I went home pissed off and confused. Why didn't she love me! Why can't I just make this feeling go away,and why the hell can't I stop staring at Rachel fucking Berry! I just need to go to bed,that's it I just need to sleep.

I wake up in the morning and I don't feel any different,actually I'm wrong I feel worst and I don't understand it at all.I'm just gonna go to school and forget all of this,act like nothings wrong,act like Britt didn't break my heart,and act like I didn't spend all day yesterday staring at Berry.

I get to school and my first two classes are uneventful,but I have third period English with Rachel,and I'm staring again! Why can't I stop this!

"If you keep staring she'll notice eventually."Kurt says with that same damn smirk he had at the party. What's with that damn smirk?

"I don't know what you're talking about"of course I know what he's talking about but there's no way I'm gonna let him know that.

"Oh come on Santana you've been staring at Rachel ever since the party."

"Oh come on lady,me staring at man hands,that is-"He cuts me off

"True"Damn that smirk!

"Look let's say you're right and I was staring at Berry,so what."I say with a shrug

"You like her."

"What!" I say way louder then I wanted to.

"Santana please keep it down."the teacher says waving her finger at me

"Don't even try to deny it Santana." He says with that SAME DAMN SMIRK!

"Look Kurt you say one more thing with that damn smirk I'll slap it off." I say now getting irritated

"Look Santana I just think that you two would be adorable together"

"Except if you were right and I had the slightest bit of interest in Rachel what makes you think she would be interested in me?"He doesn't say anything just sits there smiling "What?"I ask obviously annoyed

"Nothing it's just that's the first time I ever heard you call her Rachel."he says walking out of the room with that smirk. That's when I realize he's right. Am I interested in berry?So what if I am? she hates me.

Rachel's POV

I'm absolutely sure that she's staring at me.I'm not being paranoid here,really she's been staring at me ever since the party. Maybe I am being paranoid,I saw Kurt talking to her maybe he knows something about this. He's walking down the hall way right now.

"Hey Kurt"by the look on his face I know he already knows why I'm talking to him.

"Hey Rachel, if you want to know what Santana and I were talking about you'll have to ask her."

"Come on Kurt she's been acting rather strangely ever since the party."I say hoping he won't make me talk to her

"Oh come on Rachel,she's not the only one who's been acting have been strange. You've been staring right back."Is he right was I staring back?No!

"I don't know what you're talking about Kurt."He doesn't say anything back he's just standing there quietly.

"What?"I ask starting to grow impatient.

"You and Santana are unbelievable. Why won't you guys just admit that kiss made you feel something."

"It was just a dare Kurt,it didn't mean anything." It didn't mean anything right? I mean it was just a game.

"I'm not saying you guys are in love or anything I'm just saying you felt something."I didn't feel anything did I? and more importantly did Santana?

"I'm not saying I felt something,but did Santana say she felt something?"

"Talk to her Rachel." Kurt says as he walks away. Why should I talk to her? It was just a game. There's no reason for us to act any different than before

Santana's POV
It's time for glee rehearsal and I'm not staring at Rachel only because she's not here and I don't understand,she's always the first one to mention I'm pretty sure she only comes to school to spend this hour torturing Rachel here glee club is kind of quiet,which is a shock I was pretty sure that wheezy would of spent this hour complaining on how she never gets a solo or some shit like that. Instead were discussing a set list for sectionals.I'm getting tired and there's about 15 minutes left of rehearsal so I'm sure I won't miss anything if I leave now.

"Mr. Shue can I leave I'm not feeling too good."

"Yeah sure Santana."He says not even removing his eyes from his music. I swear I could of just walked out of here. I'm walking down the hall when I spot Berry covered in blue slushy.

"Oh shit Berry who did this to you?" I find myself asking actually concerned.

"Kurofsky and Azimio decided since I was the only glee member they can find,they dumped their slushies on me."

"Well do you need a change of clothes or something?" she looks at me with a confused look on her face.

"What?" "Why do you care Santana don't you hate me?" I honestly don't know why I care.

"Look Berry I never hated you I'm trying to help out a teammate so do you need something or what?"

"Well thank you Santana,but it is the end of the day so I'll be fine."

"Whatever Berry"I say before walking out the door even when I try to help her out she acts like I'm going to kill her.

It's another day at school and it's the same thing all over again,I'm staring at Berry,Brittany is with wheels and I can see that damn smirk on kurt's face. When all of a sudden I see Azimio heading towards Rachel with a big gulp cup and before I can even think I jump in front of her and I'm covered in blue slushy.

"You dumb son of a bitch!" I'm trying to kick the shit out of him,but I feel someone holding me back.

"let go of me I'm going to kill him!"

"Calm down Santana he's not worth it!"I recognized Puck's voice

"Let go Puckerman I'm gonna kick some ass!"I'm pissed and Puck won't let me go

"Get the hell out of here Azimio!"Puck shouts and with that being said Azimio leaves.

"Rachel,Kurt will you get her cleaned off?"Puck asks while still holding me.

"Sure Noah." Rachel says looking like she can't believe what just happened. We head to the bathroom and I'm sticky everywhere Fuck Azimio!

"You know that was quite noble of you to take that slushy for Rachel Santana" I can't see because of the slushy but I'm sure Kurt has that damn smirk on his face!

"less talking more rinsing Hummel." I was hoping we could do this quietly but Kurt has to say something.

"Why did you jump in front of the that slushy for me Santana?" Rachel asks me as if I took a bullet for her.

"Look Berry let's not make a big deal out of this,I told you I don't hate you,you're actually not that bad." I say with a shrug.I don't need her thinking this was some big heroic gesture.

"You guys are insane let's not act like you two don't like each other"Now that he's done rinsing the slushy I can see the damn smirk.

"Look Hummel I just said Berry's not that bad."I say starting to get annoyed

"You know what I mean Santana." Fuck that damn smirk!Wait why am I saying this in my head?

"Fuck that damn smirk Hummel!You know what thanks for helping me out but I'm going to go get a change of clothes" That being said I walked out of the bathroom all dripping wet.

Rachel's POV
I watch Santana walk out of the bathroom and I still don't understand this. Maybe she does like me,maybe I like I'm thinking about this I remember that Kurt is still here.

"What?" I ask him while he's standing there smiling at me.

"Are you going to make me spell it out for you Rachel?"

"Spell what out?"

"Well let's see,you two have been staring at each other ever since the party,yesterday she finds you covered in slushy and offers to help you,and today she jumps in front of a slushy for you."

"What are you trying to say kurt?"

"You guys obviously like each other."

"Look Kurt when you say it like that it almost sounds believable,but this is hates me."

"She just said she doesn't hate you Rachel,and listen to well do you even know Santana?"

"I know enough to know that she has made it her personal mission to make my life a living hell for as long as I can remember."

"Have you ever stopped to wonder why?" Kurt asks me as he walks out of the 's when I realize he's right,I have stopped to wonder why,and I'm going to find out.