Hello everyone! i am so incredibly sorry about not updating in so long! as you all know nothing belongs to me besides the plot.

Within minutes they were both walking towards the meeting room, unsure about what the meeting would be about. They entered the room and saw Aizen siting in his special seat at the head of the room " hello Shiro, at this time I only need to speak with Grimmjow. She nodded and skipped out of the room, waiting in the hall. Grimmjow sat at his usual seat and tapped his fingers against the table " why am I here?" Aizen flashed a smug grin " We no longer have a need for Shiro" Grimmjow hid his emotions and nodded " ill handle it" Aizen shook his head " its being handled as we speak" Grimmjow's eyes widened slightly, enough for his leader to notice.

*WITH SHIRO*

She was waiting patiently near the doors while Grimmjow and Aizen spoke. Footsteps were heard in the empty hallway which made her look up, she saw a tall man with short lavender hair and cold dark eyes. He grabbed his zampakuto and pointed it to Shiros face. She raised an eyebrow. He lunged at her without a word but she easily dodged his attack and chuckled "do I know you?" he grinned and showed his pearly white teeth " we have not met until now and before you ask, I am here to dispose of you. Leader sama has no need for you anymore". She tapped her chin "leader sama? Oh! You mean Aizen? He wants me dead?" the man nodded and got ready for another attack while Shiro was distracted and thinking. The man disappeared from her sight and appeared behind her, he held his sword to her throat but was surprised that she had no reaction. He couldn't see as she grinned and cut her palm with her fingernail. She made a sword and spun around faster than he could see.

*WITH GRIMMJOW AND AIZEN*

The doors flew open and the scent of blood filled the room. Grimmjow looked around nervously and Aizen waited to see how the white haired woman was killed. Shiro walked in, the front of her outfit was stained with blood and no longer white. She looked at Aizen and could see the shock on his face, she flashed a crooked grin and held out the head of the man that was sent to kill her " you sent this pathetic man to kill me? You must not think very much of me if you thought this man could kill me" she threw the bloody head at Aizen and watched as it rolled and left a trail of bloody spatter. Aizen looked at her and noticed that her eyes were solid red like the woman from his dream, he stood up and walked towards her, he used a kido to keep Grimmjow from interfering. As he walked towards the woman that held his heart in his past life, he placed his hand on the handle of his zampakuto but made no move to unsheathe it. He stood a few feet in front of her when he saw a spot of blood on her stomach grow and ooze blood. He heard something that sounded like a baby crying and he looked around, putting on a mask of indifference. Shiro began coughing up blood and walked closer to the man that wants her dead "why did you do this to me…to us" her body began to sway as blood kept pouring out from her stomach. Aizen gently placed a hand on her stomach and got memories from his previous life, he felt regret blossom in his chest as he remembered how much he loved this woman and wanted her to be the mother of his child. The sound of a baby crying grew louder in his ears as Shiro grinned. The blood dripping from her mouth had coated her teeth " you killed me once and now you want to do it again" she laughed maniacally as Aizen paled and stepped back. Shiro walked to where Grimmjow was trapped and placed a bloody hand on the barrier, dissolving it. The blue haired man stared at her with wide eyes then saw that Aizen was in shock. He grabbed Shiro's hand and opened a garganta to a town where they knew no one. He pulled his bloody woman through the portal, luckily it was night time so no one saw them. He looked at Shiro and smirked at what she did " you wait here princess, ill get us a place to stay" she nodded and looked around, rubbing her arms to keep warm in the chilly night air. Minutes later Grimmjow walked up to her and grabbed her arm, pulling her to a cheap motel room for the night. Once he unlocked the door Shiro darted in and sighed happily in the warm room. Grimmjow went to the table near the only bed in the room and picked up the phone "you should get in the shower, you're covered in blood" he looked over her body and grinned. He dialed Kisuke's number. Shiro went to the bathroom and got in the shower, turning the water to the hottest setting.

