Chapter 2
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Whats a man to do by Usher-

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
In two different places

"DEREK!" she yelled from across his apartment. He rolled his eyes and ignored her.

"Derek! Jeez I come over and all you do is stay locked up in this room!" she complained form the door.

"Is there a problem?" He asked staring at the computer screen in front of him.

"There is actually," She said walking towards him. She spun his chair to face her and pecked his lips. "Were going out tonight," she said smiling brightly.

"Umm sorry Tiff- WE'RE not going anywhere. Go have fun with your friends," he said turning his chair towards the screen once again.

"Aww come on Der- we never do anything!" she said leaning against the desk- crossing her arms over t her chest.

"It didn't bother you before," he said turning towards her.

"Fine. If we're going to stay in," she said unbuttoning his white shirt. "Can we at least go to bed?" She said with a sparkle in her eyes. He felt bad. He had been a real jerk to her lately. She didn't deserve it. Sure she wasn't perfect- he didn't expect her to be. But she didn't deserve the current treatment he was given her.

"Sure babe," He said smiling up to her, taking her hand.

***

He continued to kiss down her neck hearing her moan in response as well as her nails scratching his back. "I love you," she barley whispered.

"Love you too." he mumbled, not really paying attention to what she had said. He pulled away from her body and over to the nightstand next to his bed. He felt around until he found what he was looking for.

"Derek," she winced getting very impatient.

"Hold on," he said trying to open up the foil packet.

She looked over to him and realized what he was doing.
"Derek baby, no," she said taking it away form his hands

He looked at her confused. "What? You're on the pill now?" He asked.

She giggled a bit."No Derek, But I want a baby." She said smiling up at him.

***

"Derek, I'm sorry!"

"Did you even think to yourself 'hmm maybe I should tell Derek' you know BEFORE hand!" he yelled.

"Honey, please don't be mad," she pleaded.

"Tiff, I think its best if you went home." He said running his fingers through his hair.

She bit her lip. "I was hoping to sleep over tonight." She said quietly "Please? I'll make it better." She said hopeful.

He sighed. "Fine. But don't think for a minute that were having sex tonight." He said looking at her with disappointment.

***

He looked at the alarm clock next to him, it read smiled remembering all the times Casey made him wish on 11:11. He missed her so much. He turned and saw Tiffany peacefully sleeping. And he instantly felt guilt. He knew his heart was still Casey's, and that Tiffany was trying really hard to win him wasn't stupid- she knew there was someone else. But he did love her- that he couldn't deny. But it just wasn't right. It wasn't the same kind of love he felt for Casey. The unconditional love, were he'd do anything to please her. Sure he loved Tiff- but it wasn't enough, and it wasn't fair to her either.

At 11:11 he stared at the ceiling and thought I wish I had my life back, and closed his eyes.

He was finally dozing off until he heard his cell phone buzz on the nightstand. He yawned, rubbing his eyes and opened him phone to find a text message from Casey.

I trust myself

Before he had time to register what I meant he received another text message.

I trust myself with loving you.

He was putting together the pieces of what she meant. There last conversation- the last time he had seen her. And then came one final text message.

I trust you.

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