be mother fis-uck-ing crazy... In my opinion anyway. Review, thank you please?

Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note or My Chemical Romance... or drugs.