After a few rings Kisuke answered the phone "hello?" grimm sighed "I need yer help" Kisuke rubbed his eyes " its 2 in the morning, who is this?" Grimmjow rolled his eyes "all you need to know is that it involves Shiro" Kisuke sat up as he remembered the white haired beauty " what's going on? Is she okay?" Grimmjow nodded but then realized the other man couldn't see him "yeah she's fine for the time being but Aizen wants her dead. I need a gigai, we both need new identities and a new place to stay, as far away from here as possible"

kisuke nodded" alright but I need to see you both in person so I can get everything you need" Grimmjow let out a low growl "fine. We'll be there in a day or two" with that he hung up. He rubbed his face and went to the bathroom and heard Shiro singing " oh, sad little woodpecker. Poisonous tears, shining brightly, as they stream down your cheeks" he leaned against the edge of the shower and listened to her song until the end " what song is that?" Shiro peaked her head around the shower curtain and smiled at him "it's the lullaby silly" he nodded like he knew what that was. She giggled and turned the water a bit hotter, steam soon fogging up the room. He quickly undressed without her knowing and he slowly pulled open the shower curtain enough to sneak in. Shiro was facing the shower head as it sprayed water onto her face and down her body. She soon felt rough, calloused hands on her hips. She smiled and blushed lightly "what do you think you're doing grimmy?" he leaned close to her ear and whispered in a husky voice "I'm showering with a beautiful woman, what are you doing?" she turned around and stuck her tongue out at him, he let out a low laugh at her childish antics " careful, I might just bite that tongue" she blushed and buried her face in his chest. He chuckled and brushed his fingers down her arms before placing his thumb under her chin to bring her face to his. He looked into her blood red eyes then to her nose and then lastly to her lips. He could see how her parted lips soon smirked "are you gunna stare at my lips forever?" he looked at her like his prey and pushed her against the shower wall before slamming his lips against hers. He grabbed her tush and lifted her up, causing her to wrap her legs around his waist. She broke the kiss and giggled then nipped his nose. He growled and turned the shower off without putting her down. She leaned back and laughed as her carried her to the bed. His eyes roamed across her face as she laughed and he wondered how he could have emotions for her, that word wasn't in his vocabulary. He dropped her on the bed and stared at her. He was falling for her. He whispered to himself "shit!" Shiro crawled over to him and stared at him " what's wrong…did I do something?" when he didn't answer she grabbed a blanket and covered herself, feeling incredibly insecure. Not wanting to sit there, she went to the bathroom to grab her clothes but stopped when she felt him grab her arm. She looked at the floor and said nothing. He hated when she didn't look at him and it made him even more agitated when he realized it "look at me" when she didn't he put his hand on the back of her head and made her face him but she looked at anything but him. A growl rumbled in his chest "look. At. Me. Now!" finally she looked at him and he saw the hurt and frustration in her eyes "what grimmjow" a look of hurt flashed across his face as she called him by his name "you didn't do anything, its me. I'm just…confused" she pulled away and headed to the bathroom "then be confused by yourself" he grabbed her roughly and slammed her back against the wall "stop. I'm confused about you" he grabbed her chin and kissed her hard, at first she didn't respond but within seconds she was kissing him back. He pulled the blanket away and threw it to the side then hungrily looked at her body, she blushed but said nothing. He pulled her to the bed and sat down, pulling her to straddle his lap. He began to kiss her again as one hand rubbed her inner thigh and the other was sliding up her stomach to her breast. He flipped her and laid her on her back then placed himself on top of her while gently kissing her. She was surprised at his sudden gentleness but kept kissing him. He broke the kiss and looked at her with an unusual look of affection in his eyes " I was confused because I care for you…I don't care about anyone but you. I don't know about this mushy shit" she smiled with relief "just show me how much you care about me" he nodded with a grin and nipped her collarbone then placed feathery light kisses across her neck and chest. He slid a hand down her inner thigh to push them apart, just enough for him to fit. He whispered between kisses " we don't have to do this right now if you don't want to, I know you haven't been with anyone before" she blushed and squeaked lightly as she felt something rather large poking her " I want this because its you…" he nodded and pushed her legs apart. She blushed and squirmed lightly, not sure what to expect. He positioned himself and hoped he didn't hurt her.

*THE NEXT MORNING*

Grimmjow jumped up at the phones shrill ring woke up him "what!" he answered, grumpy at being woken up. " haha hello, its kisuke. I have an opening today if you can meet me at the shop". Grimmjow grunted "fine, we'll be there in a few hours". He quickly hung up and laid back down in bed, he looked at the small white haired woman next to him and pulled her to his chest. He kissed her neck and whispered in her ear " we have to get up princess, kisuke wants to meet up today" she groaned "no" he chuckled and ran his finger down her spine and soon to her hip, next his hand slid to her lower stomach as she rolled over to face him "I dun wanna get up, its warm and comfy here!" he flicked her nose "if you don't get your fine ass out of bed im going to throw you into a cold shower" she kicked the blankets off dramatically and got out of bed "happy now!" he nodded as he stared at her milky white body, looking at the bite mark and hand shaped bruises on her hips. He reminisced on how he gave her those bruises. They both quickly got dressed and found a bus to Karakura.